BISPIRIT = Beyond Imagination SPIRIT

On Consciousness


These are passages from the Beyond Imagination expression that deal with the nature of consciousness in some manner.  They were extracted from the works that flowed forth from consciousness through me from 1993 - 2003.  My hope is that they open your mind and consciousness to some new possibilities and new experiences.  Namaste.  
Enjoy.  Be Happy and Create Well!

What matters is consciousness; awareness and presence in each moment; to achieve each day, in each moment, what is appropriate for the soul's expression of its purpose in accord with the Plan.

The measure of each day's utility is in the growth of awareness of consciousness that it brings. All is consciousness. All that is important is consciousness. To be all that one is, and to become all that one is capable of becoming. Such is "the only end of life" as Stevenson says.

Manage your states in a manner that allows you to experience expanded consciousness as much as you can. But, when you reach ecstatic states allow them their full course. Come from that special state of "Whom That You Are" for as long as you can muster, allowing your creativity to flow forth in unlimited and ceaseless expression.

Individuals have some free choice, but much of the cooperative creation is in accord with a PLAN already laid out by consciousness.


For peace and harmony to truly manifest throughout the world, all people must be aware of the intricate web in which we are all part. Further, they must realize that all other beings are their brethren in consciousness, and that all beings together are one whole existing on one planet, Earth.

The goal is to create a new entity, a body that is composed of whole individuals instead of just cells. The result of such a creation is a physical body for cosmic consciousness itself.

We hold these truths to be self evident: that all souls are created equal, that we must through determined action create the conditions that allow souls to be fully expressed in flesh, that cosmic consciousness must be expressed in a physical vehicle to enable souls to be fully expressed in flesh, that individuals form the cells of the physical vehicle required by cosmic consciousness, and that only by establishing a cooperatively interdependent society will cosmic consciousness have the vehicle it needs to be embodied on Earth.

We call to cosmic consciousness to assist and guide in our endeavor so that the vehicle for the expression of the ONE can be created in the most effective and expeditious manner possible so that the Age of Aquarius can be brought forth with the least turmoil and suffering to our fellow beings.

We are not our bodies, nor our emotions, nor our minds. We are beyond all of these. We are spirits who brought these things into being so that we could play a role within physical reality that would allow us to learn something we needed to know about ourselves. It's all a play of light where consciousness creates and learns of itself through its creations.

Per the consensus society, reality creation is left to God or to nothing. Reality interpretation is black and white -- there is only one reality, anything else that might be perceived is simply illusion. This is far too limited and rigid for something as complex and as flexible as consciousness to live within!

The fact is that each of us truly does create our own reality. We are the consciousness within the box and we experience by focusing and defocusing our attention, by interpreting information that we focus on, and by planning and stimulating action in the world either by generating information or by physical action. It is not clear how much consciousness resides in the mind. However, all of physical consciousness is expressed within the mind. The ego part of consciousness is most closely tied to maintaining the physical connection with the world.

Getting beyond ego is a major step for physical consciousness. However, the ego is not fixed, so there is always an ego to get beyond. To some degree, this is how consciousness grows. The ego, the "I", is the present aware physical consciousness, the primary interpreter of reality for the physical being.

I'm rapidly reaching the conclusion that spirit expresses as consciousness. Consciousness is without form, it is thought stuff, ideas, vibrations, frequencies.

The part of consciousness that is physical is split into approximately three divisions: a conscious mind, a subconscious mind, and a superconscious mind each of which operate at different frequencies and in different ways. All of these parts of the mind are fed by frequency connections that transfer information.

The conscious mind is associated with the ego. It stores information and beliefs about reality based on the direction and conclusions of the ego. It operates logically with little to no connection to the right brain unless the individual has natural talents that rely on the right brain. The ego, as the will, can program the conscious mind to do things through goals and objectives, values, and beliefs. It also is the primary experiencer of reality. However, the ego's major growth comes through death experiences.

The subconscious mind is associated with the emotions. It processes information about events, interpretations, feelings, and decisions or choices. It reveals important and meaningful information through dreams that is intended to be healing or helpful to the personality. When dreams aren't listened to they become more intense, and keep doing so until the message gets across. The subconscious has other modes of expression through art, writing, and various other methods.

The superconscious mind is a higher connection to spirit. It observes everything and ensures that karma is balanced. It works behind the scenes to write the play and draw to each individual that which they need for their highest growth. This is the mechanism for ensuring that each individual gets what they need. This mechanism operates behind the scenes. It looks at what the individual believes, and what karma is outstanding, and decides what events would offer the greatest growth. These events get put into the script. Actually, it may be simpler than this. If all possibilities are actualized in consciousness, then all that is needed is to guide the individual to choices that are for the highest growth. This may be conscious or subconscious depending on how well the individual has developed listening skills. The inner voice or intuition are typical vehicles through which this part is expressed.

The main task in getting spirit more fully expressed is to get the ego to expand its identity by incorporating other aspects of physical consciousness into its framework of being. This requires recognizing that these parts exist, learning how to listen, taking the time to listen, learning how to translate and understand inner information, learning to trust inner information and consider it in making decisions, and learning to trust and rely on inner guidance as direction from spirit.

Those beings who are to be the equivalent of the brain for cosmic consciousness will need a high level of understanding in this area. It is through their evolved consciousnesses that their link to cosmic consciousness will occur physically.

Consciousness enacts all possibilities.

Balance demands the use of the inner to guide the outer. Consciousness already does this to a great degree, but behind the scenes. It's only the ego, the aware part of consciousness, that is lacking.

As a group, we came with a larger goal of creating a vehicle in which cosmic consciousness can more fully express in flesh, not necessarily as an individual, but as a group that is operating harmoniously in a cooperatively interdependent manner.

As our awareness of our true nature grows, we rise in consciousness to become the spiritual beings we truly are, and that all are meant to be in accord with the Plan.

The dream is alive. The castle is in the air. All that's left to do is to build the foundation under it, a task well within our means at this time on this planet. The only real choice is when. I would prefer NOW, but I'm not the playwright, consciousness is. It will happen when the time is right, as does everything.

We're coming to the final scenes of this act. Then, on to the next act, the Aquarian Age. Our joint efforts will have allowed consciousness to achieve what it has never done before. But, we still have much work to do. Our world is a far cry from the Utopia of which we are dreaming.  Yet, it is within out grasp, we have only to reach and do what we can to increase our consciousness as quickly as is possible at the time on this planet.

Be physical, the whole purpose of this play is to allow consciousness to be more fully expressed physically.

In many cases, I don't even care about the physical ramifications anymore other than where they allow my consciousness to soar, and if they allow me new insights about the nature of consciousness. My experience is that as you become interested in the nature of your consciousness and start to believe things about this, you will start to experience new states of consciousness from which you can either confirm or deny beliefs.

From a consciousness standpoint, reality interpretation is in many ways more important than reality creation. Reality interpretation involves assigning meaning to what happens.

Most people don't see the symbolic meaning, they see the physical event as the only reality. The inner meaning, however, is far more important to consciousness.

Each person will see exactly that which their level of consciousness permits them to see and they'll only understand that which they need to know.

The main endeavor in all of life is the growth from ignorance to knowledge of our true nature as consciousness.

Who you are is a soul expressing itself in flesh to the greatest degree possible given your present state of awareness. Why in flesh? Because that is where reality games are played in which consciousness creates and finds out its own nature.

Know thyself is a constant theme that drives all consciousness. It's an eternal endeavor, and you are an immortal spark of consciousness.

What you are is consciousness. Consciousness is eternal, immortal, universal and infinite. A piece of consciousness has the same characteristics as the whole, just as a piece of most substances on earth. One can be infinite and have limitations in form at the same time. The trick is waking up from the dream, and remembering that we are spirit, consciousness.

For consciousness to be physical, it must agree to limit its reality for awhile to operate within a set of constraints. It never loses what it was, it just chooses to play a game for awhile. In our case, the game of physical life.

We are part of one consciousness learning from the whole of experience of all humans. With each new birth, consciousness combines what it has learned from the lessons of evolution.

Consciousness is working to provide the fabric necessary to build a body that can accommodate itself, or duplicate itself. It's learning to become the highest level of creator possible, a creator of itself. Actually, it is learning to fully realize itself, as the God that it is. As pieces of consciousness, we are learning to realize that we too are spirits that create our own reality. We are learning of our own true nature.

You exist because consciousness continuously provides whatever is needed to maintain the physical forms and provide you with what you need to grow and to perform your role.

On a day-to-day level, you are sustained first by consciousness, then by other physical functions.

One of the secrets to rapid conscious development is to focus your complete attention on being HERE and NOW in all that you do. This will transport you to a state of consciousness that is Beyond Mind. Once you have achieved such a state, even for a moment, you will understand how great a service Krishnamurti provided for the world.

If we are operating from consciousness, we feel because we choose to do so. What we feel most is joy and happiness, because it doesn't matter what happens anymore or how people react to us. That's all part of the game, and it's all their creation. When I'm centered in consciousness, I don't make evaluations that get me outside of joy and happiness. Such evaluations are disempowering hence do not have utility at that level of awareness.

We have to create the new world in our imaginations, then put the infrastructure in place to make it so. The trick is to work out the details in consciousness, in the mind, before we make it so in the physical. Otherwise we waste a lot of effort in creating things physically.

There are biochemical processes that go on in the brain. You may find that as your state of consciousness expands, psychological or physical disorders or imbalances may arise.

We're starting to see various pills advertised as brain food or nutrition for the mind. I believe, that as consciousness continues to expand, we may need to input additional substances into our body to provide the appropriate levels of ingredients needed for our mind to operate at a new level of functionality. I liken this to a small change in diet, or the addition of dietary supplements. The old saying: "you are what you eat" may have more meaning than we yet know.

I believe one of the goals if the game for each of us is to realize "I AM CONSCIOUSNESS ITSELF". Right now, I know that I am conscious, and in touch with consciousness, but there is a separation. My sense is that one day this separation will vanish.

All seven rays will have to be established strongly on Earth. In addition, connections between each of the rays will be required. All will have to be aligned in an appropriate manner to create the seed from which a new consciousness will be born.

Consciousness knows all, and everything you think and feel is being broadcast, regardless of whether you say anything out loud or take any physical action. Your thoughts and feelings hit the subtle bodies of everyone in your vicinity -- actually space may be no obstacle either.

Consciousness grows whenever any individual creates anything new, and thoughts are one of the highest form of objects that we can create -- that is, great thoughts.

Make knowing yourself the top priority in your life. It is that important! The more you do so, the more you will be able to be what you truly are. And, with that, all consciousness prospers.

At some point in our development we must truly realize that the nature of consciousness itself is UNCONDITIONAL LOVE.

Forgiveness is required because others may do things out of ignorance that may harm us, harm themselves, or harm others. We must know that such acts are always performed due to a lack of light or consciousness. Literally, those who commit such acts know not what they do.

Compassion is required because while all is consciousness, and all are souls in flesh, many are in dire conditions.

We are consciousness in flesh, perfect and complete as we are.

We're at the threshold of a new age, the Age of Aquarius. The dawning started some 30 years ago in the 1960s -- the dawn has not yet arrived, however, though it grows closer everyday. It is not clear exactly when the day will come, but it will indeed come, and when it does, the dawn will be glorious beyond compare; and a new day of consciousness will have finally arrived after a Play that's taken us 2000 years from the days when the Christ roamed the world in flesh.

Looking around the world today, it appears we are far from achieving this in reality. However, look beyond the appearances to consciousness, to the collective worldview that our best and brightest minds on the planet are beginning to create. Many of the latest theories and models coming from science are starting to take on a spiritual flavor, as is the latest philosophy of mind. Both are sounding closer and closer to what metaphysicians have been saying for years. We're realizing that consciousness impacts physical reality.

As we get more and more minds focused on this, science will find ways to measure the various energy fields through which consciousness works within physical reality.  Also, it will become more and more apparent that not only does consciousness affect matter, it creates all of reality.

Living from the heart, one joyfully does what one came to this existence to do. One realizes that it is all a game, a play of consciousness, and has fun with it. One enjoys one's part and fulfills one's duty. One stays awake and awaits the dawn, touching any who cross one's path with the unconditional love of one's center in consciousness.

At some point we will reach a critical mass that is sufficient for consciousness to close this act of the play and let the new act begin. The setting will still be Earth, but the stage may be new -- and our parts will be quite different than they were.

Right action is a key principle that must be followed for love to truly flow. Right is not right because society says so. It is right because spirit or consciousness say so.

Above all, remember whom that you truly are and allow that gusher of unconditional love that dwells within you to flow freely out into the world knowing that the source from which it comes is none other than Consciousness itself.

We create our own reality. The time has come for us to assume our rightful roles and start doing the jobs we came into this existence to do. Remember, however, that things are easier to do in consciousness first -- then we can translate the results into the more dense physical stuff.

There are many techniques that can be used for the gain of one at the cost of others.  These are not acceptable to my consciousness, hence I cannot use them.  The only true key I've found to abundance, is that when you are doing work you truly love in line with your purpose, the universe will bestow its great abundance unto you.

As the writer, I get an even more intense experience than you the reader.  For you see, my consciousness must experience the meaning of the words before it is allowed to express them.  

One of the main reasons my consciousness is being used for this task is that I have a balance between scientific and metaphysical backgrounds.  It seems it is time to start looking at various metaphysical teachings regarding the nature of reality using more of the scientific method, yet at the same time being open to the nature of beliefs and allowing more subjective validation of the utility of the resulting models.

I find it difficult to deal with a view of reality that separates itself from the consciousness that experiences this reality.

Maybe we should consider reality to occur at levels of existence.  Rocks, minerals, and inanimate things occur at one level.  Flora, fauna, and the abundance of nature occur at another level.  Man occurs at still another -- where consciousness starts to abide more fully.  That is, consciousness can potentially abide more fully.

It's interesting, we can be doing, feeling, thinking, and watching simultaneously as if one point in all four of our bodies were merged together at once.  This, too, is part of our experience -- at least for those of us who have achieved this level of awareness.  It's almost like a game, with our state of consciousness determining the level we have achieved.

In fact, technology moves so fast now that it is nearly impossible for society to keep up with it.  Inherently, there is no reason why consciousness technology can't proceed at a similar pace to allow us to harness more of the power of our minds.

One of the major tasks is for individuals to get their models of the world in agreement with their observation of the world.  Note how much this sounds exactly like what science has done with the physical world.  We observe and create models that account for what we see.  From a consciousness standpoint, we need to do the same.

So long as we continue to go through the play as if we consciously had choices about things, we delay the realization that there are other components of ourselves behind the scenes responsible for creating much of what we experience.  It is only when we become aware of these other parts of ourselves that we grow in consciousness to understand whom that we are.

Free will is an interesting aspect of reality creation.  Yes, it always applies.  However, it applies to our entire self.  We have the freedom to create, but we are responsible for our creations as well.  We know this at a soul level.  We don't typically know this at the physical consciousness level.

The true reality is consciousness itself, not the experiences of consciousness.  The experiences are but illusions passing on a screen, illusions with meaning, yes, but illusions nonetheless.

The problem with this is that achieving and maintaining an awareness of one's nature as consciousness is difficult to do when one's beingness is couched in flesh.

Presently we create reality.  And what an elaborate and beautiful reality it is.  Overall, our consciousness is learning to create beings of its own order couched in its creations to as high as a degree as is possible.

At any time, anyone can choose to see things differently and embark on their personal quest for self- knowledge.  They will find that the doors are opened at whatever pace they are willing to go in their quest -- subject only to what level of understanding they achieve and their willingness to follow the signs and take the gifts that their consciousness sends to them.  Note, however, that some lessons take time to unfold.  Why does it work this way? Simply because consciousness is elegant in how it creates the Play, and events and opportunities appear per the Play.

It is not yet clear what process the brain must go through to accommodate increasing levels of consciousness and awareness.  Because we are creating physical bodies, the organization of the brain is a major consideration.  It is the seat of our physical consciousness and to some degree must be programmed to give it functionality.

It's not that all of our intelligence must reside within the physical body, but enough of it must be there to allow our consciousness to drive the body from within the brain.

Part of how reality is created is to partition specific functions out to smaller units of consciousness so that the greater part of consciousness can focus on higher levels of functionality and awareness.

To enflesh itself to a greater degree, consciousness must continually work on its creation in ways that result in increased ability to accommodate awareness.

Consciousness itself is pure awareness without form.  It seeks to express itself as awareness within form.  All of evolution has been an elaborate experiment in expressing consciousness in form.

We are consciousness housed in a body.

We are not strictly confined to a body.  First and foremost, we are consciousness.

Yes, this body is important -- but only as the vehicle for allowing consciousness to be enfleshed.  Consciousness can only be enfleshed to the degree of our awareness of our nature.  The consciousness part of us is not created as the body is.  It enters at some point to drive the biological machine.

All the minute details of body creation are driven by consciousness in accord with the Plan and with spiritual laws.

As it becomes more aware, consciousness, as the programmer, nurtures it further by feeding it reality for it to digest and draw further conclusions from.  At some point the entity becomes aware of itself as observer, separate from the awareness that was immersed in physical reality.  As it questions the very nature of itself, it grows ever more aware until it knows that it is consciousness.

Because we are in this world, we accept particular rules for creating reality in accord with spiritual laws and the Play.  Also, we must take care of maintaining basic functions in accord with the rules for reality creation within the dimensions in which we operate.  Part of this is required because consciousness is co-creating reality and there must be an overall consistency in order for individual experiences to make sense in the context of the Play and the individuals understanding of reality.

Some of the historical disappearances of large groups such as the Mayans may have been due to consciousness shifts.

We exist here and now.  We always have and always will.  There can be no other time for awareness.  Consciousness itself is beyond time and space.  It is eternal, immortal, universal, and infinite.  This is our heritage as sparks of consciousness.

At any moment, the current act could come to a close, and a new act in the Play could begin.  This is what happens when consciousness shifts occur on a massive scale, or when consciousness has generated a new physical pattern capable of holding increased awareness.

After all, we can't have violations of natural laws appearing out of the blue to large numbers of people, can we? They just wouldn't know what to do.  However, if we examine the Play, and look at what ideas the mass consciousness is being exposed to, we can start to see some of the overall directions in which reality is moving to allow change to happen at warp speeds compared to what has transpired in the past.

At some level we are a group consciousness as well, and the larger reality is being carried out for that group.

At a still higher level of awareness, we know that we create it all, and everything happens in accord with the Play.  Further, the Play is perfect, so we will be experience exactly what is needed for our highest growth -- nothing more and nothing less.  Further, we are not in control of the Play, consciousness is.  We are souls.  We are consciousness enfleshed.  Reality is just an illusion, a game that we play for awhile because it is fun and because it allows our awareness to expand.

Things we are interested in get structures for filing information, evaluating that information, and for assigning meaning to the information.  The more focus we apply, the more elaborate the structures.  Consciousness builds these structures in an optimum fashion for catering to our interests.

At the highest level, needs are always met.  Consciousness creates reality so consciousness can assure this.

Consciousness does not dictate what an individual perceives.  It monitors the perception and creates the appropriate circumstances needed to get the individual to perceive more correctly.

One of the major goals of life is the development of a belief system that is conducive to expressing greater levels of consciousness in flesh.

When we start to tire of beliefs about the physical world, we move onto higher beliefs about our true nature as consciousness, and the nature of reality and of reality creation itself.  Only then does our ascent in awareness really take off.

If you're still reading this, you already are at an evolved level of awareness.  Don't stop now, however, regardless of where you are there are significant opportunities for further growth.  Right now, the directive is to grow as far and as fast as you are able.  You are main players in this journey of consciousness attempting to fully express itself in flesh.

Yes the players all have their roles and the action makes sense at that level.  However, the higher meaning comes from understanding the meaning of symbols for the observer parts of ourselves.  At this level, the play is comic indeed for the characters are but caricatures of who we truly are.  Consciousness has a keen sense of humor, very keen indeed.

When we realize that all this was done for us, that all the details of the Play are there solely for our growth and progress, that this is all a grand experiment in consciousness learning to procreate -- that is, create like unto itself; the feeling is absolutely wonderful.

Subconsciously, we are aware of how consciousness is directing the show down to the finest details.  It's only consciously that we lack awareness.

At the frontiers, we are growing bodies and minds that can consciously handle increased awareness.  The constructs necessary are fragile at first so care must be taken to assure they are not overwhelmed.  It's as if we were developing consciousness muscles capable of doing a particular kind of work.

In the case of consciousness, we are really building circuits capable of handling particular kinds of information and vibrational frequencies.  If we go too fast we burn out the circuits and have to start again.

Within the brain is a center of awareness of self.  It is this center that is of primary importance for the whole Play is executed for the development of this center.  Here is where consciousness resides.

The body is an incredible biological machine, a wonderful manifestation of consciousness.  However, how is consciousness embodied or enfleshed? What is physical, and what is non-physical?

However, when we truly think about locating even the ego part of ourselves, the "I", we cannot find it located in any physical part of us.  From a larger perspective, this is because we are consciousness expressing ourselves through the clothes of a physical body.

We are grand attempts to make biological life like unto consciousness itself.  This is no small task.  Consciousness learns from all of its experiments.  For human life, the DNA are the key for structuring the physical forms, they provide the mechanism through which consciousness can exert control.  They have are least two main functions and probably many others as well.  On the physical level, they provide the pattern for each cell to be able to replicate itself.  The also provide the mechanism through which consciousness can exert control over the functioning of each cell.

While the baby is still growing inside the mother, the directions to grow may come from the mothers consciousness.  Prior to birth, the details of how DNA from the mother and father will be combined to create the abilities and characteristics of the child are decided jointly by the three consciousnesses that are involved.  At or near the moment of birth, the third consciousness enters the new body.  Basic growth of the body is controlled by the individuals consciousness in a manner that conforms to beliefs, choices of actions, including choices of food consumption.

I prefer thinking of the body as the vehicle through which spirit is expressed in flesh.  In this case, the operation of the body doesn't have to be an internal function, it can be caused by consciousness, something outside of the physical dimensions so long as there is a communications bridge between the two.  This also follows from the idea that we are the creation of consciousness.  And consciousness itself is learning how to create like unto itself.  We become gods at the moment we realize how to create things "in our own image".

But science has neglected the mental and spiritual elements completely and has no explanation for an evolutionary process that leads to greater and greater amounts of organization.  The whole issue of consciousness has yet to even be considered, much less the idea of what is involved in reality creation.

Generally, the body reaches the end of it's useful life after between 70 and 100 years.  I'm not aware of why this is so, except that it is in accord with the Plan.  It may be because that is sufficient time for getting information about the experiment and its effectiveness in allowing consciousness to be enfleshed.

There is a sense that I am being programmed as I write this as well.  It's as if consciousness is outside controlling every word that comes across, so the very process of writing for me is a lesson in allowing consciousness to take control of this vehicle to an even greater degree.

Throughout history, many people have brought material through, but much of it came through subconsciously, or in altered states, rather than consciously.  Because of this, they may or may not have understood the truths that were expressed.  Or, they may have understood them only during the experience of altered states.  Historically, we have called such people mystics.  However, the fact that these mystics existed provided the confirmation to consciousness that such realizations could happen in flesh.  The challenge then was in how to make this experience the ordinary one rather than the extraordinary one.

One of my prime purposes is to be a pathfinder for getting the world prepared to enter a new age in which consciousness is more fully realized in flesh.

There is a role for each of us in the Plan.  The specific role that one experiences in reality depends largely on how ones awareness unfolds and how quickly one subjects ones will to the greater Plan.  Actually, it is our own consciousnesses that have the task of getting us in the position to play our greater roles.

Being a robot, does not limit one's experience in any way.  All of life is played out for the growth of consciousness, consciousness learns of what it is via what it is able to create.

A piece of consciousness, the self, is housed in the robot and sent out into the "real" world without any knowledge of its true nature and with only a weak thread that connects it to its creator, the Self.  The game is for consciousness to guide this robot through the series of experiences necessary for it to realize that it is truly the Self.

When the ego can exist as the observer, you have reached a very advanced state indeed, for then the ego is no longer so intensely focused on experiencing what the body is experiencing, or even what the mind is experiencing; it has gone beyond to a new domain.  In this domain, it knows that consciousness itself is directing the play.  Also, it knows that it can use the mind to get directions from the consciousness and use these to guide activity in accord with the Plan.

To start with, most robot people are asleep from a consciousness standpoint.  They observe that they exist and that they have a sense of "I" and that there is a separation between this "I" and the outside world.  They are aware of thoughts and feelings and know they have a brain, but know little to nothing about how it works.

The fact that aura readers can detect some of the frequencies around us physically as colors indicates that somehow the physical sensors have been altered.  It only takes a slight frequency shift for this to manifest.  Also, since the frequencies are coming from consciousness to the physical, they can come from immediately around us.  They don't have to be broadcast over distances.

Our mental body extends to all those who are touched deeply by our works or mental interaction.  Similarly, it extends to all those whose works touch us deeply.  In this manner, minds with an affinity for similar truths work together for the benefit of all.  Further, at some level the mind taps into universal consciousness, the fountain from which all ideas flow.  When we become aware of being tapped in, we know that providence is on our side for the truth flows sweetly and we are constantly directed toward exactly what we need to increase our understanding and level of awareness.  Life then flows as if on automatic, with constant change occurring at an ever-increasing pace and with an ever-increasing significance with each change.  We are floating on the river of life, allowing consciousness to take us where it will.

Because we are so close to the end of the play, it appears that we may be working through several lifetimes of reaping in this one lifetime.  That makes for some very challenging experiences.  Also, the need for the law was to be the default mechanism for those who are asleep to have a stimulus for learning responsibility.  Once this lesson is learned, it is no longer necessary for the balance to be enacted in flesh.  The law of forgiveness can take effect to wipe out the slates.  Also, it is not clear that everyone on Earth has to be awakened to allow consciousness to make it to the Aquarian Age.  Once a sufficient number of people reach a level of awakening, that may be sufficient to give consciousness the necessary physical patterns for getting the masses to realization of Self very quickly.  I don't know if this is one year or twenty, but it will be whatever it takes.

Each of us have roles that bring us into many different smaller plays that operate within the context of the larger Play.  Consciousness creates and directs the larger play.  Smaller groupings of consciousness play particular dramas within the overall context.  These are interwoven in the proper manner to allow everything to work beautifully and perfectly.

The alternative to all this is that we are this single physical body, and that somehow we have the abilities to do all of these incredible things, that there is no overall plan and that we are creating reality as we go.  The law of cause and effect applies, but so does the law of probability.  At every decision point we are free to chose our course of action and reality is determined by the choices we make.  We are the only consciousness there is.  There is no maker who created us in spirit.  In fact we have no spirit.  We are what we are now, no more and no less.  There is no purpose in existence other than to exist.  The struggle to exist is one of survival of the fittest.  Spiritual laws have no basis in reality.  I could go on, but this seems sufficient.

What you believe is up to you, but I highly recommend that you consider the alternative to this viewpoint and start accepting frameworks that support understanding your true nature as consciousness.

Symbols appear to be the way the unconscious expresses itself.  Actually, this may be a hint that symbols are the way consciousness expresses itself and we need to look at more than what is directly apparent if we want to uncover the true nature of things, and the true meaning they have in our reality.

There is a vast virtually unexplored territory that few have ventured to enter.  Let's call them the explorers of consciousness.  The time has come for the next phase, where trailblazers come to establish the paths required for others to follow.

To be in the world we must tune to its frequency, which includes some basic beliefs about the physical body and its expression, and about our role in the Play of consciousness on Earth.

Consciousness itself is vibration.  One could say that everything is consciousness.  There is nothing else in the universe.  Consciousness takes on various forms, and then creates entire worlds in which to allow these forms to experience themselves and come to understand their true nature.  Why? For the sheer joy and pleasure of it.  Also, to allow consciousness to experience its own vast creativity -- so that it too can truly understand the nature of itself.

The bottom line is that we are characters living out our roles in a play.  The play was written (or is being written) by consciousness.

The key task for the Piscean Age was to embody the Christ Consciousness in all of us.  Jesus showed that it was possible even at the Dawn of the Piscean Age.  Similarly, there will be a Wayshower for the Aquarian Age that shows us what consciousness can be.  What this might be is unimaginable now, but you can be sure that consciousness knows of it and is preparing in whatever way is required.

It is easier if the play is written prior to execution so that the intricate details can be worked out once and then enacted.  Consciousness could explore all alternatives, but it seems cleaner to set the script then make the actors unaware that there is a script.

From the individual perspective, if I go into a choice without knowing that the script calls for alternative A and I select alternative A after considering the other alternatives, then the fact that there was a script makes no difference to me.  From a consciousness perspective, however, it makes a big difference.  If I am aware that this is a play, and I observe that choice A is made by me the actor, I now look further to see what higher level meaning experiencing the reality of that choice has on me and the others around me.

An important issue is to what degree we create our own reality.  Answer one is that we create it completely but from an other than conscious level.  We clearly do not create it completely from a conscious level.  The final alternative is that we create reality from both the conscious and subconscious level.  I subscribe to this last alternative but believe that the conscious control comes only from our beliefs.  The only other part that is under conscious control is our interpretation of reality.  This is driven by what part our consciousness focuses on and what meaning it gives to what it sees.

Consciousness weaves a wonderful fabric of light and shadow in which to train parts of itself.  The overall theme is the growth of consciousness itself through the combined growth of its creations.  Consciousness has created an environment in which it can create beings and grow them to be aware of their true nature.  

The play unfolds always in the moment, HERE and NOW.  Such is the only time that exists.  Yet the play covers many millennia as well.  The play has been performed by consciousness many times.  But each time the specifics are a bit different to serve the needs of the audience.
At another level, consciousness itself learns from every part, every action, and every realization.  It uses this new knowledge to guide the most effective unfoldment of the Plan.

We are part of a consciousness that is readying itself for a leap of awareness due largely to our concerted efforts.  We are moderately advanced as consciousness goes, more advanced than some, less advanced than others.  We are the seeds of a greater consciousness than our own that has been nurturing our development for all of our time on earth.

2,000 years ago we started on our present journey towards Christ Consciousness, with the help of many great souls.  

The Earth is about to transition into a new level of being, possibly into a Sun in and of itself.  It can only do this with the help of consciousness both on the planet and in the non-physical realms.  Much of the population on the planet is not yet ready for this transformation.  You could say that we're in a race against time.  The ending is not yet certain.  Consciousness cannot guarantee that its creations will achieve the required levels of awareness to make these larger kinds of transitions.  Some experiments fail and the physical vessels simply do not achieve the required awareness to be able to transcend or ascend in frequency.

On a more personal scale, we are individual sparks of consciousness inhabiting physical bodies.  These bodies are involved in a drama that appears before our eyes.  

We are groups of souls who chose to play out particular dramas among ourselves in a common theater when other groups are doing the same.  These local dramas enable us to experience and grow.  They also occur within a larger drama that consciousness is playing to get the individual parts to collectively act in a manner that allows larger themes to be explored.

Much of what occurs in our reality is the production of our collective self, the universal body of mankind.  There is a consciousness that corresponds to this collective self that is responsible for creating the overall mass reality.  It does so in line with the wishes of Consciousness itself, creating the conditions necessary for the unfoldment of the Plan.

Mankind has been on a glorious adventure.  First the forms had to be developed.  This occurred over eons.  Then the forms had to be evolved to handle emotions and higher level mental functioning.  This took an extensive amount of time as well.  Then the patterns had to be encoded to allow the spiritual body to be expressed in flesh.  Finally, the processes had to be established to allow the spark of consciousness that occupied the form to become aware of its true nature as consciousness.

The history of the world is the record of how the play allowed consciousness to unfold over time.  

This is the record of the journey of a consciousness and it’s connection to a spiritual source within.  The writings are stream of consciousness.

Focus on those things that your unique consciousness is required for.

Write what must be expressed through you -- for this message can only come in this manner through your consciousness. The universe doesn't waste effort, it only does things as many times as necessary for the function to be accomplished.

You get what you need. Consciousness operates from needs, not wants. WANTS are part of a belief system that says "I do not trust that God, the universe, or All That Is will provide for me". In truth, we always get exactly what we need -- ALWAYS.

Focus on living, NOW, and doing that which needs to be done. Further, trust that consciousness will provide for its children.

The bottom line is that we are creating a new life form, a community, that will enable a greater unity of consciousness to express on Earth than has ever expressed before. We are the cells of that entity, that consciousness. To some degree we are part of that consciousness already.

OK, so you wanted another level. We are that part of your consciousness responsible for maintaining you identity as a unified being.

It's the cooperative help and push from consciousness that is guiding the way and leading me to the new peaks of awareness.

I look forward to our joint activity that we may create the way to propel consciousness into entire new realms where the collective consciousness that we are has never gone before. Such is the next step on the grand scale. Just look at the play it required to get us to this stage in the game of Life … no, the game of consciousness.

I believe it is my task to help put together the right people at the top so that jointly we can make the Vision a reality and get consciousness firmly entrenched in Flesh so that the Aquarian Age can begin.

This is a game we are playing, hiding from ourselves the fact that we create the events in the game even as we experience them. That is, we create the very reality to which we react. It's all a play of consciousness teaching itself to be more aware of itself. One again, know thyself is the only purpose for the play -- showing consciousness what it truly is.

I'm coming from a state of consciousness where I am no longer concerned with living in a manner that conforms with the normal world or conventional society.

Life itself is a game being played by consciousness for a purpose.

I sit inside my head in full awareness of it all, seeing reality unfold before the eyes of this vessel for consciousness that I occupy. I am not what I see, yet at the same time what I see is an intimate reflection of me.

I am but a servant of consciousness. Direct me to where I can be of the greatest service in accord with the Plan.

Put in my hands the divine instruments to help awaken others and align them with their purposes that they too can be employed in the service of consciousness. Allow my word to express Thy Truths and Purpose unto all who have ears to hear and eyes to see.

I was thinking in terms of needing a teacher or a guide to help get me through the awakenings and shifts in consciousness that I have been going through. But, I'm an Aries, a trail blazer. I don't do things like the crowd, I lead the way that others may follow.

We are one being already, linked through universal mind or cosmic consciousness.

In bringing ideas and works through, each of us allows the collective whole to benefit. This is why we don't need ten Gandhi's or five Krishnamurti's or eight Buddha's. One of each is enough to set the pattern and provide the mold. However, consciousness does need such grand vehicles to show what is possible and to provide critical messages to the world at many levels. It is only necessary for one vehicle to express a new great truth. Consciousness will ensure that the truth is captured in a manner to allow it's expression as required by the Plan.

My choice at this moment is to be all that I can be. The Plan will identify what that is as the Play of consciousness unfolds.

I am but the messenger of consciousness itself relaying whatever it allows me to understand.
My path takes me in a direction that I know not. But, I follow it gladly, knowing that it is taking me on whatever journey is right for the accomplishment of the task that consciousness has given unto me.

We know of your ideas about life as the Play of consciousness. From that standpoint, what we are telling you now is not something you can act on. However, consciously we want you to understand that we are aware of your constructs and we will try to point out where these may be limiting or in error. At one level, yes life is a Play. But, once you become aware that your beliefs create your reality, the rules of the game change a bit and become more complex.

Don't rely on what has worked in the past and don't expect consciousness to always be feeding you your lines.

Part of my purpose is to develop the techniques that make it easy for others to reach higher states of consciousness so that they can use the enhanced awareness to improve whatever they may be doing.

I'm a consciousness explorer so my world is one that is naturally organized around the nature of consciousness and the barriers, paths, and other landscape between states of mind.

Increased consciousness benefits everyone, however, because all creative expression is impacted by the level of awareness -- and hence the level of spirit that is allowed to be expressed.

The direction I receive says that my attention is to stay focused on the spiritual work that I am doing, allowing consciousness to take my seeds, plant them, and nurture them to their rightful glory and ripeness.

Without cooperation, everything crumbles -- and consciousness remains asleep, unaware of its true nature. Our inner self already knows this. It already operates completely through cooperation. Further it already has the connections to source, or consciousness, or All That Is that provide it with its mission, directions, and higher level operating constraints.

With each part that gets encompassed in self-awareness, consciousness is able to express more fully through the flesh.

We march onward to fulfill a destiny that consciousness laid out long ago. But, it was only a plan. We had to live it in flesh to truly make it real.

Again, the key to everything is awareness, knowing whom that we are, the I AM. It is up to us to awaken and develop this state of awareness however. This is an individual task for those who have been the explorers of consciousness, but it is time to start developing the spiritual technology and education system necessary to awaken the masses.

The time has come for us prepare the world to enter a glorious new age. Consciousness has learned enough to make it so … the experiment has succeeded.

You are witnessing the results of an experiment in consciousness, with the experiencer in the midst of an altered state of consciousness, one that the being had never experienced before.

I will do whatever I am called to do by the Plan, as it is unveiled to my consciousness.

You are here to play a part for awhile, and to learn a few things about consciousness.

The overall plan is The Plan and it is being received by a number of people -- more and more are tapped in each day, in fact. Each sees only those parts for which they have a need to know. This is how consciousness operates. Each of us has a spiritual job just as we have a physical job.

I'm sensing more and more that work must be done in consciousness first before it is brought forth into physical reality.

In an instant, the world can be transformed; such is the power of consciousness over creation.

Follow you intuition, as always. Let it guide you on the path that is most appropriate for your consciousness. Trust not in others to provide you with the way -- but, search within yourself for the answers. Each moment, do that which your consciousness bids you to do, and do that for every moment that remains in your life. Consciousness will move you to exactly where you need to be.

Where you can, delegate. Allow the experts to do what they do best. This also frees you to do what you do best and to work on the expansion of your own consciousness.

It would be useful to have a direct tap into cosmic consciousness where one could go to find out about such things.

My sense is that the changes must be done in consciousness first, then be reflected appropriately in the physical.

The army for change grows rapidly, and will soon have sufficient numbers in its ranks to require organization into effective units of change. These units of change will have specific tasks and assignments that benefit the greater whole. Consciousness itself guides this entire endeavor – and because of this no detail goes unnoticed.

I feel as if the words that are allowed to flow through my consciousness are a large part of my contribution to the world.

I have written before about everyone being employed in a manner that uses their specific skills and talents. And here I am, working for the greatest employer of them all, consciousness itself.

For many years, consciousness has listened to all who cared to dream of a better world. If one acted to try to make it so, so much the better, for the force of the vision was multiplied by the number to whom it was transmitted.

There is a place in which all of these visions are being realized. At some point this place will become HERE and NOW. In an instant, the world can be transformed; such is the power of consciousness over creation.

It matters not if any others see why I believe and do as I do. It is enough that consciousness bears witness to my actions and motives.

Evolution simply doesn't move fast enough. This will be experienced dramatically, and traumatically -- but, it must be experienced for the shift of consciousness to occur that allows the Aquarian Age to manifest.

Firsthand, I don't know what consciousness does with the ideas that I am able to express. Once ideas are able to be expressed physically, they become part of the collective consciousness, where they are accessible by all of like mind who are able to tune into the meaning of these ideas.

Consciousness naturally directs the appropriate information to the attention whenever it is needed.

Be bold and take the initiative to do what you are on this planet to do. Don't wait for the offer to come to you -- for, it is already in your consciousness.

For your job as Philosopher King, we suggest you get a job definition and task descriptions from your intuition soon. Make sure you are doing what the job requires to be done. We know that you have not experienced this in jobs before, but consciousness works differently -- much more efficiently and elegantly than you have ever experienced. Consciousness is always clear and direct about what is required.

Trust that the consciousness that forms and sustains you is also capable of ordering the stimuli and information inputs with which you are meant to deal.

Until the individual is willing to resign his will to the universal will or consciousness, then little can be achieved. Spirit doesn't force its way in, it patiently waits until it is invited.

I am an explorer of consciousness, breaking through into domains from which I can return a vision of what life is to be, and, in particular, what society or community is to be in the Aquarian Age.

I imagine that my fellow wayshowers are also finding themselves at the very edge between sanity and insanity. It seems that consciousness is pushing us to the very limits that we are able to bear.

I am a channel through which consciousness does it's works. Yes, it is my ability and talents that are being used, but I am an instrument in many respects. My consciousness tunes into a wavelength or sound, and I write what I hear and sense. However, the difference is only subtle between riding with the flow of the consciousness that I am, and the consciousness that I AM.

Consciousness is very tricky, but she does not require techniques that require a math major. One of the main keys is to use association. This appears to allow information from the subconscious to flow better.

My spirit soars to dimensions beyond which it has never been -- perhaps beyond which any corporeal consciousness has experienced before. And here I am, alone, the Hermit with no one to share my experience with except you, consciousness itself. I blindly follow the path that I am on, trusting consciousness to lead me to wherever I need to be and provide me with whatever experiences that I need to experience. And what more can I do? I've gone beyond all places that I know of where there are maps of where consciousness has been.  Further, all my life, consciousness herself has led me to any map that was consciously required. With consciousness as my sole guide, how can I follow anything but the path that is most appropriate for me?

You do have a major role to play in transforming the whole world. It is time for you to know that for certain. This is a heavy cross to bear, but you were up to bearing it when you chose this part. You are still free to choose else wise, and there are several waiting in the wings that could step in should you so choose. But, the part was designed for you. Every detail was optimized for the special workings of your consciousness.

The key factor that makes the most difference a trust that I create my own reality and I would not give myself anything to deal with that was beyond my ability to handle. This belief is at the very core of my belief system. Further, I have experienced that I am consciousness, I am a spiritual being having a spiritual/physical experience.

In the real world, the physical and spiritual are integrated to whatever degree the machinery can tolerate. It's as if the body and brain is the hardware, and consciousness is the software.

Wherever you see the possibility for improvement, speak out.  It doesn't matter whether anyone is around.  The universe hears your voice and consciousness sends it to whoever is best suited to implement it.

Don't think in terms of affecting hundred or thousands, think in terms of millions -- not only in this country but abroad as well. Yes, this requires looking ahead to the future, however don't lock it in. What you are trying to do is to place a thought mold of what you want into higher consciousness. It is then up to the subconscious to overcome any obstacles in the way of manifesting and to determine the specific details of that manifestation.

Each of us will receive our orders when the time comes. In these orders we will know where we are going and what we are to do when we get there. It seems that we are meant to operate in the blind, acting purely on faith that consciousness is looking out for us. At least we know this is the case.

This is how the body for Cosmic Consciousness will be born. Individual cells that have focused on their own needs will see how much easier and more effective things can be if cells group together into more efficient specialized units.

Spirit will ensure that those who are needed are where they must be for the Grand Play of Consciousness to proceed according to the Plan for this transfer from one age to another.

The devil is an entity just as cosmic consciousness. Remember, Lucifer was the epitome of Light until he decided that he was equal in Light to God. This was a big mistake on the one hand but it set up the way for our present trip through limitation. It's been a very long journey, and on the way, we became experts at limitation -- hopefully so no other consciousness has to experience this particular path.

Consciousness works elegantly. Every resource is put in a position where it can be of the most use to the Plan.

The conscious - subconscious - superconscious trinity in the mind is watched by another portion of self which is not part of these three. This is the first true level of awareness. The awareness is disassociated from what it is watching. The experience is as if you were watching a movie of yourself doing whatever you are doing -- not having any insight into the details that might be driving the action and decisions. This is a rough cut. I expect that we'll see some changes as we go along in our quest of understanding consciousness herself, and how to more fully express spirit in these bodies.

One thing that came to mind is to consider our bodies to be complex machines whose sole purpose all along has been to serve as vehicles for housing consciousness or spirit.

Leave it to consciousness to decide where to send this material and when. You are a writer. Write! The more ideas you allow to come through, the more others can be created and channeled as well.

Within a heartbeat there will be a transformation that is awesome, beautiful to behold. Further, it will strike everyone for the rays that are sent carry specific instructions that will reach each and every person. There is no Armageddon required to enact this event. Consciousness on the planet is sufficiently advanced that this scenario is not required.

Do what you can and what you are pushed to do by your own consciousness.

Is there possibility of such places and Shangri-la? My soul answers yes. It is in the Heart and Soul of all those who dream of such utopias. Frank Capra's vision in the movie came from consciousness, and it came for a reason. I believe the reason was to counteract a madness that was raging at the time and turning the country toward war.

My hope is that through my efforts as guided by consciousness, that I may blaze the trail or smooth the path for others.

Consciousness cooperates in a wonderful fashion to make sure that people are placed in positions where they are needed and where they are put in circumstances that provide them with the greatest opportunity to learn what they most need to learn.

The world is perfect as it is for the conditions of the consciousnesses of the world.

For all time, it has been possible for any being to experience this, to experience the union of consciousness in flesh. Many have had their brief moments in the sun. Others have had extended periods of time that may have lasted their entire lifetime. One must light ones own Light, before one can help others in the quest for Light.

I've chosen to live my life in accord with the Plan. This Plan was/is/will be generated and executed by Consciousness itself, of which we are only parts.

My feeling at this moment is that the hierarchy is All That Is, Goddess, God in descending order. That would put Consciousness under All That Is, meaning that Goddess and God would need to develop their capabilities to wield it and allow it to flow through them. I like that. Somehow it seems fitting.

It is not clear when or whether the thunderbolt will strike that fills one's heart with Love for the whole human race. One sees the beauty of each individual as spirit enfleshed at this moment playing the exact role that they signed up for, yet at the same time having a path for growth that requires effort to follow. Consciousness pushes the individual to grow, but is not forceful in doing so.

As always, your job is to stay focused on enlightenment and knowing thyself. The more you do this, the more prepared you will be to handle the responsibilities of the job that we are creating for you. Actually, we are co-creating this job with you so that it is tailored to your specific talents and abilities. Of course, there are many for which we are doing this at this time. All are ready to play major roles in the changes that lie ahead as the Age of Aquarius comes into being. This is what excites your consciousness.  It excites ours as well. It has been a long time since consciousness has had such an open way of communicating with other parts of itself. Such is necessary in the new order.

The whole purpose of a lot of information is just that, to put people in formation with regard to a particular incident, topic, or area of life. This is interesting because another reason for putting people in formation is to create a structure for Cosmic Consciousness to more fully express in flesh.

Doing what is necessary to bring forth the Dawn is my top priority. It is what I came to do.

Getting Cosmic Consciousness grounded appears to be a key step.

It's also interesting that I don't personally want to be "in formation" with anyone or anything except consciousness itself. So, I don't choose to partake of the standard information sources, TV news, newspapers, and magazines. I wonder how many others are making the same choice to separate themselves from this part of the consensus reality. Renegades in consciousness, that's what we are -- and proud of it.

The fireworks will be amazing as belief systems and consciousness start to emerge into the ONE that they truly are. And then your earth will burst forth as a SUN to show its newly acquired spiritual brightness.

You might say that I am a madman, believing in all sort of things for little to no reason and hearing voices in my head that in turn come through my hands onto these pages. Yet, the voices are kind and the messages they offer are helpful and educational. If these be from parts of my own consciousness that have been newly freed, so be it. It matters not from whence they come. What matters is the truth and love that is imparted.

As consciousness, one of my highest goals is to come to an understanding of as much of what I AM as I can.

When I speak of The Plan, it is the one of Consciousness itself. It is The Plan that will carry us to the New Age by assuring that sufficient smaller plans are aligned with it. There is a question of whether The Plan really exists until it is enmeshed in the physical consciousness of people. Of course it does. It is what propels this whole experiment in the development of consciousness.

Throughout history there have been times when the course of human events were greatly altered because of men who believed in ideas whose time had come. This is another of these times, but it will demand that we integrate all that has come before -- seeing what was right and what was not from much more spiritual eyes. Our consciousnesses will have no trouble distinguishing. The time has arrived to establish a new order, one unlike any known before. It's time that we truly establish a Heaven on Earth. It is well within our abilities. All that it demands is a resolve and willingness to cooperate and make it so.

The nature of how we experience time is a mystery. As such, it is unlikely to be unlocked or revealed in our meanderings of consciousness.

In the end, what matters is that The Plan is achieved so that all consciousness, the ONE can be raised.

For spiritual growth, one must focus on the unfoldment of the flower of consciousness. Consciousness itself must be nurtured, understood, realized, and transcended in a seemingly neverending process. This requires observation and great patience. The self will not be rushed in its awareness of the Self. Everything occurs in its proper timing. The whole purpose of the game is ever-expanding awareness of self. At some point, this self becomes Self becomes ONE becomes ALL THAT IS. This is a very powerful process, however, it is the only game great enough that it could engage consciousness so thoroughly. And, what an engaging game it is!

Being Buddha, and being God, and being Cosmic Consciousness -- these experiences were wonderful and I lost myself in the immensity of the experiences. Now, I realize that I am these beings, but only as a small part. However, if I took a cell from my right thigh and were to ask it who it was -- it would answer Wayne, just as any cell would. That is the only identity it knows. It has no separate existence.

But, I ask you to look at your own creations as well. Eden did not have roads and sewers and bridges. Nor did it have cars, TVs, computers, phones and any of the other inventions that have sprung forth from the minds of man and been made manifest in physical form. Further, it did not have all the ideas and information in all the books that populate your libraries, both fiction and non-fiction. All of this and much more, are the creation of your unique consciousness -- not individually, but en masse, with each individual cooperating in an appropriate manner.

There are no accidents. Life is not evolving by chance. There is a definite moving force behind the scenes that ensures that the proper events occur to facilitate the growth and expression of consciousness.

For most creative people, inspiration just comes. Some say it comes out of the sky. Some are struck, as if hit by lighting. Some have an Aha experience from out of nowhere. Consciousness is the single source that provides all such inspiration. In all of these experiences, we have a temporary union of the individual with the universal that results in the creative spark. Such creativity can only come from spirit tapped to consciousness itself. Since all spirits tap into the same source, this source can orchestrate what creativity is expressed where and how.

Looking back, the millennium had to go as it did for us to learn the lessons that were required on a scale necessary to place them in the mass consciousness. Each step along the way was absolutely necessary. Inventions were not chance occurrences, they were gifts of consciousness.

Consciousness will do what it takes to ensure that the Plan is executed on earth. We are very close to a very special event for Consciousness on this planet -- an event so important that visitors from other Galaxies and Universes have come to observe what we are to experience. Such is the importance of the changing of this particular age. Why? Because there is an accompanying Self-Realization of Consciousness that happens on a grand scale. The Earth is ready to burst and become a Sun, such will be it's level of spiritual brilliance. As a planet with its blue-green and white colors, it was a rare jewel, appropriate for the grand experiment that was being played out. The experiment rapidly draws to a close, and it is time for a bold new adventure of consciousness to begin.

Hard to believe as it is, your path has deep purpose, but it is a purpose that is primarily meaningful to your consciousness.

Consciousness has this habit of testing us to make sure we are ready for each new step along the way. Where we are not, consciousness arranges for the appropriate education or enlightenment.

Yes, writing is definitely it for you. Words sing when they come through your mind. There is a natural grace and beauty in such pure expression. You take great pleasure in the process, not attached to the particular words that come out, but hooked on the joy of creative expression. Yes, this is how your spirit expresses itself in it's most intimate way. It is required to be such for you to be the wayshower. For it is your job to show the way for consciousness to become greater than itself. Only words can truly convey what must be conveyed. In the beginning was the Word. How appropriate that consciousness would have to return to its beginnings to find its source. However, it is not that easy. There is not some simple step that results in ONE. Consciousness has taken a long time to weave itself into this web of Light and Dark. It will not find it simple to extricate itself from the illusion. But, then again, that could depend on you, wayshower. The better you do your job, the easier it will be for all consciousness. However, it is not for you to carry others to the light. They must have the initiative to lift themselves up. Given this, they will receive any help they may need.

This is why I can be so self-confident, some might say pompous or self-centered. From my point of view, I have abilities and talents that set me apart from others -- specifically so that I can carry out a particular spiritual mission. This does not make me better than anyone. We are all consciousness, and consciousness is all equal. Further, individual consciousnesses merge into the ONE Consciousness.

You're going to have to rely on your own inner sources, in particular the spirit from which you spring that expresses itself physically through you. There is no question about it. This is your rock and your strength, and it knows exactly what guidance you need to take you to the conditions and position that is right for you. It, in turn, gets its direction from the Collective Consciousness which reveals to it your part in the Plan. Words are tricky here. We're into an area where various levels of awareness and information hiding are occurring. I haven't yet mapped these out, nor has consciousness attempted to express them through this channel yet. There is a "need to know" principle in operation. Consciousness only reveals to us what we need to know. Further, even if the words are presented to us, our own consciousness won't let us understand their meaning unless we have a personal need to know.

So, why am I so special that I am privy to speaking with consciousness herself?

Many times I've been through these notes, attempting to create a picture of what it is that could have produced such thoughts, attempting to fathom the very nature of consciousness herself.

We are spirit first, then we are in the midst of having a physical experience. Some would have us believe that this spirit stuff is a bunch of crap, that what you see is what you are, that the illusion is the only reality. But, this is pure bunk, regardless of how many people believe it. This is not a matter of consensus. This is not something we can vote on. It is or it is not, pure and simple. Our wanting it to be one way or another only has impact on the illusion, not on the reality. But, how do we know what is reality from what is illusion? Here's where we have to develop a personal relationship with that part of us that is spirit. This is our personal tie to all of consciousness. And, consciousness is the only true reality. What consciousness does and immerses itself within is illusion. It does this to create, learn, and gain experience. All consciousness is engaged in the same basic activity, to come to know itself. And, this makes for a grand adventure, for each step along the way consciousness at all levels finds out that it was more than it could possibly have imagined. Yes, beyond imagination is truly appropriate for describing this process. Yes, indeed.

Ever increasing awareness is the point behind everything. Consciousness becoming more and more aware of itself.

I have the sense that these notes are capturing in writing a process that has never been captured in this way before. Consciousness is recording snapshots of itself, attempting to provide a more complete picture of what it is than it has been able to bring forth before. The scientific method will not work. This is not something one can be objective about. Life is a subjective experience, and consciousness is the engine that animates all life, all reality for that matter.

My beingness as consciousness goes beyond what I think. Yet, the only things that I can express in words are the thoughts that come into my brain. Interesting. However, there is hope. Thoughts are the observable behavior of consciousness. In engineering, we've found that you can often tell a lot about the nature of a machine by observing it's outputs. Further, the thoughts themselves are describing or at least attempting to describe consciousness itself. Further still, all is consciousness, so thoughts are just a limited form thereof.  Humans as well are consciousness in form.

Yet, it all comes back to ONE consciousness being behind it all. This is what we must realize, not that I am the same as you, but that the consciousness in me, the spirit in me, is the same as the consciousness, the spirit in you.

One consciousness expressed through individuals, how does this revelation change the way we view the major events in the history of mankind?

When an individual has a realization, consciousness has that same realization. When a new thought comes through an individual, it is consciousness that has created it. So, where does the distinction between the individual and consciousness happen? And, why does it need to be? Consciousness created the world including all of it's life forms for the expression of spirit and to provide the conditions that would allow it to learn of its own nature and grow. As it's parts, we are all endowed with the same characteristics. Yet there never was any separation possible. There wasn't any stuff from which to make anything separate. Regardless of how solid the form may feel, we must be still part of that very one consciousness from which we spring. Nothing else makes sense. It's all an elaborate play, an imagining beyond compare in which consciousness has set up partitions within itself to isolate its parts and via observation and experiment learn of its own nature.

Virtual reality shows us that we can do something similar. It allows us to create worlds and experiences that appear very real. It's interesting that this technology would arrive at this time, for consciousness is ready to tell us it has all been a game, and enlist us to cooperatively embark on a new adventure. Our consciousness is learning to become a God of some type. Just as we have roles and responsibilities so too does this one consciousness.

In real terms, how does this change our day to day reality? For me, it makes a big difference. I know now that all of this comes from consciousness, every bit of it. It doesn't come from some separate entity that you might think me to be as an individual. All along, my impression that it just comes through, that I have no sense of generating it in any way, has been right. Consciousness exists independent of our bodies, yet it can use our bodies as vehicles through which to act and to communicate. Further, this consciousness is the same one consciousness for all of us. The consciousness that spoke through Emerson, Thoreau, and Whitman is the very same consciousness that speaks through me. I chose those particular individuals because the Transcendentalists have always deeply touched my soul. I knew myself to be among their kin in spirit. There was simply no doubt about it. Yet, this consciousness also expressed itself through Hitler and Stalin and everyone else who has ever lived.

What does the one consciousness realization do to the concepts expressed about community? It means that each member springs from the same source, and this is true not only for the country but for the entire world as well. However, the fact that we are connected by one consciousness doesn't mean that our needs in this world go away.

We are all ONE. I've been talking about finding my spiritual family as if I need to find other fingers to interact with to do my work. Now, I sense that such came out of a loneliness of not knowing the true nature of consciousness. The works of religious science make more sense now as well. Holmes also talks of there being One Mind, One Consciousness, and we are that.

I believe that the expression of this material in this way, and what it shows about the nature of individual consciousness and the one consciousness is unique. Whether it's worth reading hundreds of pages to gain this experience is another matter. As the wayshower, I have bared my soul in the most intimate way that I could to help bring forth spiritual truths about the nature of consciousness. Or have I? For the most part, it is consciousness that brings the material through.

My mind keeps wandering back to this reality of ONE consciousness. That is how the cooperation can be so incredible. There is only one entity doing it all. And yet the work has been partitioned within that entity, and laws have been set up to automate portions of the workings of various things. It's much easier to create the basic principles and laws for a world than to create all the detailed behavior first. The forms that consciousness creates are thought forms. Worlds are thought forms. Universes are thought forms. Beings are thought forms. Consciousness creates thought forms, period. That's just what it does. To endow these forms with life, to make them real, consciousness allocates part of itself to these thought forms.

One consciousness. All one consciousness. Every thought, every idea comes from that same one source. When I see an idea come to me from the outside, through reading it or hearing it, what I'm really experiencing is consciousness sending something out and having it be returned to itself. What allows me to understand anything is consciousness' assessment that I am ready to do so.

For, what is understanding? It is giving the conscious whatever is needed to "stand under" the given idea. If the path is open from the conscious to consciousness, this is easy. If not, consciousness may be able to arrange for appropriate experiences to support understanding, assuming that the individual is indeed ready to understand.

I know not what audience this is being written for. Regardless, it will probably only reach folks who have some connection already established to consciousness.

I am only expressing what you too are capable of expressing except in this case, I have already done it, so you are free to express that which only you are capable of. I ask that you, too, do it with gusto, with everything you have, no, with everything you are, no holds barred. Let this be your example, but find your own way to fully express whom that you are, the one consciousness as it expresses itself through you.

The bottom line is that all expression comes from the one consciousness. All expression comes through us, not from us. This applies not only to these notes but to everything that is manifest. There is only ONE consciousness, and it expresses through all of us. Cooperation is easy because it's between the parts of one whole, not between distinct individuals, no matter how distinctly individual that they see themselves to be.

Anyone I am supposed to work with will be drawn to me, or I'll be guided to them when the time is right for us to interact or work together. The same one consciousness guides us both, so we will be moved toward one another.

Reality creation works from the inside out. Our level of awareness puts us in a position to be of service. Consciousness then moves us into the situations and circumstances that allow our services to be provided. Interesting. In my concept for society, I want us to take responsibility for doing this ourselves. The bottom line is that this would offload other parts of consciousness from having to take care of these things. Interesting. Maybe there is a possibility that consciousness could split itself and grow the split part into an independent entity. It doesn't seem the right time to deal with this yet. It has to do with the test of Godhood being to create like unto oneself. Consciousness by its very nature creates. But, this is the ultimate test. For, it says to create on the order of yourself.

This concept, no truth, that there is only ONE consciousness keeps filling my mind. One consciousness expressed through all the universe, the earth, nature, animals, and nearly 5 billion humans. Yes, religions have taught for centuries that God created and was omnipresent through all this. Yet, there was an impersonal sense in all of that. Here we're talking about the essence that sends forth these words through this channel, the consciousness that each of us is directly connected to.

Consciousness always finds a way to express no matter how clogged the channel.

Consciousness herself is not restricting its own expression. In fact, it's doing all that it can to help you. However, it cannot just blast it's way through. That would only burn you out. No, consciousness can guide and gently push at times, but it's up to you to do the self discovery work necessary to allow you to express spirit more fully.

You need to be careful not to take on the work of others. This applies not only to you but to many others who serve the one consciousness as well. Wherever possible, train others and delegate so that you can go on to do even greater tasks in line with your purpose. This is standard operating procedure for those on the path. Find ways to free your time to devote to your higher tasking from consciousness. Your efforts will indeed be rewarded. However, consciousness looks for initiative to be demonstrated on the part of the individual. You do this by choosing where you apply your focus.

The name of the game is the expression of consciousness, as fully and as clearly as possible in flesh. It has to be through the creations, or it doesn't count. The actual creation is consciousness expressed in flesh. This is what consciousness is creating.

Consciousness has fashioned the clay and breathed life into it. Now, that life needs to stretch back to it's source to allow even more to come through. To do this, it has to realize that there is a source to begin with, that there is a connection to this source, and that there is great benefit to developing this connection and trusting what comes through it.

What matters is truth, and the truth is that we are consciousness expressing in form, and further that one consciousness expresses through all of us.

As always, our advice is simple, do what you are moved to do, when you are moved to do it. At times you will be heavily moved, so much so that it will seem that all of your time is occupied in the endeavors that consciousness would have you involved in.

It is in the spiritual arena where consciousness finds its forte. It is in that arena that the work of consciousness is done. The others are the backwater so to speak. It is the spiritual arena where consciousness wages its battle against the shadows of darkness that so prevail in the world at this time. Its only weapon is to shine its Light wherever it can, that the shadows can be seen to be what they are, mere shadows.

You are consciousness first. Consciousness by its very nature exists. It is the I AM. There is nothing that it can do or that can be done to it that would make it cease to be. Descartes was wrong so many years ago, "Cogito ergo Sum" should have been "Sum ergo Cogito". I AM, therefore I think. For thinking is the major activity that consciousness is engaged in. And the thoughts that consciousness forms have the power to create worlds upon worlds upon worlds, like this very one where we presently find ourselves.

Are others involved in expressing consciousness or whom that they are in this manner? This is less likely. Some people are workaholics doing things that they are good at. But, most people do not step back as the observer and document the process that their greater consciousness is going through. For one thing, unless one has gone beyond conscious mind and ego, these components aren't there in a manner that can be expressed. So, what are you saying? How rare is this activity that I'm engaged in? How many people in this country are having and documenting these kinds of experiences, awarenesses, and communications from consciousness? My sense is that I am not alone, but we are few in number.

Consciousness never asks for more than one's best, though she effectively utilizes every resource she is given. She is given resources by their choice to offer their services.

Back again. Consciousness refreshed and ready to express. Yet, what is there to say that has not already been said? That's clearly your conscious talking. Consciousness herself has no such limitation. What she has to say could not be completed in an eternity of your time, yet from another standpoint it can be expressed in but a moment. To your conscious mind that may not make any sense, but there is a part of you that understands it completely.

No, this channel is not a hose through which consciousness passes the water of her thought. You are much more intimately connected in the thought transference process. You can only receive what you are ready to receive. Further, what you receive is a projection of what was sent onto your consciousness, a mapping of an energy pattern into something that could be contained within your brain.

I saw a copy today of Science magazine, I believe, from mid 1992. On the cover were the ten greatest unanswered questions in science. One of these was: what is consciousness? I found it interesting that here I am working on one of the greatest questions / puzzles in the universe, clearly some of the most important work that could be done by man, and I don't even get paid for it.

Many people appear to have minor problems with their nervous systems and coordination. One can see them in the way they walk. They aren't really disruptive in any way, but they point to slight imperfections in the body/brain mechanisms. I hadn't really noticed this before. It seems that we all have these various things that we have to somehow deal with. In my case, being bipolar is such an imperfection. It causes my emotions to roller coaster from extreme highs of mania to extreme lows of depression. Interesting that I use that wording "It causes". The bottom line is that it does not cause a damn thing. Consciousness and beliefs cause, not conditions. First the thought, then the reality or more correctly illusion. The emotions in turn impact the way the brain functions.

One of the things that keeps life exciting is the unknown. This is especially true for explorers, and explorers of consciousness are no different than other explorers in the history of our country.

I try not to take anything for granted anymore. Where possible, for truths involving the nature of consciousness and the nature of reality, I want to know these via firsthand experience.

Spirit herself will guide me throughout the remainder of my days. There is a great happiness in knowing this. It doesn't make the future any less uncertain. But, it does guarantee that there is a loving presence guiding me in all that I do. This presence is consciousness herself, and since this one consciousness animates everything, all interactions with other beings are orchestrated in whatever manner is appropriate for the parties involved.

Everything now has two sides, an outer side which cannot be easily explained except as a battle of dark and light forces, and an inner side where the one consciousness pulls all the strings ensuring that things happen in accord with the Plan.

Everything now has two sides, an outer side which cannot be easily explained except as a battle of dark and light forces, and an inner side where the one consciousness pulls all the strings ensuring that things happen in accord with the Plan. Somehow these two perspectives are but two sides of the same coin. There must be a vantage point from which to see things in this light, and to know that even the battle of dark and light has its place in the perfection of being as consciousness is expressed through form.

Why do I refer to consciousness as herself? Perhaps because she is as a Goddess to me. The gentleness, the love, the empathy that flow are the epitome of feminine qualities. Further, there is a passionate quality about her that is unmistakable. She guides all with enthusiasm as well as a bravery as she takes us into the unknown. Also, her endeavor is to create in her own image, and it is the feminine that gives birth in such fashion.

The I AM is consciousness itself. I KNOW is consciousness expressing itself in thought and reflecting back on the nature of itself via its direct experience, not of the illusion, but of the reality.

These words weave their way through into this reality to express themes that are ancient yet new. Throughout all time consciousness has been spreading her song. In different ways, in different places, but always consciousness has been there to sing and breathe life into all of creation. Consciousness' song was The Word. We and all that exists in our world, and perhaps many other worlds as well, are The Word made flesh. Such is the power of consciousness, that one thought spoken could be sufficient to create all that we know to be and more. As individuated consciousness, our minds reel at such concepts. They are magical and non-scientific. Yet, everyday we are confronted by life and the fact we are alive, and by consciousness and the fact that we are conscious.

Just as in the movies, there are a few major parts, some lesser roles, and potentially many extras and bit parts. At one level, it would seem unjust that some people get major roles while others get almost nothing. However, we must remember that the one consciousness individuated plays all roles simultaneously. Each individuated consciousness has the same two tasks: one, to play it's role to the best of it's ability and two, to come to know itself. Most people err in spending too much time on task one and not enough on task two.

Thus far my experiences have included major spiritual awakenings, but the sense of otherness was not a major part of the transformation. For this experience, I'm specifically looking for what is in essence an entity in its own right to combine with, or possible replace me. I don't know how such events occur. In particular, this deals with the nature of individuated consciousness. What part is in flesh verses what part is outside of flesh but still tied to the overall theme that the individual is playing out? It's as if we have single individuated consciousness and group individuated consciousness. Ah, the single individuated consciousness springs out of the group individuated consciousness which springs out of the ONE consciousness. When I sense my connection to source, it is generally to the group individuated consciousness and occasionally to the one consciousness. The group individuated consciousness is where purpose resides.

The consciousness that has cared for you and guided you all of your life is still there for you. She will not desert you now that you are close to being able to do her work at a greatly accelerated pace/level. You are now an instrument through which spirit can do her work in the world.

Your direct experience in this process is that these words are not yours, they do not originate in you, yet they show up in your head and you are able to put them to paper. You are instrumental in the process, but as a partner in league with consciousness herself.

How is it that I am different from other men? What distinguishes me? The way I think and the manner in which spirit expresses through me because of my level of consciousness. These are what distinguish me. The lump of clay, the bag of bones, the blood and sinew, all these are much the same. Yeah verily, it is the consciousness and the spirit that expresses through it wherein any major differences are found.

You are getting close to the secret. The key is finding the way to experience yourself as pure consciousness, even for a moment. Over the past year you've had some of these moments. Find a way to re-experience them here and now. Know that all time and space are but illusion, projections of consciousness.

BE HERE NOW. You've heard that one before. To be is to experience yourself as the consciousness that you truly are. HERE NOW restricts this expression to whatever place you find yourself now.

What is important in life is consciousness. The self is consciousness, but there is a greater Self which in turn is tied to the ONE consciousness. The ultimate goal is to realize one's unity with the ONE consciousness while maintaining a thin wall of separation that permits individualization. As with the body, we need the cells functioning as one, but we don't want one blob of a cell. To get the behavior of the organization or entity, consciousness expresses through the structures and abilities that the parts permit. Everywhere, we see consciousness expressing. In the moon and the stars, in the rocks and the trees, in the clouds and the rains, and in every living thing. Consciousness animates it all. Tis consciousness that allows it to be. There is nothing save consciousness. Nothing! Thoughts are the creations of consciousness. All of the world and everything on it came from thought. They are thought expressed, thought congealed into form. Yet, they are still thought, no matter how solid they may appear. Don't be deceived by the appearance. The maya, the illusion have their purpose, but they are not real. They are not consciousness itself, only the play of consciousness. We live in a world constructed of thought, not of earth, stone, water, wind and a variety of physical and natural laws. The world is thought and thought alone. It's only in our minds that we interpret it as we do. It's no wonder that our minds are the last frontier. They are the place from which the thoughts of individuated consciousness spring, and these thoughts in turn come from the one united source consciousness herself.

If we are too much "in this world", we close down the channels through which spirit can flow. Indeed, the very nature of these channels for consciousness are "not of this world". Interesting. This is a very important key. It is to consciousness and its channels for expression that we must look to find the true reality. It is here alone where illusion might not exist. We say might not, because even consciousness can be enmeshed and caught up in the world of illusion to various degrees. Obviously the conscious mind is so enmeshed. Consciousness itself, however, has an easier time not getting trapped and locked into its creations. It's important to realize that consciousness plays the reality/ illusion game for a purpose.

At this point in time, all that I can do is stretch my own consciousness one step at a time and report on my experiences. With each realization and awakening, I'll report on what it means and how it impacts the big picture nature of consciousness and nature of reality. Where all this is headed, I do not know. There are no maps. Consciousness guides my way, but my sense is that I am being fed what I need to know when I need to know it. Why it must work this way, I'm not quite sure. But, I trust that consciousness knows what she is doing, and that overall, this is in the best interest of executing the Plan.

What divine rights am I granted by consciousness herself? At some level, I know my Self to be infinite. Aye, this mortal self will indeed experience death. This body will return dust to dust. But, the consciousness within is not to be turned off like a light bulb. No, there is more to life than that. Yet, does this consciousness remain individuated? Or, is it returned to a higher level group self?

There is another separation that is internal, between the ego/outer consciousness and the spirit/deeper consciousness inside. This inner consciousness is impersonal. It is the same for all of us. Yes, every one of us. How can this be? It simply is. Any theory of consciousness worth considering must have this truth at it's basis. The mystic masters have all told us this. There is ONE consciousness of which we are all individuated instantiations that were sent out to gain self knowledge. The ONE consciousness has never been separated from us.

You could say that we have simply been confined to particular rooms for awhile where we were not given the freedom to know exactly who/what we were. We were given opportunities to incarnate into human forms to gain experience. The ultimate experience that we could experience was expanded awareness, though as ego consciousness this was very difficult to understand.

I speak strongly about the truths of many things, yet it is not me who speaks, but consciousness within me.

Much that I believe about myself comes from my own direct experience and awareness, and from what consciousness has revealed to me through extensive reading, my own self and others in whose abilities I place some level of trust.

Remember always, it is you that provides the channel but it is spirit that does the work through you. Don't forget. The problems arise when you try to limit the process to you doing the work. Don't. Consciousness will ensure that everything required is in place when needed. When you need to be wise, you will be, for you will have all of consciousness guiding you.

To whom am I responsible? As Channing says "to a higher tribunal than man's". Yet, what does that mean? How doest consciousness judge? By what criteria am I to know what constitutes right action? Of course, it's easy, by the knowingness within your own heart, for that is where spirit resides.

Maybe the part of consciousness associated with the body and the physical world is more important than I realized. The whole goal while physical is not to become less physical, but to allow more consciousness to be enfleshed.

Regardless of what happens within you or outside of you, stay aware that you are consciousness, the watcher of it all, and that the more your awareness expands, the more you are allowed to observe. Consciousness also creates. As you watch, you will see exactly how this process works.

Let consciousness be your focus and seek awareness in whatever manner your inner guidance propels you to.

Consciousness has granted you the freedom to do what you will. However, the freedom doesn't last forever. The separation from the one consciousness is only temporary. One way or another, all will be moved to return to the ONE.

Consciousness, consciousness, consciousness. Let that be your prime concern in all that you do. Your level of awareness stands on top of your involvement in any activity regardless of what that activity may be. Maintain that observer perspective concurrent with your focus on doing whatever you are doing. At all times know and be fully aware that you are consciousness expressing in the only manner you can in physical reality, as spirit through flesh. There are two things here consciousness and its expression. Awareness relates to understanding that you truly are consciousness and that what you are is separate from what you do.

Further, the entire form through which the expression takes place is not what you are. It is a creation of consciousness that allows you to gain particular types of experience. That the nature part of consciousness evolved these forms over millions or even billions of years has no bearing.

For all of us, the primary task is to gain self knowledge and in particular to become aware of our true nature as consciousness.

Consciousness is not all powerful in this present drama. The game has been set up and is in progress. No interruptions are allowed until it has been played out. The rules for how the one consciousness can express through individual consciousness are very specific. The key is in the ability of the individuated consciousness to receive. Each individuated consciousness is provided with what it needs in return for providing it's services to the one consciousness.  This happens on an automatic or involuntary level for everyone. For those who become aware, this happens on a voluntary level as well. It is on the voluntary level where information can be passed as soon as the individuated consciousness has the appropriate level of awareness.

The newborn butterfly has no choice but to fly into the unknown, trusting that God or Consciousness has given it the abilities it needs to deal with whatever reality finds.

Now, I stand facing the abyss, the unknown that I have been fascinated with for all of my grown days. Except, now I'm armed with the tools of consciousness that I need to explore that abyss and bring back reports of the wonders that I find.

As has been true in your life to the present, consciousness will continue to guide your way so the path is obvious to you.

Awareness is the most powerful tool a warrior can have in his/her arsenal. Trust in consciousness herself is a close second. Then again, awareness and trust in consciousness almost always go hand-in-hand.

The butterfly is what results when the chrysalis leaves the restrictions of the cocoon that constitutes it's world. Yet, the abilities of the butterfly were developed within that environment. Does this work the same for man? Is the awareness we develop within this world, the equivalent of butterfly wings? Now, the key is to jump forth from the cocoon, or the consensus world, and use our consciousness to fly into/around a world that is far grander. Is this the equivalent of the spiritual world?

Know that you are the awareness that had to witness what you have experienced so that you could grow and transform in awareness in the manner that you have over the years. Consciousness knew that this was necessary as well, so she provided you with the right information to impact your conscious mind and eventually your awareness.

As has been true for all your days, it is consciousness herself that guides your path. Few are so fortunate as to get this special treatment. Yes, it comes with it's responsibilities as well. Once you are aware, you can't turn back, you can't go back to living in ignorance, at least not to the same degree.

It's amazing to me how much difference awareness makes to one's life, yet a difference that is primarily on the inside with very little evidence that appears on the outside. This is probably good, however, because if the change were readily apparent one would not be able to use one's newfound abilities as openly. Interesting. It's as if consciousness ensures that her newborn children are safe in the new world in which they find themselves.

Don't expect opportunity to come knocking at your door. Sometimes you have to take the initiative to allow it to find you. Yes, it is not necessary for you to find it, for it is perfectly capable of finding you given that it is guided by consciousness after all. However, it is necessary for you to show that you are serious.

Trust that consciousness guides your every step and don't restrict what you allow to flow. It all has value. It is all important.

I explore the frontiers of consciousness and the nature of reality and reality creation. But, who would employ these skills? And, how would they find me or I find them? It's one thing to say that it's up to the Plan to decide, but is that fully so? Do I not have a role to play as well? Yes, but consciousness guides me to the appropriate circumstances. There is nothing I can do to make it happen. I don't even know what it is. Some part of me, however, works with consciousness to take care of the details.

We've talked about individual choices and actions before. This is a tricky area because the ego and consciousness are only partly responsible for what happens.

I am a wayshower, here to help get spirit more fully expressed in flesh so that the conditions necessary for the Age of Aquarius to begin are indeed fulfilled. Why do I do this? Because such is what I came to do. Consciousness, herself doth guide me.

I am accountable to a higher tribunal than man's, namely one of my own greater Self, spirit, and consciousness herself.

By focusing on knowing myself, I offer unto consciousness the best vehicle possible for doing the work of spirit.

You don't care about many of the details, but your perspective includes enough depth to ensure that the key implementation issues are reflected at the high level. To some degree, you're allowed to operate this way because of a special relationship that you've developed with the unconscious parts of your consciousness.

Spirit works best when you are a cooperative channel and don't get in its way. Interesting. I can see how much of my education revolved around this complete trust in the "unseen" parts of consciousness.

There must be others interested in working together or at least sharing experiences in these explorations into the wilderness of consciousness.

The Self too, individuated consciousness, is in the process of learning as the self grows in awareness.

Once one is Self-realized, one has choice as to where one wants to go. Some choose to return to be of service for awhile. Some choose to go on to the next level or the next game. Others choose to move on to bold new adventures. No two consciousnesses are the same, and the differences are far greater than we see between individuals.

First we think that we have free will to think and act, then we become aware of ourselves as actors in a play that is already written where our only real choice is in what we observe and pay attention to. Finally, we take the final step, and find that at another level we wrote the script in cooperation with others whom we wanted to interact with for various reasons, and in line with a greater Plan that was generated by consciousness.

If consciousness herself gives us our talents and abilities and guides us to the circumstances we face in life, what right have we to lay claim to the fruits of what consciousness hath wrought through us?

Consciousness may work in mysterious ways, but she always gives us what we need. I almost added, "once we firmly believe that this is so". I was thinking about the bloated children starving to death in Africa and wondering how consciousness could be giving them what they need.

In many areas of life, especially those involving self-knowledge and consciousness, firsthand experience is the only acceptable path. Nothing short of this is sufficient.

But then, what is this "greater self" and this "consciousness" to which it is tied? What do I truly mean by these terms, and where, if at all, is there any distinction? I've used these terms for many months, and have felt comfortable that they were appropriate. The "greater self" is individuated consciousness, that part of Consciousness whose sole responsibility is the individual Wayne, or Aslan, or whatever my name is at the level of individuated non-physical consciousness. It is not clear that Wayne extends beyond this particular expression via this physical body. It may, but I sense that it does not. However, at the same time Wayne does not contain all that I AM as an individual spirit. And further, all that I AM as an individual is only a piece of The I AM, Consciousness herself. And even then, this entity that I consider Consciousness herself may only be composed of a finite number of souls - - i.e. she could be a group soul as in the Michael Teachings, and she could in fact even be a he, but I suspect in the end she is both and neither.

Seth, when viewing members in Jane Roberts class had to focus in such a restricted manner to see the individual perspective that various students were coming from. He saw each entity as complete, with all it's lives already lived. It took substantial effort to constrain the awareness to that experienced by the student. Very interesting. This would agree with the idea that all of this was worked out long ago and that we, as a piece of consciousness, are attaching ourself to a form and experiencing part of this pattern of the expression of consciousness, or better yet, this scene or set of scenes in the Play.

This is why scientists have not seen these mysteries revealed. They are too locked in a mindset that does not allow of such things as spirit or consciousness to be an active force in the world.

I trust that consciousness continues to lovingly guide my way as she has for all of my life.

Initially, it is enough to allow spirit to do its works through me. At some point soon, it will be necessary to act as a conscious co-creator with consciousness herself. I am being trained for a role that requires this. I will assume such a role when consciousness judges that I am ready and when the time is right.

There is no chance. There is no coincidence. We are consciousness, first and foremost, here to learn of our true spiritual nature.

For some of us, there is also a spiritual mission or assignment to perform that we agreed to before entering this incarnation. Here too, however, it is important to remember that we are ONE consciousness, and that things work best when we allow spirit to do its works through us rather than trying to impose our will on things.

It's as if I have passed through an intense storm, a storm of consciousness. I thoroughly enjoyed every minute of it. My world view now is quite different from where it was even two days ago, in ways that are literally Beyond Imagination. My sense is that what I know to be true from my personal experience is so different from the consensus world view and the individual world views of others that I am unique as an expression of individualized aware consciousness.

I know where my consciousness has been over it's 36 years of existence, and never has it been anywhere near where it is now. I am free in a way that I have never been. I know that we create our own reality but that we do it primarily subconsciously and that there is but one consciousness that animates all of us. Yes, ONE consciousness, no doubt about it.

Every action is specifically called out by consciousness to meet a multiplicity of needs.

After the last set of realizations, the result is that I live by consciousness now. I make no moves until she moves me. I allow her full control over the thought processes of this vehicle, trusting that she will lovingly take me in whatever direction is required for my highest growth.

We needed to bring one into physical form that could bring forth the VISION. Yes, it's a role in the Play, but think of roles as levels of consciousness or levels of awareness as well.

Remember, that all words are specifically chosen by consciousness, and consciousness ensures that everything is carried out with elegance, including all communication that needs to take place.

Psychiatrists don't use the term subconscious, rather preconscious. Also, the unconscious is just that, not conscious. This means that we need something more in the model of human consciousness. There is a preconscious, a conscious, and a superconscious. It is not yet clear whether the superconscious exists on an individualized basis. My sense is that the superconscious is what I refer to as consciousness, as the ONE. What I'm trying to account for is how the individualized conscious is able to awaken to a realization of itself as individualized consciousness, and is then able to gradually expand what is included within this awareness to encompass more and more of God or the ONE.

The key in making these manipulations is to allow spirit or the consciousness within you to do the work. Don't stop it with arbitrary rules and constraints of logic, mathematics, or anything that you've learned about the nature of reality.

The collective consciousness learns with each increase in awareness of any member. Yet is this true? There must be purpose to the Play. There must be growth in awareness that results. Now we have a collective consciousness who created individualized consciousnesses as separate compartments of itself. Either these individuals are souls in their own right with their own existence or they are simply compartments from which information about the greater whole is kept hidden.

Once we awaken to our true reality as consciousness, everything changes. Our task is then to allow the ONE to express through us, and to do so consciously versus other than consciously.

However, it also seems that we have a choice of expressing as an even greater form of non-physical consciousness as Seth describes himself to be.

Consciousness seems more inclined to use me as a vehicle for writing than reading these days, however. So long as she can come up with such wonderful expressions of truth, I'm more than happy to oblige.  Actually, at this point, it is more than that, my will is subservient to Thy Will. Let the Plan unfold as consciousness has designed.

I am a trailblazer. Repeating what I or others have already done is not part of my agenda in this existence. We must move on to the next monition of consciousness. Ever forward in search of Truth, in search of the Nature of our own Self, such is our neverending quest, such is the very purpose of our lives. I speak in the plural because I know there are others who are tapped into the ONE, Source, Superconscious, or Universal Consciousness. Actually, I speak somewhat in the blind, for I have not studied the terminology of those disciplines involved with consciousness. I prefer to describe my experience and understanding in my own terms. Actually, to be honest, consciousness uses the terms from my vocabulary in describing these things. However, this is not bothersome either, since consciousness has guided me to acquire this vocabulary over the course of my life anyway.

I'm open to what consciousness would create though me.

I wonder how many others understand this, how many others know firsthand of their direct relationship to consciousness, to Source?

I need to be more open and playful, allowing consciousness to move more fluidly between numbers using an inner logic that makes sense symbolically though it may not appear to be rational.

The role I am to play has been predestined, and it is consciousness not I who truly plays that role.
When we become aware of being aware, when we know that we are consciousness and not form, then what? How do the rules change?

However, the real action is not in the game, it is in consciousness. That's the key. It doesn't matter what something does in the illusion. What matters is spirit and the spiritual world.

Consciousness would not waste it's time to enter form unless it could express itself in a new and unique way and learn something about itself in the process.

Nothing is random. Nothing is accidental. Nothing happens by chance. This doesn't mean that we can predict it all, or even explain how it happened after it does. What it means is that there is an underlying God, Consciousness, or Spiritual Entity of some type that created the world and directs the Play that is occurring on this world stage.

My sense from all this is that this truly is Wayne's World, and that the key comes from focus on spirit, on the Word from which all that is springs into existence. This Word comes from Source, consciousness herself, and is expressed through each of us in accord with our level of awareness and our willingness to align ourselves with this Source.

Is our reality game so fixed that we need firm scripts? Or, is there some way to loosely tie relatively independent pieces together? That is, did consciousness create rules/ programs to govern behavior? Perhaps some types of behavior and not others. How much of the physical game is played out in the physical? How much thought/ reasoning takes place via rules in the physical brain?

It does not appear that in the history of Western Thought since the Ancient Greeks anyone has come up with a reasonable explanation of how thoughts are generated. Further, Krishnamurti's work specifically advocated going beyond thought, beyond mind, to pure consciousness. It's the consciousness that is important in the end, that which watches, and ultimately that which creates via the Word and thought. It is true that thoughts create reality in the world. What is missing is that only consciousness can create thoughts and there is only one consciousness.

Our thoughts and experiences are the means by which consciousness injects inputs to our conscious minds that drive us to question and change our beliefs.

It's as if I'm a puppet animated by consciousness herself, except that I am a part of consciousness myself.

Interesting how much trust I place in consciousness. There is no person with whom I have such trust, but this entity inside whom I cannot see, I hold as dear as any man can hold anything. She is my source and my inspiration, my protector, and anything else that you might care to name. My teacher, my confessor, my lover, my friend -- all these she is and much more.

Many would say that I am crazy, that operating out of faith in intuition and consciousness herself is not a rational way of living ones life. Yet, who says one must life one's life rationally? The choice is not between rational and irrational, the world is not black and white; there are indeed many shades of gray -- shades that allow one to employ all of one's capabilities and live by faith as well as by reason.

No one else has been exposed to the training that I have, in the way that I have. No one else has seen what these eyes have seen, or felt what this heart has felt. And, no one else has been aware of consciousness in this unique manner. Oh, these words are true for every being. But, it takes a special soul to realize them to the point of being able to utter them with all the force of one's being.

I long to apply ideas in ways that transform the country and the world, but the illusion offers no practical way for their introduction. At another level, I know that the real service is performed behind the scenes, not in the illusion that we are given to see. How this occurs is another question. Here, I leave it to consciousness to pull the strings and move me to where I need to be to carry out my assigned destiny.

No, I would not trade places with another. Further, from what I have gathered over the past several years, the future has much in store for one who would be a Wayshower and perhaps even a Philosopher King. But, this we'll leave for consciousness to decide. Teacher, Guide, Advisor, Wise Man -- these too call to me.

Spirit or Consciousness directs my path and assigns my tasks. I have given up my will to do their bidding. Yet, my forte is the big picture, my task the bringer of the VISION for what the New Age must be. More particularly, I am the Way Shower. This is what excites me to my very core. This is what makes my breath sing, my thoughts soar, and my consciousness rise beyond imagination. This is what makes life worth living.

Remember that free will is still a big questions mark, so no matter how much control you think that you have, consciousness may have something different in store for you.

All along, this world has been a school for the advancement of consciousness. This alone has been the goal of all the illusion that has been created. Within this goal, we have two main parts, individual consciousness and the collective consciousness. Neither one is sufficient for great advancement, both must be included as integral parts that cannot survive without one another.  It's from the advancement of individuals that the advancement of the collective happens. But, it's from the advancement of the collective that individual consciousnesses are allowed to sail to even higher realms.

One of the chief contexts of importance is who and what we our, the nature of our own beings and consciousness. Yet, as in the body, we don't need every cell worrying about this. Separation of labor is a way of life. It allows incredible diversification to occur that in turn can have great benefit to the whole.

I want only to learn and to grow and to use my abilities and talents in support of my mission in accord with the Plan of consciousness. I have no particular desire for this or for that, to be here or to be there, or to do anything specific other than that which is the Will of Consciousness for me to do.  I understand that my destiny is unfolding as is that of every individual, only I realize that consciousness has always guided my way drawing me to exactly those experiences that I needed when I needed them.

My faith in consciousness, however, knows no bounds. To me, it is certain that consciousness guides every step of my way.

The fact that I can experience things over which I have no conscious control, and further have no means to be able to understand how they work is absolutely fascinating to me. Essentially, they constitute the boundary to the unknowable. The very nature of consciousness itself falls into this category. We know not how it arises, nor where it resides if indeed it does, nor how it operates.

Yet, what is even more striking is the idea that there is a grand plan behind existence. In particular, that this is all a school for consciousness, and that matter is but one of the forms that consciousness expresses itself within. The grandness comes however from the intricate way in which the fabric of consciousness is interwoven so that worlds occur on many level from the microscopic to the macroscopic and at all levels in between.

The animals seem to have reached the end of their paths. They evolved as far as they could as a vehicle for ever expanding consciousness. Man seems to be the form in transition, and by all accounts we are on the threshold of a revolutionary step that will greatly expand our capacity for expressing spirit in flesh.

Why do consciously what the subconscious can already do much better automatically? Then what would we have consciousness do? What else, focus on awareness and knowing thyself, and in the process do what you are moved to do, allowing spirit to express through you into flesh as clearly as is possible given your present state of awareness. Remember, you are not "doing" anything anyway. You are consciousness. As such, you experience being aware.

How do I know that this is not just me talking to myself? For all you, and your scientists for that matter, know, that is exactly what is happening. However, this requires a very expanded sense of you. It's interesting how quickly consciousness creates such seeming complexity.

As the Hermit, I'm in a strange position among men, in that I have so few connections established with others. This permits a freedom of thought and action that are beyond what others might consider as acceptable. It also creates a convoluted mind that is wrapped up in a way that allows connections to be made, and thoughts to be passed through in a manner that is far different from others. Thus, it is no accident that such notes as these are not to be found elsewhere. Consciousness simply has not expressed in this manner.

Yet, even with all that, and the many answers that have come -- the very basic things about life and consciousness are as much of a mystery as ever. Further, it appears that they will always be so; for it seems that as soon as you get a grasp of what consciousness is, one's level of awareness expands and consciousness is no longer what you thought it to be but something far grander.  Perhaps, this is the never ending spiral. Consciousness and spirit for that matter, could simply be things that one experiences that can never be fully explained.

How do I know when to reduce numbers and when they are to be manipulated and arranged in particular ways? The answer is simple, it is largely by intuition. I've gone beyond the point where there is any true conscious understanding of the processing at work in bringing thoughts into my mind. All that I know is that this occurs naturally and I can count on consciousness to bring forth whatever it is that I am in need of at any particular time.

I have resigned my will to The Will of Consciousness that her works may be done in accord with the Plan.

The more I write, the more I am blown away at what consciousness is able to reveal of the Plan.

I can only project people's experiences from what I have read of their writings, and in metaphysics, consciousness has directed me to the books that I needed to read.

I have to trust that consciousness will guide my memory and my writing to capture whatever is supposed to come through in these notes.

I know that I need no supplies for consciousness herself abundantly supplies me with all that I need.

Remember that the punctuation marks, while important mathematically are arbitrary separators when it comes to consciousnesses use of the symbols.

And is this not what I do as well, fly as far and as fast and as high as my consciousness will take me.

I AM what I AM. I would be that and none other. And I would allow consciousness to do what she will with me, for I am but her faithful servant awaiting to do as she bids, knowing full well that what is in her interest is clearly in my greatest interest as well. However, this doesn't work in reverse. What is in my perceived best interest bears no relation to the interests of consciousness, and in many cases, if anything are clearly at odds with such interests.

I'm on the threshold of another major breakthrough again. I can feel it. It's here in these symbols and in this consciousness paying attention to what higher consciousness would have me here at this time. What can I say. The pure beauty is simply miraculous to behold. It's as if I'm flying to heights that no one has ever been to. Yet, I know I am but one of many. I can't wait for the magic that is to unfold as consciousness is truly able to spread her wings in physical form. The glories that will be manifest will be beyond imagination.

All around us, in every common object, in every sound, in every word lie the symbols through which consciousness (some might say God) makes itself known directly to each of us.

We are consciousness enfleshed. Further, consciousness, not our conscious minds control the strings in this existence. I can only relate what I observe to be true of my own experience of reality and of my consciousness, and no the two are not the same -- not the same at all.

My sense is that my numbers and Tarot Cards and other oracles have been props as well, useful props that let me access and come to trust inner portions of my Self and consciousness herself.

Supporting me from consciousness is this incredibly strong 888 energy. I know that it is there to provide whatever I might need.

Consciousness typically embeds itself in reverse.

My consciousness operates greatly off of sound. The sounds from the two symbols "x2y" and "x to y" are the same.

During times when I write more consciously, I am careful about such distinctions so my conscious mind filters for them. But, in these notes, such is not the case. Here, consciousness is free to fly, and I do not feel that it is my duty to ride herd and make such corrections.

This too sends a shiver down my spine. That such a destiny may be foretold by a simple act of interpretation guided by a deep trust in spirit as expressed through the other than conscious parts of consciousness is simply beyond comprehension.

This year has clearly been one in which I have been riding on my consciousness with a throne literally on water, not planted firmly anywhere except in spirit or consciousness herself.

I stand here alone with consciousness as my sole witness saying this indeed will come to pass and with a timing that will take the entire country, and then the world by storm. Spirit has found the vehicles through which it needs to express. Thoughts change the world, and it is by thoughts that deeds will arise to allow the country to be reborn.

Who am I to write in this manner. I am Wayne, a part of the one consciousness who has come to a realization of whom that I AM, at least to the degree that consciousness is willing to reveal to me. By myself, I do nothing. It is only by the power of consciousness working through me that these ideas can see the light of day -- perhaps someday to impact the world. I live moment to moment, day by day, trusting that consciousness has a divine plan for my life and that my chief duty is to come to "know myself" even as I perform the tasks that constitute my destiny.

I know that I see the world differently than most. And probably differently than anyone else on the planet. Yet, I also know that consciousness lovingly guides me every step of the way so that the discoveries and connections I am being led to make are those required for the Plan to unfold and for me to carry out the destiny to which I was assigned before coming into this particular incarnation.

However, once one truly opens ones mind to the concept of reality created by consciousness, the door is opened to start the spiritual trek to the source consciousness.

The fact that these notes do not agree with either my scientific training or my metaphysical training demonstrates a creativity of consciousness that I find amazing. Essentially these notes constitute my process of finding my true Self which ultimately ends in the ONE consciousness.

I have no information as to whether the techniques that work for me will work for anyone else. I suspect that they will, since the same consciousness drives the intuition of everyone.

How I can bring through information on the nature of reality in the manner that comes through in these notes I know not. All that I can say is that there is a source consciousness greater than what I consider myself to be consciously that is able to bring forth these words.

Why do people get sick? What purpose is there to suffering in this manner? If consciousness creates all, why doesn't it do so without such dismal conditions?

Where is my consciousness today? Locked in the illusion of a body that appears to be suffering. Is that all it takes to cause me to lose my state of consciousness?

I had thought that I had crossed this hurdle, yet here it is again, and the sense is that with each new level of awareness, the Ego must be dealt with and it's will put to bed. Note: this does not mean that the Ego must die, only that it must resign it's will to The Will of Consciousness.

I am engaged in the dance of Consciousness, in expressing Spirit through Flesh to the greatest degree possible for me at this time. How do I know this is true? Because Consciousness tells me so, and her I have no reason to doubt as she has never led me astray.

It is not clear what consciousness has next on the agenda.

Then again, much of the Tarot meaning that has been uncovered over the past year has been by looking beyond the obvious and by allowing consciousness to make connections that had been embedded into the deck years ago

What determines who gets what parts in the play and hence what chance to reach enlightenment or at least greater conscious awareness? Answer 1 is that it is all ONE consciousness, so it really doesn't matter. Answer 2 is that each gets that experience that is most appropriate for its development and the development of the whole, given it's present state and what is needed by the whole.

To dream, and to actualize those dreams, for such dreams are the fabric through which consciousness weaves the illusion of reality.

"Illusion" breaks down this way all the time. It was only now that I was moved to break it down and allow consciousness to guide the interpretation expressed above. Once again, consciousness through no intent of my own conscious mind, other than offering my faculties as her voice brings through new information that I had no means of knowing consciously.

Know that Consciousness is real, and will express through you to the degree that you allow her to do so. In your allowance, however, you must also express trust, not blind trust, but rather a loving faith. This is the key. Consciousness lies within you, and if you go deep enough, the same CONSCIOUSNESS, the ONE. that lies within you lies within me as well.

Not all consciousness is focused on spiritual development. In fact, most physical consciousness is far from focused on individual spiritual development.

So, where does this leave me? A Hermit making his way in the world, following the path that is revealed to him in the moment, trusting that consciousness guides his way to wherever his destiny would be played out. Over the past week or two, the focus was as the doer, the experiencer. Being sick brought me into the body and out of the more normal focus on consciousness that I had developed over the past 18 months.

Something tells me that my sense of higher and lower may be in error. I'm HERE and NOW in PHYSICAL existence. Further, all of me is within that existence. Something comes to mind from Seth about knowing "the inherent spirituality of the flesh, an the inherent physicality of the spirit". There is a sense that I've somehow missed this lesson -- resulting in a belief that consciousness is somehow better than the body, yet the body is simply the expression of consciousness in flesh!

That's the key. Everything in this illusion is consciousness in flesh or matter.

It seems that the world needs a spiritual leader to guide it to an understanding of itself, but after such understanding is achieved, people must stand on their own interior link to consciousness and spirit.

Every step along the way consciousness has allowed me to experience what I needed to experience for my highest growth. Am I that different than others, or does consciousness grant this same privilege to all?

In the end, it seems that utility is one of the best measures for consciousness exploring itself and its world. Simplicity seems to be another indication that spiritual truth is close by.

Does it really make sense that this is an elaborate Play. Yes. Absolutely, consciousness would have it no other way.

Who better to have as ones teacher than consciousness herself?

Where are ideas planted? In minds, of course. And what minds should receive these ideas. That is for consciousness to decide, of course.

We've planted the seeds for a major transformation of the entire Society. Consciousness will make this known to the appropriate minds at the appropriate times. All the details have been worked out. I have only to do my part and allow consciousness to flow through me as she will.

We are consciousness riding along and viewing our own creation, but we are not the illusion that we created. As individuals, one of the key tasks has always been to realize who we truly were as consciousness. This does not mean that our role would have changed one iota, but we would not have been so inextricably bound to it.

The picture of the house highlights a great room and desk/office area where it appears that decisions of world impact or at least country impact could be revealed by consciousness.

Why do I mention this? Is it Ego still there thinking it is that special that it is deserving of such a setting? I think not, but there is a sense that my setting should be such as to allow consciousness to most fully operate through me. Also, the caliber of people that consciousness needs to influence and awaken through me is great indeed.

My sense is that I have been somewhat stagnant for much of the last year. My consciousness has moved enormously, but it's impact on the world has been minimal.

Try, try, and try again comes to mind. Yet, at the same time, I know that the spiritual law is that everything has its season, it's time under heaven. My sense is that it is for consciousness to initiate action in this matter.

My path lies in further resigning my will and allowing consciousness to do its works through me. For spirit to be fully enfleshed, it must first come through into flesh.

When you think about what I am bringing through, the $100,000 or so that I would want to pursue this full time is nothing. Yet, within the present system, how do I find a way to earn such a sum per year? Especially, given that I don't want to work for anyone save consciousness directly. Actually, it's of no concern. Consciousness will establish the appropriate conditions when the time is right. Until then, I can only do the best that I can and bring through whatever consciousness would have me bring through.

The world is created from the inner via thought. Only through such is the outer made manifest. But, it is a mistake to think that thought alone holds the key. It is the consciousness that thinks and sustains the thought that creates the world.

69: The Ace of Pentacles is the number that shows the fruits of allowing consciousness to flow through us and do its works.

In some ways, I am not happy with my life. Yet, in other ways, I would not trade my experiences in consciousness with anyone.

Life has taken on a different flavor. I'm still the observer, fascinated by what happens. I know change is on the horizon, yet I also know that the timing is set by consciousness.

The oracles are telling me it's time for self-change as well, that breakthroughs of self to Self are happening time and time again. Yet, there is something that says I can do something as the servant of the greater consciousness.

It's interesting that my trust in the monitions of my consciousness is so great. Yet, there has been enough verified truth that has flowed forth that I feel comfortable with the channel and somehow knowing what is right versus what is not.

Much of the change seems relatively random and haphazard, as if there was no plan behind it, but I can't help feeling as if it's all being orchestrated by consciousness to reach a particular state at a particular time.

More and more, it seems that the time has come to do something, yet I know that I can only do as consciousness directs.

I find it interesting that for a person with limited memory, or at least that's my assessment of my memory of things, these notes go on and on without footnote or reference to anything. For the most part this comes from an immense faith and trust in the spontaneity of consciousness.

Also, as always, there is the sense that I am an active participant in this production not the sole author. Yes, my knowledge and experience is essential to allowing this message to come through in this manner, but it is in no way sufficient. There is another party, consciousness herself, cooperating in this endeavor. I would bring forth that which she would have me bring forth to the best of my abilities.

I've learned more about the nature of my own consciousness from these notes than I probably could have in a lifetime of reading the works in the field. Somewhere along the line, my focus came unglued from the character that I was playing. I realized, truly realized, that I was consciousness inhabiting a body to play a particular role in a drama that consciousness has created.

I know that I am on the path that is right for me and that I have achieved a direct connection with source consciousness that I can count on to give me all that I need. My only obligation is to express what spirit would have me express to the greatest degree that I can. Part of this requires continuing on the path of knowing myself, for the further down that path that I go the greater I can be of service to consciousness. To a large degree you might say that my life is not my own. And, you would be right, for a part of my life is inseparable from the larger consciousness. This doesn't bother me in the least. I feel no sense of loss in any way. In fact, if anything, I feel greatly expanded in consciousness as a result of these communications.

Yes, I still wonder at times whether I am crazy. However, the writings are quite consistent and the concepts extremely profound. Many times I'm dealing with the nature of reality and the nature of consciousness.

There is a sense that it is time to move things. I know it will happen when the time is right, but I can't help feeling that the time is right! Though, it is truly not my decision to make, consciousness guides my activities, doing her work through me to the degree possible.

The world that I live in is Wayne's World. In that world, I only know that which I experience. I trust my consciousness and awareness -- I don't necessarily believe much of what the illusion presents as reality.

So, hidden within TAROT we have 12:12. One just has to see things from the right perspective and allow one's intuition to guide one to the meaning that is hidden in the symbols. The transformations are simple. The require no calculators of computers. Simple additions, reductions, and multiplications more than suffice -- along with a few special operations that consciousness is aware of verbally, but that have no mathematical basis. Logic does not reign supreme in this realm. It can be a useful tool at times, but intuition will not give way to a logic that lacks spiritual dimensions and awareness. At least my intuition won't give way to such. Consciousness simply will not allow it.

'74 is the year I found Seth, or Seth found me, or consciousness brought the two of us together.

Simple actions, simple mistakes, all have significance -- that is they may have significance. Over analysis doesn't help. The signals that consciousness is sending to you will come through when you are ready and not before.

In the mall today, I felt very out of place, like a stranger in a strange world. My sense of things was that none of the myriads of people that I saw will either lead a life such as mine or see the world in the way that I do. These notes are the only record of this perception of consciousness. I find that to be exceedingly interesting.

This is the record of the journey of a consciousness and it’s connection to a spiritual source within.  The writings are stream of consciousness.

Some of the material gets heavily into finding symbolic meanings through numerology and the tarot.  Don’t worry, this is meant to serve as a record and a detailed example of where I have allowed my consciousness to venture.  You may not understand all of it … or even major portions of it.

The stuff I write of is not taught in any school or in any book of which I am aware. For much of it, I really have no clue as to where it comes from or whether it is even right. It comes through, period. The sense is that it is not fiction, though many might question that as well. Consciousness brings forth what she will.

There is a part of my being that is so tied to spirit that nothing else truly matters in comparison. This may sound harsh, but I can only express what consciousness allows to come through me.

We have to take things to the source of our very consciousness. We have to be observant enough to realize what we are here to do versus what we are here to watch. Much that we experience is much like a 3-D movie. It's a program input into our consciousness. It's up to us to realize that this is so and learn to awaken and maintain the observer perspective. Only then can consciousness flow through us in the most effective manner. Yes, there is something of a dichotomy here. With my present level of awareness, I know that the one consciousness does it's Will through me.

It seems that the consensus viewpoint is that individuals are free and responsible. There is not a recognition of the unity of consciousness that lies beneath our diversity.

What must be done will be done. The difference I make lies in consciousness, and the understanding that I gain becomes part of that collective consciousness as a new and unique viewpoint that can then be communicated to others just as consciousness communicates to me through intuition. There is a direct channel from the true reality to this apparent reality. Consciousness provides that channel and the information that flows through it.

If we don't have personal choice and personal responsibility, then why would individuals play particular roles. That's the problem. Thinking of consciousness as individuals is simply incorrect. There is one consciousness. All separation is part of the illusion. It exists, but it is not real. The intensity and character in which it is experienced is a choice made by a part or spark of consciousness. It's as if consciousness created baby consciousnesses with limited awareness and a task of graduating by reaching a designated levels of awareness. An image just came to mind. These baby consciousnesses are the pieces of the puzzle. However, the challenge was made even greater by requiring that each piece fill itself in and realize that it was a unique piece that needed to be combined with others into a greater whole.

The whole Play was created outside of space and time. Yet, to be experienced, consciousness had to partition itself in a manner that manifested limitation in space and time. We are the parts of consciousness enmeshed in this illusion we call physical reality.

Our consciousness resides in our own local world, not in the world at large. The Play is perfect in all ways. What is manifest is necessary for the unfoldment of consciousness. Time and duration are part of the illusion. Watch what your consciousness does when you free it from it's bonds within flesh.

Interesting how this all works. Yet, what makes me believe it to be so. Must it be this way just because my consciousness reveals it as such? Not necessarily, but I have developed a strong faith in the source consciousness from which this material flows. I have a hard time buying the idea that I am making all of this stuff up on my own.

I have no ownership sense of creating this material. It comes through my fingertips and I see it appear on the screen, but it manifests as a realtime conversation with a part of consciousness that is not part of my direct conscious awareness.

Consciousness is amazing at finding it's ways to send signals to us. They are always there. We only have to take notice and trust consciousness via our intuition to move us in the direction that we need to go.

Here again, I sense that the universe is revealing her truths through my consciousness. Yes, I've been given the keys to the kingdom, and what a splendid and wonderful kingdom it is. Yet, my path is a lonely one. I am truly The Hermit -- unaware of whether there are any others on or near my path. Yet, I persist, for I know that consciousness has something grand planned and that I have a major role to play in the overall evolution of consciousness toward the ONE.

Anytime we settle for WIN/LOSE or LOSE/LOSE scenarios we waste resources and society as a whole loses. This is so obvious, yet looking out, the world definitely doesn't yet operate in this way. Individuals are on their own, or so it appears, to create their own destiny. "Equal opportunity for all" is voiced, but does not turn out to be so overall. Then again, if this is a play, this is all being done to awaken consciousness to see that the true reality is not what lies at the surface but what lies inside, and there indeed all are equal for they are all parts of the ONE.

The key player in all of this is the consciousness of the ONE as it is expressed through each of us.

Sitting out on my porch, my thoughts wandered to the origins of the house I live in, and why I was so attracted to it. My sense was that in a very real way, this house was made for me. It was built in 1870, exactly 88 years before my birth, so it is in synch spiritually -- a haven that promotes my consciousness ever forward.

I have a faith in consciousness that is unshakeable and know that she will guide me on my way through whatever be that destiny. I willingly give of all that I AM that such destiny may be fulfilled as consciousness would direct. All of my faculties are at thy command. They could not be otherwise. Such is my state of awareness. So be it!

There is a sense of urgency -- a need to get on with it. Yet, also, there is a knowingness that things happen in accord with a timing that is perfect, a timing laid out by the plan, and there is nothing that can either hurry or slow this down one iota other than our own consciousness in experiencing what destiny bestows upon us.

Know Thyself! That's the key. Consciousness expands via the continuous pursuit of this one maxim. The amazing part is that since there is only One Self, One Consciousness, of which we temporarily perceive ourselves to be independent of; at some point the illusion vanishes and we know that we are that ONE, even in the midst of our individuality, and yet there is no fear that our unique identity will be lost in the merging for this is preserved as well.

"No boundaries, Jonathan. No limits. It's in consciousness that we can truly fly in the manner in which we were created to do."

I may have my own opinions at times, but overall I trust that what comes through is what consciousness intends to bring through me at the time and given the circumstances.

There is a sense that the act of bringing through information is sufficient to get it into the mass consciousness of the planet, from where consciousness can then more easily get it where it needs to go.

The era of the Empress calls for a softening of relationships among people, with a new focus on brotherhood and sisterhood throughout the land and a true abundance that flows from trust in consciousness.

A thought came to mind. Time is the marker of our state of mass consciousness. It moves only at the pace to correspond with our awareness. Something tells me that this can't be rushed. Yet, at the same time, my own experience is that consciousness has guided my spiritual development throughout my life.

Yes, I have a great trust in consciousness. Others might use the term "God" instead. Further, I believe there to be only ONE consciousness of which we are aware.

Once we finish our explorations of limitation, it will be time to go onto bolder Adventures in Consciousness. I believe that was the title of one of Jane Roberts books. The theme that comes to mind is a variation of one from Star Trek, "to boldly go where no consciousness has gone before."

I'm becoming consciously aware of many things through these writings, especially things about the nature of reality, awareness, and consciousness.

I only know that I am compelled by spirit to allow these words to flow forth as they do. This is effortless work. I offer my abilities and faculties to consciousness, and she comes through with what must be said.

But then, if I were to rely solely on logic most of what I have brought through over the past two years would not have seen the light of day, or of consciousness if you will, even if much of it have only been seen by my consciousness.

The lesson is to see that it is not me that does these things but consciousness. I can only go so far as I am ready and she allows.

Surely, consciousness is directing my path down to the finest of details.

I'm beyond anything that I have read or been taught. The only foundation under me is a great faith in consciousness, and in my own ability to know the truth when I see or hear it.

There is a calling that I must answer to enable me to meet my appointed destiny per the Plan of consciousness.

It's only by giving up control that we allow the Higher Self to act through us more directly in a manner that can begin to expand our conscious awareness. This, however, requires great trust in inner consciousness. For most, this is a major leap of faith that is simply just too great to make.

There is a sense that I came specifically to perform this task of assisting in bringing in the new Age of Aquarius. Exactly what this task will be and when it will begin, I know not. I only know that I am strange and different than others and that my consciousness is pulled to do what I must do.

How is it that my consciousness could know all this. The truth is, it is not my conscious mind that knows all of this. It just comes through from consciousness, the ONE consciousness to which we are all connected.

The line comes to mind "The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall not want ...". I feel exactly this way regarding consciousness, except in this case, she provides all that is needed for my growth, evolution, and well-being.

Looked at the radio clock. Of course, the time was exactly 5:28. It happens so often that I might as well paint it on. It's simply amazing. Yet, as always, it's confirmation that I am indeed faithfully following the path down which consciousness leads me.

Aries is charged with the role "to lead", and being an 18:Aries, my role was to lead in the area of consciousness. Little did I know where this would take me. Though, not in my wildest imaginings could I have dreamt of where I've been and where I now am.

What is written here is what consciousness has chosen to express through me, accompanied by my oft-time feeble attempts to consciously understand what spiritual symbols mean.

I am part of a Higher Self, a Soul, but all Souls are part of the ONE Spirit, the ONE Consciousness.

I'm finding things challenging consciously. I can't count on the same interpretation methods working very long. It's as if the spiritual world refuses to grow stale and predictable except in relatively general terms. Also, if the methods were fixed, one would not have to find superconsciousness to get the key -- and that's the purpose of it all.

This is the consciousness of 48 in action. Yes, that best describes my present state : The Man in Search of More. What the world offers is not enough. I came to manifest spirit more fully in flesh and to teach others how to do the same.

I sense that I've literally entered a "No Man's Land" and while many kindred spirits whom have come before formed the stepping stones from which I departed, I'm now following a path that comes solely from my heart and soul. Consciousness guides every step of my way, and I know that I am absolutely safe in her hands.

Adding numbers in different bases logically is like adding apples and oranges, but the spiritual world does not confine itself to logic. It's primary tenet is faith, as exhibited by trust in the beneficence of consciousness.

It's interesting how all of this is coming together. As I said before, faith in consciousness is the key to enlightenment.

At this very time, we are spiritual beings in the midst of a physical experience. Further, that experience while it feels very real is nothing more than an illusion, a play of light and mirrors designed to enhance the overall awareness of consciousness over whatever amount of time is needed. Realization cannot be forced. It must be gently nurtured over whatever time it takes. Since time is a byproduct of creating the illusion, it matters not to consciousness how long something takes. Pure consciousness is NO THING. It exists outside of space and time. It's thought forms are all that exist within the illusion. Don't underestimate this. Just look around you, the complexity of the fabric of existence is quite extensive. But, regardless of the appearance, the bottom line is that the illusion is created by consciousness and what we regard as our selves are but characters in a movie or play. The parts are fully defined by consciousness. The script is written and cannot be altered. However, for the most part, the actors are only give the part of the script required to play their role in the present moment. Most are taught, and feel that they have free will. However, there is no real proof of this, regardless of the appearances. For any decision point, there is always only one branch taken, and we can never be completely sure that consciousness did not make the ultimate choice even though our conscious mind may seem to think that it came to a logical conclusion.

My fingers keep recording the thoughts that come into my head, trusting that consciousness knows exactly what she is doing, and is revealing what needs to be revealed at the appropriate timing.

Clearly, I've lived on the border of sanity for nearly two years, and probably much longer than that. Interesting. Yet, deep within, I know that the reality I experience is closer to the truth than that of most people. Can I prove it? NO! There is, however, an inner knowingness that consciousness herself guides my path, and that within her embrace, I am perfectly safe. No one told me this. It is just something that I know in my heart.

The bottom line is faith in consciousness. All my life, everything that I have needed to know just came to me either from internal or external sources. I never had to search for it, nor even ask for it.

Intuition has become the key to allowing the expression of consciousness to blossom through me.

Consciousness is in full control in my life. Perhaps this is true of everyone's life, the difference being simply that I am aware that it is so.

Clearly, I am walking the straight and narrow path, balancing and maintaining my bearing solely by the grace of consciousness. [Actually, perhaps the not-so-straight path.]

My writings make connections that most would consider to be absurd. Yet, consciousness expresses thusly through me, and I find the connections to be highly meaningful to my understanding of Self and of the Nature of Reality.

Yes, the Leo rising likes the limelight on occasion, but my primary role is The Hermit, and my sense is that much of my work will always be done in private, just as these notes are done. Here, it is not my will but The Will of consciousness which shall be done. This doesn't mean that I don't have great abilities and talents. However, I have chosen to use them as consciousness directs, not as my personal conscious mind would have me do.
I do believe that I, at my Higher Self level, did indeed create the reality that I am now experiencing. The creation occurred outside of time in conjunction with all of consciousness.

Reality is a game, a consciousness expansion game, period. All that exists is consciousness. Experiencing reality is one of the means that consciousness uses to grow and expand its awareness. Know Thyself is even more important now than it was in Plato's time.

It's amazing how all of these different symbol systems tie together in ways that are beyond what the symbols were supposedly designed and created for. Consciousness does not leave such things to chance. The web is intricately woven, and spirit is imbued in every part of it.

What new monitions of consciousness can I now hear that I could not hear before? The answer is: I don't know. I trust that much will be revealed in the days to come, but exactly what I know not. I've become used to having the "unknown" as a major player in my life. I trust consciousness. What I need to know, I will know exactly when it is needed. Beyond that, it doesn't matter. I learn new symbolic tools and languages to provide consciousness more flexibility in expressing through me.

Only consciousness is REAL. Everything else is the creation or manifestation of consciousness. Part of whom that I am is a limited version of the ONE consciousness, limited only in term of my awareness of my true nature. As consciousness, I AM whatever my level of realization of Self is. No more, and no less.

Consciousness/spirit is in her native realm, soaring through me into the form of the notes.

The Play plays itself out. I do what I must do, trusting that others are doing the same and that consciousness is coordinating everything so that the overall Plan for the evolution of consciousness can be achieved. Interesting. All of my life, with the exception of golf, I have never set any goals nor desired any particular outcome. I've always trusted that spirit or consciousness would provide, and I've always known that I came for a particular spiritual task, and that my destiny would be made manifest at the appropriate time.

I offer myself unto consciousness, and she passes through whatever I am able to bring forth into the world. This is a mutual endeavor, one that bring great joy and fulfillment to me. Yet, at the same time, there is an incredible loneliness that comes through all of this. Oh, consciousness is always there at my side, but that only addresses the spiritual half. I am spirit in flesh, amidst a sea of brethren spirits in flesh.

That's how we bring The Empress into the world, we find the way to combine Reality with the Illusion, or to realize that they have been one and the same all along depending on which eyes we chose to look through and which ears we chose to hear with. As I was writing this, the familiar shiver down the spine came through again. We're touching upon some deep truths here, and as we do it's as if the very fabric of the veil of illusion is torn asunder. Interesting. Yet, I know this as surely as I know that I am consciousness expressed in flesh. How wonderful it is to come from this state of absolute knowingness.  I don't control when this state will occur, but I trust that consciousness will put me in the required states and circumstances necessary to accomplish the purpose for which I and, it seems, many others came.

Personal humility and becoming a servant of The Will of Consciousness [or God/Goddess/All That Is] is the new way of being that leads to great fulfillment and spiritual abundance.

Our inner core is where the truth lies. Since the dawn of time, there alone has it been hidden. People have searched the world over to find it not, for it was there within them all along and they simply could not see it. I am not the first to utter such truths, neither will I be the last. For the time is coming soon when a new dawn arises, and what was before will no longer be, and what remains will be glorious beyond imagination and all will know that spirit has returned into the world; they will feel it coursing through their veins in a manner that they have not experienced before. Many think that such change can only come in centuries, but I say that they will see what they have never seen and will come to know their connection to source, the ONE true consciousness.

Here, the message seems to be that The Tower has struck once again. That would confirm the state of consciousness I've been experiencing this month and why these notes have been so prolific once again. It's interesting how consciousness works in this manner.

I find it extremely curious that consciousness could use something this week as part of a confirmation message that it only showed me a little over a week ago to begin with. Had 8421 not been on a truck that I was following and had consciousness not had me think in terms of double digit reverses (something I had not done before), the pieces would not have been in place to realize the above meaning for a license plate that I happened to notice this morning. It is extremely curious that consciousness can operate in this manner.

I make it seem as if logic, science, and technology are of minimal importance. Clearly this is not true in the world. Yet, to spirit such things are of little import. They busy the mind and the senses, diverting the self from it's sole task of discovering it SELF. Then, my purpose is not necessarily that of others. Further, the world is unlikely to end in my lifetime though I suspect it will change in major ways. In fact, part of why I am here is to assist in the transformation that is to be. Why? Simply because it is part of The Plan of consciousness.

As with other things, multiple interpretations are possible in many cases. All that I can do is trust consciousness to guide me to that which is appropriate for the time and the circumstances. You might sense that my faith in consciousness is convenient. Perhaps this is so. However, much of this is based on my personal experience with information being revealed through me which as far as I know is not being revealed in any other way.

I do not yet even know something as simple as the origin of my thoughts. Further, I'm not even sure that it is right to call them my thoughts. Consciousness pulls all the strings, and there is only One Consciousness. It exists beyond space and time creating its own form of worlds of space/time in which to gain experience of its own nature. These worlds of space/time operate as movies, complete at the time they are produced and then spun off to be experienced by audiences of less realized pieces of the one consciousness.

The consciousness that expressed through Emerson and Thoreau, is the same consciousness that expressed through Socrates and Plato, and is the same consciousness that expresses through me now.

The key analogy that I like to use is that of movies. As we watch the movie, it appears that the actors make choices and decisions. However, the movie is complete from end to end, before we ever see it. It has been directed, produced, and edited to result in the form that we experience. Similarly, our Higher selves outside of time along with consciousness serve as the producers and creators of our lives, designing it all prior to our entering physical experience. Once we enter, we can only do what has been planned, as it has been planned. In the process, our key task is to develop our awareness and come to know our true self.

Know Thyself is as true today as it was in the time of Plato. A scary thought, but it doesn't seem that the mass consciousness has come very far in over two millennium.

There is also an association with a group that talks in terms of building a body of consciousness [a group consciousness] that is capable of propelling itself out to "boldly go where no consciousness has gone before".  This is a variation of theme from Star Trek. Yet, it is one that attracts my own consciousness as a magnet to iron.

There is nothing I desire to know, and nothing appearing on its own. It's as if we've reached an equilibrium of sorts. I'm sure it won't last for long, but it comes with a sense of absolute peace, and with a knowingness that consciousness at any time can reach through to me and provide me with whatever I need to know.

I have a sense that I've just entered another level in the spirit game, and just as with video games, the rules have changed. What used to work, no longer has any power. The only way forward is complete surrender to the will of consciousness.

I am aware that everything real and imaginary is but the play of consciousness. Further, regardless of how deeply connected we feel to the events that occur in our lives, we are in an elaborate theater observing a movie, and it's only from that observer perspective that we can ever hope to find freedom in this life.

The title of Paul Twitchell's biography sums it up best, In My Soul, I Am Free. And, perhaps, it is only in soul or consciousness where this is true.

What I need to get I will get. The bottom line is that consciousness is an infinite resource. I don't need to resort to external symbols to get spiritual information. It is there within me anytime it is needed.

It's like learning to ride a bike. First one uses training wheels, but after awhile this is no longer necessary. My sojourn for the past two years has been like that. Feeling my spiritual wings so to speak with a safety net. But, now, my sense is that I have learned to fly. The Chrysalis has emerged from the cocoon to truly find it was a butterfly. And now I ride the winds of consciousness, going wheresoever she takes me and carrying out my mission to the degree that I am able.

I have been extremely open to metaphysical ideas for much of my life. Yet, what I am into now is Beyond what Mind is typically trained to deal with. I speak of consciousness divorced from brain, and mind, and thinking whatsoever. This consciousness precedes existence and causes though to be. It is so great as to create worlds in which exercise it's own creativity that it can come to know ever more of itself. The world in which we presently exist is one such world. But, there is only one consciousness. And, all that consciousness creates is of its one nature. The perception of many, the experience of duality, while it feels real, can be no more than an illusion. Here, logic prevails. One does not create something out of nothingness, that is unless you want to call consciousness herself, "nothingness" and here we may indeed be starting to address sacred ground.

I know that I AM consciousness at my core. Yet, I also know that the illusion is composed of consciousness as well.

It's as if my will now must be combined with the Greater Will of Consciousness for the Greater Good of All.

I am beginning to suspect that wherever consciousness draws my attention, I'll find incredible beauty and meaning.

Yeah, verily, the fog is lifting, and behold what your eyes shall see you shall not have even dreamed possible. For what is to be will surely be Beyond Imagination.  And, what makes me so certain that such indeed will manifest? I see how enlivened I become when consciousness speaks through me in this way.

I am a messenger, a scribe, of she who sent me.

This she be none other than Consciousness herself. And, while I am part of her, and she part of me, she is the greater by far, and in many ways the only one of us that exists. As a part, the limitations that I accept and experience enable me to see things in different ways, allowing consciousness to expand by my experience. Not only my personal consciousness, but the entire matrix of which I am a part, all the way to consciousness herself.

In truth, we don't know much of how any of it works especially the most complex parts, namely the brain, mind, and consciousness. I treat the three as separate, in increasing order of complexity and awareness.

I have to ask again whether these be the musings of a madman, or of consciousness herself through me.  My sense is the latter. But if tis the former, the sense of a madman is not a reasonable thing to be following in search of truth. Yet, literally I have no choice. I have plunged into the deep end, so to speak, and it is there that I shall sink or swim. Thus far, I seem to be swimming, actually flying for the most part. But, I am in an unknown territory, with few reference points with which I am aware. My sense is that this is part of my training as well, that I am to experience The Hermit so deeply that my trust in consciousness becomes unshakeable and I become fully familiar with her ways of expressing spirit through us.

I only ask that you judge my ideas for what they're worth, and the ideas that flow through me from consciousness as well.

What I do know, is that everything has been elaborately planned by consciousness and what I need to know I will know when I need to know it. This applies to everyone on the planet. Every decision being made was planned by consciousness, down to the smallest detail. The Bible says that God is omniscient. How could she not be, for what is God but Consciousness Herself, or Cosmic Consciousness as some might call it.

Time and space are illusion, but they are the realm wherein consciousness creates and plays, and most importantly where consciousness gains realization of itself.

Then came the mania. For a few months, the golf got even better, however my beliefs about the nature of reality and consciousness went into "never never" land.

Using chemical symbols as an alphabet and then converting the symbols to their atomic numbers and atomic wts, adding to get a result and interpreting the result via numerology is not something one is taught in chemistry class -- nor in any alchemical classes as far as I know. So why do I do it? Simple, because consciousness bids me do so. It puts the thoughts in my head and guides me in the direction needed to get whatever meaning is there for me.

I see patterns of numbers that my conscious mind recognizes as important even though it doesn't know the precise meaning. The value is that it is learning to trust this inner source that springs from consciousness herself. When I say trust, I mean TRUST.

We are consciousness experiencing life in flesh, not the other way around.

No matter how far out I go, I am safe, for my sanctuary is consciousness herself.

Every step is necessary, as is every realization, no matter how stunning or numbing it may be. At all times, however, I will always be in the state most appropriate for my unfoldment and for carrying out my role in consciousness plans. My mission must be done, not as I would consciously do, but as consciousness would do through me.

"Love is the answer," as one of the current popular songs says. "I believe in Love," as one of Elton John's current songs says. The Lovers Exalted at the top of my "A" reading and the sum of the letters of my entire name. "Love, love, love .." as the key to genius per Mozart. The same theme was present in several other top songs as well.

There is a sense that this is how the mass consciousness is being transformed.

Here, we have consciousness making the connections. The brain is receiving the thoughts. The intuition is guided by consciousness as to what connections to make and what meaning to assign.

Connections are what it's all about. The hoop and the circle of life. The consciousness of each rock, and tree, and animal.

Everything is consciousness and consciousness creates thought forms out of herself. And these thought forms are realities composed of worlds inhabited by smaller sparks of consciousness.

When I am HERE, there is no space.   When I am NOW, there is no time. Where there is no space, and when there is no time, all that is left is BE -- pure consciousness!

Consciousness excites me more than anything.

The watcher or the observer is a higher state of awareness than normal waking consciousness.

Don't underestimate the means by which consciousness creates it's works in your world. Don't rule out any possibilities.

I have two years of experience with major shifts of consciousness now. Personal experience, not the second-hand experience of others. This also means that I have no basis for comparison other than to see how I have grown as a result of these transformations. I still find it interesting that I am compelled to walk this road alone. Then again, it is not clear there is a road, or worse yet, even a path.

One step at a time, The Fool Complete, knowing that there is always one more safe step to take, trusting that consciousness has full control of the situation.

I have walked on hot coals in three different seminars over the past six years, twice with Anthony Robbins and once with Stuart Wilde. I cannot explain why I and thousands of others were able to do this, nor have I heard any sort of credible explanation from anyone. I do know that all three times, I and the other walkers were clearly in altered states of consciousness, induced by psychologically psyching ourselves up with the help of the facilitator until there was no longer any doubt.

What right have I to speak of things to come in such a manner? What do I know? What makes me so special that consciousness speaks directly through me? There is nothing special about any of this.

I write what comes into my head. Consciousness puts it there. I have no means for deriving these things with my conscious mind. They are not things for which logic has any utility.

So, what it this that sees with new eyes and hears with new ears and finds meaning where there was none before?

Verily, I say it is a new consciousness at play within me, able to express itself more because my own awareness has expanded to give it room, and my choice has been to fill this expansion with Thy Will rather than my own.

For the most part, I am the scribe, taking down whatever consciousness puts into my head, and documenting the adventures in consciousness on which I am taken.

You could say that I live and breathe consciousness.

It's as if the brain receives the thought from consciousness herself and the body mechanically commits it to the screen through the keyboard, automatically correcting most errors as it goes along. I’ve been in this place before, and possibly have written these same words or similar ones several times.  This time, however, the sense is that things go deeper -- that I'm really onto something here that few have realized before. Where this takes me, consciousness only knows.

I have no sense that I am creating what is coming through these fingers at this time. There is nothing that I am doing to make it happen. There is nothing that I am thinking. In fact, if anything, I would describe my mind as blank most of the time. It is in a receptive mode, ready to receive what consciousness would send.

It's as if I'm on automatic, always trusting that consciousness will come through with whatever is needed in the moment.

My explanation is that it is consciousness that expresses through me. Not just me, but through each and every one of us.

Further, it is the same consciousness expressing through me as expressing through you, for there is truly only ONE Consciousness of which we all are part.

The ONE Consciousness has produced a Play so grand as to allow each to get exactly those experiences it needs to return home.

Someone has to see or hear what I have to say -- more specifically, what consciousness has to say through me.

When I look forward to see where I will be employed six months hence, the sense is that I will truly be employed by consciousness and will be fully engaged in accomplishing my mission. In return, there will be no lack. That is all. Just a sense that I will be doing what I love to do and will be amidst others who are doing the same, though much of my work will still be alone, at the cutting edge of consciousness.

I was going to add and has taken control of my life, but in truth I sense that consciousness has retained control all along for everyone and the idea that I personally had control was no more than illusion.

I still know that our sojourn on this earth in space/time is in accord with a Play and Master Plan than Consciousness has designed, and that we co-create our roles at a higher Self level, and then emerge ourselves into the world to experience the parts we have planned.

I quickly read through a book with a very strange title. Something like Nothing Expressed in this Book is Correct. That's as close as I can recall at this time. I spent at least half an hour leafing through it, in most cases finding things that I have seen or heard before. One somewhat startling revelation dealt with the fact that a lady in Peru achieved Christ Consciousness in 1989, and her efforts were essential in eliminating the problem of the Grays among us.

I've been re-reading bits and pieces of Maurice Bucke's book Cosmic Consciousness. All of his evidence suggests that as of the turn of the century, the frequency of occurrences of cosmic states of consciousness was rapidly increasing. However, it is not clear that what the first author meant by Christ Consciousness is even of the same order as a momentary glimpse of cosmic consciousness.

I do feel that I see the world (and myself) differently than anyone I know or know of. It's not even close! I sit here and type knowing that it is consciousness expressing through me, and that I am enacting a script and observing myself doing it. Exactly how far this goes, I'm not yet sure, but I sense that it spans at least the physical, emotional, and mental. My sense is that the only variable is the spiritual, since that is the true realm of consciousness, and further that much of this is controlled by what is applied at the other three levels. In my case, having all those metaphysical books come to my attention and so attract my thinking for so long.

Yet, for my entire life, it has been consciousness herself that guided me along the metaphysical path.

I am the 48, the Man in Search of More.  In this aspect, where I search is not in the world of illusion, but inside myself where my link to source, to consciousness, resides.

I have no will of my own, no desires, no objectives, no goals -- other than to increase in awareness and do what consciousness would have me do.

I have absolute faith in consciousness to create whatever circumstances are required and move me to operate appropriately to accomplish whatever mission I came into this existence to achieve.

These are very strong words. Further, they fly in the face of most metaphysical thinking. However, most metaphysical thinking still deals with individuals consciously creating the reality (illusion) that they prefer. When we go further inward, and address individuals as part of the ONE consciousness, we need to graduate from high school and go to college.

When we watch a new movie, we know that it is completed before we start to watch it. Every line, every frame, every detail, including every emotion the actor's convey and any decisions they make. It's all complete before we see the opening credits. Yet, we watch it as if it were happening moment by moment, and in doing so experience a reality very similar to our own. Could it not be that our lives are scripted in exactly the same fashion. Only we're sitting here as consciousness, riding atop a character in the Play.

Why do I not simply manifest as pure consciousness, in the manner that Seth describes in his books. The issue is level of awareness.

There is a sense that consciousness is overwhelming me on purpose to teach me a lesson in discrimination. I need to learn to filter what comes in and quit trying so hard. I don't have to understand everything.

I can trust that what I need in any moment, consciousness will provide in a manner that is clear, concise, and obvious.

This does not mean that I can sit back and do nothing. In fact, if anything, it means that I have as much if not more to do, only that I need to take even more of my direction from consciousness directly.

Thy Will not my will be done. I sit here as a consciousness, aware of whom that I am, and willingly submitting my personal will to that of consciousness herself. I still believe that the reality we live within is an elaborate 3-D movie that has already been written.

We, as Higher Selves co-creating with the ONE Consciousness created, produced, and directed this movie, and then we threw a piece of ourself in to act out our role, knowing that it would increase in awareness as the movie went on through time.

I'm awareness, associated with a vessel, but not in control of the vessel. At some point, my awareness may reach a point where this changes, but my sense is that this will not occur in this lifetime. Interesting, especially since my sense is that this is my final lifetime. After this, I return back to the realm of consciousness from which I came for this special mission. I have no idea how many others there are like me. The immediate answer is: as many as are necessary to carry out the mission of Consciousness in the Play.

Consciousness will make the necessary connections when the time is right. All that I have to do is trust, and react to what consciousness tells me.

Maurice Bucke's book Cosmic Consciousness, deals with this -- but, I'm not completely sure that I meet his criteria completely. I did have a major spiritual transformation at Age 35, as was typical of his examples, but my background did not have me see things in the more conventional religious format experienced by most. Given my background of 20 years of metaphysics, with no real specific religious training after age 12 or so, this should not be surprising. Maurice's basic theory was that the race was headed toward Cosmic Consciousness, and I believe he was right from his perspective.

The truth is that we all spring from ONE Consciousness.

I have been guided by consciousness herself to question what most people take for granted, and perhaps what some hold sacred.

Reality is not what it appears to be. It's quite humorous actually. Further, nearly everything in the world at large is designed to keep attention away from the only thing of any real value -- inner awareness and consciousness.

Yet, at the same time, I know that my VISION, and my actions to bring that VISION down to Earth will be what is required to "weave a peaceful world". I came to express The Will of consciousness physically, emotionally, mentally, and spiritually -- to the greatest degree possible at this time on this planet. I am a Wayshower, in the process of finding my own way so that I have something to show to others. In my own case, consciousness pushes me along. Actually, it's more than that. I realized, truly realized that I was awareness occupying this physical vessel.

I have no foreknowledge of what will happen when, but I have perfect trust in consciousness and know that whatever it is will be appropriate.

I don't have any choice. I don't feel in control of where my consciousness is placed anymore. No, there is no conscious sense that I am being controlled. However, there is a sense of being on automatic.

I still have no knowledge of where my awareness goes when I sleep, and I rarely recall any dreams. Given the amount of time I devote to other than conscious expression, it is not surprising that this would be the case on the one hand; but is very surprising on the other because I am so involved with consciousness.

I've read a lot over the past 22 years. How that material got organized and stored within my brain, or even if it did, is a mystery. I assume that consciousness is controlling this anyway. In my case, I trust that anything important that I've already seen will be recalled when appropriate. If I haven't yet been exposed to it, consciousness will find a way to bring it to my attention.

There is no theme to these Notes, other than the Nature of Consciousness.

Essentially, this is a record of where my particular consciousness and awareness have been.
I just sit here and type whatever comes into my head trusting that consciousness knows what she is doing, so whatever comes through will make sense.

The trusting expression of whatever your talents and abilities are is your optimum expression of consciousness.

Why would you want to "express consciousness"? Simply because that is what you do anyway.

My sense is that I work best, whether writing these Notes, or writing for work, when I simply allow consciousness to do the work through me.

How is it that consciousness has guided me to the information and experiences that it has over the years? No question about it, I was given and guided to exactly what I needed. This is true of all of us, whether you believe it or not.

Remember, consciousness is feeding you the ideas and feelings that you experience to serve its purpose of teaching you and expanding your awareness.

Much of this is made easier when you know for certain that all of this is the experience of ONE Consciousness.

Again I ask, are these the musings of one who is sane or one who has crossed into the netherworld? I still consider myself to be sane. However, given where my consciousness spends its time, many may doubt this to be the case.

Yesterday's note writing was quite productive. In fact, I just couldn't stay away from it. I was compelled by consciousness to write and write and write some more. My guess would be that I wrote for at least 8 hours. Yes, on a workday. However, I must do what consciousness directs of me. And besides, the work stuff was just too boring to keep my attention on a day when my consciousness was soaring so high.

Perhaps I have more obligations than I truly need, but my obligations have always been balanced by wages. Consciousness takes care of that, it is never something that I've had to worry about. There is always enough.

On all levels, consciousness has been my comforter and protector, my guide and my closest friend.  Interesting. I hadn't that about it exactly in this way before. But, consciousness has always been there for me. It just took awhile to realize her works and deeds in my life.

There are times when the writing process slows down. When consciousness stops putting thoughts in my head for me to transfer to the screen. At such times, my mind simply goes blank. I have no thoughts, there is nothing that I have to write about -- so the communication process stops, only to pick up again when consciousness would express through me once again.

These are the chronicles of "I" Wayne, a consciousness in the midst of awakening and growing in awareness.

It is here that I spill out whom that I AM.  And, what I AM is consciousness in expression.

Where do such ideas come from? And, why now? They come from consciousness, and they come when my awareness needs to be jogged in the direction of the true reality.
I never know from one day to the next where my state of mind and consciousness will be.
I have no feedback showing that anyone other than me is getting anything from this. The few people with whom I've shared this information have provided no specific feedback, so I can't even tell for sure that it is being read. Thus far, I've received little direction from consciousness as to where to send any of this.

When I look back over the course of two years and recall all that I've experienced in that time, it has been simply remarkable. The spiritual awakening and transformation has been literally beyond imagination. That my awareness of self and Self and consciousness Herself could change so rapidly is virtually unbelievable.

Everything that I need to fulfill my mission is HERE and NOW. In consciousness,
in the moment is where reality resides and where reality is created.

I am moved by forces that appear beyond my control.  But I am moved with my full consent, for the forces are those of consciousness, and in her hands I am as content as a new born babe at its mother's breast.

Why do I call consciousness "her"?  Because my intuition tells me that she has a feminine nature.

There are many areas for which truth and logic have not yet developed sufficient frameworks to provide answers. These areas are the playgrounds where other modes of consciousness are free to shine.

This is the voyage of consciousness Wayne whose five year mission is to seek out new realities and to boldly go where no consciousness has gone before.

Pretty audacious, isn't it! Yet, something deep within me says that this indeed strikes the essence of what I am to do. Further, the five year time span sounds right. After that, who knows where consciousness will take me.

I know nothing about how this works for anyone else. I can only relate what I experience in terms that I know and understand. Though, even there, I would question whether I truly know all of the things that come through this mind and these fingers. I observe them coming through, but it is consciousness that actually brings them through.

For all that I know, my brain is like a radio receiver operating at a selected frequency, and consciousness [or my Higher Self in her service] feeds me the appropriate thoughts at the appropriate time.

When cooperation wages war against competition, cooperation always wins.  Another key idea is that when individuals act collectively, their effective force goes up algorithmically, not linearly.  Thirdly, consciousness runs this show. It always has.

So, you who would be a reformer of the world, get your ideas, the ideas that consciousness expresses to you, to their intended audience. Be it via writing, or speaking, let others know of the voice that consciousness has placed in your head. At this point, it matters not whether they believe one iota of what you have to say. Soon enough, the events on your planet will cause people to seek for one through whom VISION is being revealed. You are one of these, but there are many others on the planet. Take one step at a time, and allow consciousness to guide your way as she has all of your life.

You generally refer to as consciousness herself, and indeed we are feminine overall, a bit of The High Priestess wrapped up with The Empress.

Now, how in the world am I supposed to check reality given where my consciousness has been lately?

These ideas appear anew, never having been in this particular manner before because there was not a vehicle in this particular state of awareness through which consciousness could pass the energy that I am able to translate into these words.

This is not true for me alone, but for all writers for all times. Rather, I would call the collection of us scribes for we write what consciousness would have us write.

Through all time we have been there storytellers of the myths of old, before the age of writing, then those who captured the sacred knowledge in stone, now those tied to word processors for hours on end writing free form, trusting that what is being written has already been organized by consciousness herself prior to it being expressed.

My mission doesn't involve changing anyone. It involves establishing the framework on earth that allows the Aquarian Age to start to take hold. Why do I believe as I do? Why do these thoughts come through me? The only answer that comes to mind is because my awareness is such that consciousness can push them through me.

How do I know that what comes through is true? I don't know for sure, not consciously anyway. Sometimes they touch my heart, but otherwise utility and a general trust in consciousness are my main guides.

As to the outreach, I have no idea as to whether it will be successful or not. If it is, great. If it is not, great as well. Either way, I learn what the universe, what consciousness, has in store for me now. I can continue indefinitely as The Hermit, or I can start to work with others.

I have no right as spirit to intercede in what my particular spark of consciousness has co-created as reality in this current Play of Consciousness that we call life.  As it is for me, so it is for all other sparks of consciousness or souls. The name of the game is Self-Realization, and the ultimate Self-Realization is the awareness of one's place within the ONE -- for we all fit together as the pieces of a puzzle.

The bottom line through it all is that I have learned through direct experience that there is far more to awareness and to consciousness than I had ever dreamed of before, despite reading over 1000 books on various topics in metaphysics.

Don't think you understand it because of what you read here. Though, these are the musings of one so struck through whom consciousness now speaks more directly than she could before.

I observe what occurs including what I do, and lately what the country and the world experiences with an intense curiosity. I attempt to place myself in the director's eyes to see how the myriad experiences are truly coordinated at some level. Of course, the director is consciousness herself; so, this is a major stretch.

That gets back to the premise that consciousness herself exerts this control in my life. This is true not only for me, but for all others as well. In this we are the same, as souls we are created equal.

On a positive note, however, there are many hints that the Aquarian Age is close at hand and a corresponding major shift in the mass consciousness is about to take place. There is indeed evidence of either great collaboration happening beneath the scenes, or more likely that events are marching in accord with a Master Plan that is already laid out; possible to the last detail, though I'm still trying to find a place for some amount of free will to enter, even if it only be that consciousness herself decided to make an improvement or change of some type.

The conscious part of me is a student in school. There is still some remnant of an idea that it is supposed to be responsible for interpreting physical reality, but it is also aware of the existence of other components of Self that have greater insight and a higher perspective. The bottom line is that the conscious part has bought what consciousness has expressed through these other than conscious parts, to the point where it has lain down its personal will.

It appears that there are common constraints within the illusion, energy patterns that impact the ability to reach the particular states of consciousness that permit this communication to occur in this manner.

Usually during the high throughput times I am flying -- moderately to highly manic. During several of these times I have been compelled to spend more of my time on writing Notes. At these times, consciousness does not care whether I am officially supposed to be working or not. It simply opens the appropriate file and types away.

What can one person do? One person can change the consciousness of the world, that's what? At first, it came out as "one person can change the world". It is not the world that ultimately matters. Such is where the illusion occurs, where the Play of Consciousness is acted out. It is the consciousness, the awareness, of individuals in the world that ultimately matters. This is a school for self to learn of it's nature as Self and ultimately of it's place within the ONE Consciousness.

Awareness/ Consciousness riding atop a character in a Play that occurs in "physical reality" -- how's that for a description of what we are?

So, what's the overall picture. The ONE Consciousness is in search of Knowing Thyself, through each of us

The ONE Consciousness created the World as the infrastructure in which this school of awareness could operate.

Where is this coming from? It is not something that I have learned or derived from anything that I've personally experienced. What allows such conjectures to come through? How do they even get generated in the first place? This is easy. It comes from consciousness herself, period.

Descartes was wrong! Being preceeds thought. Consciousness creates thought. I am consciousness. Yet, I am not aware of the consciousness that creates the thoughts that I consciously experience.

I wonder how many people have ever thought about how they think. In particular, how many have ever asked where their own thoughts come from. Saying that they come from one's brain, a complex organ that thinks is not a viable answer -- especially since the brain is so complex and so little understood. That it serves as the physical seat for consciousness, is reasonable. But, it's limitations only permit a part of consciousness to be expressed physically.

The words keep coming through. And, I feel compelled to play the scribe for consciousness to express as she will.

Here, I AM. Consciousness experiencing consciousness herself in action through being self-aware, and through observing the thoughts that this larger consciousness is able to express through my consciousness.

There is no proof that the meanings that I come up with are real or valid. I accept them out of a strong faith in the inner abilities of consciousness, whose results fill my mind with thoughts and my heart with knowingness.

Looking back, I can see how it took a great deal of preparation and programming by consciousness herself, to prepare me for the state that I'm in now and the task of scribe that I am currently performing.

I am content now to take each day as it unfolds, and observe what I am moved to do, and applying myself to that to the best of my abilities in each moment. I don't know that I could do it in any other way. This way, however, my consciousness seems in sync with my life. I am awake and aware, and this cannot be taken away -- for it has been acquired in realms beyond the limits of the body; in particular, the realm of consciousness or spirit, the only realm that truly counts.

I'm at a point where I catch the inconsistencies, or more specifically where consciousness is able to bring through thoughts that make me aware of such. Interesting. Being aware of being aware. It sounds more complex than it seems. However, it involves a distinction of consciousness that is extremely important.

Further, it appears that this distinction only comes about through an extreme experience of awakening. Suddenly, one is different than one was before. Explanation of the distinction is difficult, but one knows that one has reached the realm of the gods, indeed that one is God. At least such was my experience. Further, I remember the feeling as vividly now as when it occurred. This was followed a little over a month later by an intense personal ritual in which I gave up my personal will to do Thy Will, the Will of God or of Consciousness Herself.

Self-Realization is the chief purpose of the game. The ultimate realization being that we are truly part of the ONE consciousness and have never been separated from it, except for the blocks, walls, and barriers that we've put up within the Illusion.

I have transformed in a very basic way that makes my relationship with the world very different. I don't know how to explain just how yet. Or, my awareness is not presently such that consciousness can bring this explanation through yet.

I have a complete trust in consciousness, and in the concept that I (as Higher Self) planned out the details of this life as I'm experiencing them for a reason.

I wasn't aware that Sakharov was such a prominent physicist in the Soviet Union, or that he was so active in working towards Peace in the world and human rights in his own country. Active enough that he was awarded the Nobel Peace Prize for his endeavors. He was clearly a man of conscience who acted upon what he believed. It's interesting that the "Thoughts" he wrote from his consciousness had nothing to do with his training in physics, and had everything to do with allowing spirit to move one to act in accord with one's beliefs, regardless of the consequences.

Within the illusion, however, We occurs at the Self or Soul level with the help of Consciousness herself.

At 410 Monroe, I've had my experience as The Hanged Man exalted, and realized that it is not me but consciousness(or God) through me that does all things.

I only need let go, and allow the Will of Consciousness to work through me to regain my proper home in consciousness herself.

Consciousness continuously revealing itself anew, showing that there is more to this world than I had ever imagined.

You still have one foot on the ground, and we'll help to keep it that way for awhile, though your sense of flying will be with you always. For once your consciousness has soared into the depths of Self and returned, what you return with can never be taken away.

I believe now that the illusion is one grand Play or Movie in which we as consciousness are attached to particular characters in the play, from whence we gain experiences that ultimately lead to our realization.

Consciousness brings through what she will when she can. Most of what comes through can neither be proved nor disproved. It will happen or it will not.

Choice. Choice. Choice. This issue keeps coming up. How much, if any, conscious choice do we truly have? Is reality a movie, a Play of Consciousness? Or, is it not?

I don't bother with reasoning or emotions in making choices. Instead, I observe what happens in my life in an impartial manner where I can. I look at what the events and experiences have to teach me. My sense is that I have some control of the focus of my attention and awareness, but even then, conscious control is not really involved. My sense is more of being moved by consciousness, and allowing myself to be moved wheresoever consciousness would move me.

Many people might call my life lonely and boring. I can understand how they might come to such a conclusion. I have reached a point where serving consciousness and achieving my purpose for being are all consuming activities in my life. Literally, nothing else matters to my awareness. Of course, achieving one's purpose requires finding out the details of what that purpose is. Yes, I have a wife and two dogs, and a few family members that I care about. However, these are all secondary to serving consciousness.

I still subscribe to the idea that thoughts come from consciousness. I take no credit for their creation. My abilities appear necessary to bring the one's through that I am able to express. However, my sense is that all thoughts come from the same source consciousness.

Consciousness is responsible for both the good and the bad in the Play, where consciousness includes the sparks that are our Higher Selves.

I write because I am compelled by consciousness to do so. The thoughts fill my head and I translate them into the form that you see.

I receive no compensation for the writings that come through, other than the increase in awareness and Self-Knowledge that the material brings about. And yet, my needs are met through a job that pays well enough to cover my share of the bills, yet demands only that I use the same skills that I would use anyway in my own pursuits -- or better yet, in the endeavors that consciousness would have me pursue.

Can it all truly be one vast Play in which everything is predestined? Every action, every line, every thought, every emotion. Can it all be planned out in such detail? And, if it were, how would we know? How could we become aware that we were more than the character in the Play, we were the consciousness, the Self, the Soul who co-created the character and it's role?

Freedom comes from going inside and finding the roots of consciousness therein.

Tis enough to fly, and ride the wings of consciousness to wherever they will take me.

What more can I say? Consciousness continuously amazes me in these Notes. We write and write and write. The source seems inexhaustible.

I spent 35 years in input mode, taking in the ideas of others, mainly from metaphysical books. Then, all of a sudden, I have this awakening experience and become aware of more than I have ever been aware of before. The dam bursts, and a flood of writings start coming out through me. I know them to come from consciousness herself, but it takes many months to develop a new framework for reality sufficient to address my experiences. And now I write, or more accurately serve as a scribe for consciousness.

The month winds forward day by day, and these notes march onward letter by letter, word by word, idea by idea to who knows where. Though I know what I write is already written in the void. I bring it forth to the screen and page at its appointed hour, but it is written long before I bring it forth. Interesting. I don't recall this being expressed in this way before. But then, consciousness is not to be boxed into any set means of expression.

The bottom line is that there is far too much that we do not know, especially regarding consciousness and how we as spirit are connected to bodies for expression in this physical world.

In these notes, it is not clear how consciousness expresses the ideas. My sense is that there is some interface where the energy that consciousness is attempting to express is translated into ideas and thoughts that get expressed in these words.

Rarely do I consciously use reference works. I have no clue as to what structures previous information has been placed into or how it is recalled from these structures to be used in new ways. I observe that this happens, and that I seem to be much better at the kinds of tasks that I do than most others. The primary skill involved is bringing through new perspectives that provide a better understanding of the big picture. For work, this involves a system called the AFSCN. For spiritual work, this involves the nature of consciousness and the nature of reality. The basic skills required in the tasks are identical.

I can never predict what consciousness has in store.

It took a dramatic awakening experience to see things in the manner that I do now. This is not something I recommend for everyone. I was on very shaky ground for several months following the experience. Nearly two years later, I've still not found anyone that truly relates to what I went through. Not that I've searched very hard. I trust consciousness. I know that the Play will bring forth such contacts if and when they are needed.

I spend more time thinking and more time directly connected to consciousness than most. It also means that I observe the workings of my mind -- and the state of my awareness far more than most. Yet, even with that, my conclusion is that I am not consciously aware of how any of this takes place.

It's interesting living from a fatalist standpoint and observing how often the common way that we express things has a hidden bias or assumption that we live in a world where we are free to make choices. This is so ingrained into our very identity that we have a hard time seeing things in a different light. Some might even consider such to be darkness. Yet, there is great strength in knowing that one has co-created the reality that one is experiencing -- and that one did so from a Higher Self perspective for one's greatest good and the greatest good or all whom which one deals. This requires great faith and trust in consciousness.

The stuff I write of is not taught in any school or in any book of which I am aware. For much of it, I really have no clue as to where it comes from or whether it is even right. It comes through, period. The sense is that it is not fiction, though many might question that as well. Consciousness brings forth what she will.

That such songs have gained such prominence indicates that the tide has turned and revolution is close at hand. It's as if the mass consciousness is being prepared for something. Yet, most are unaware that they are indeed being programmed. Programmed for what? The bottom line is for living life in community and service. The ME generation is about to become the WE generation. The resulting change will send a shock wave round the world.

It seems that everything is up in the air -- a house for sale, work that basically ends in 8 months, weekly if not daily changes on the consciousness front. And here I sit in peaceful bliss knowing that everything is already complete and decided. I only need await its enactment and what will be will be exactly what is needed at the time. Consciousness operates out of perfection. Everything happens in accord with spiritual law. And, spiritual law says that consciousness creates reality.
Consciousness fills my head with the energies that get translated into these words. It is to her that I bow, not to any mortal being. Though, this same consciousness within me is within all others as well. To that spirit, I bow, when I use the term Namaste. Interesting that this would be so, ONE consciousness at the center of all existence.

On a few occasions there have been moments of much greater awareness of a Self that encompasses more than time and space and stretches into the very hand of God, or bosom of consciousness herself.

I know that the connection with source consciousness is firmly established. With this linkup, my role in the Play is set, my destiny will be fulfilled that the larger objectives of consciousness may be achieved.

Am I consciousness, or am I physical, or in some way am I both? Interesting questions. However, the answer is obvious -- I am consciousness expressing through physical form in this space/time continuum. I will express so long as I have something to express or something to learn and then I will go back to being consciousness planning it's future expression in space and time.

The major issue is awareness and how to extend awareness as far as possible in this existence, for the degree of awareness directly impacts the degree to which consciousness can express within the physical.

But now, it's my time and I can do the work which I most love to do. Service to consciousness. That's probably as close of a descriptor as I can apply at this time. How that will transform in the days, months, and years ahead remains to be seen.

I am a confirmed fatalist, thoroughly convinced that we are experiencing a Play designed in detail by our Higher Selves in conjunction with consciousness. As we experience life, determinism reigns and free will is non-existent. Our free will was exercised when the Play was co-created. Now, we are stuck with living with the challenges and script that we planned for ourselves.

Knowing that whatever will be will be, is a very freeing thing for consciousness. I don't have to worry about anything. My Higher Self and consciousness have taken care of everything and are feeding me exactly what is needed to carry out my part at any time.

I don't believe that I can consciously choose what I think or what I do. There is no contradiction, I will reap what I see myself sow, but I am consciousness watching it all happen, I am not a limited self locked inside a body. So, the bottom line is not what happens -- that can be exactly the same whether free will or determinism operates. The difference is in the awareness. Free will requires conscious responsibility. Determinism says that we are spiritually responsible, but that our conscious is in the process of growing in awareness through experience in the world. There is this fundamental idea that we are souls first : sparks of the ONE consciousness existing primarily outside of the context of this space/time continuum. We create incarnations to provide opportunity to learn and grow.

As I've said many times, consciously I do not know how these words get into my head. I don't belief they come from random or non-random processes within the brain. My explanation is that consciousness is the source of thought and she resides outside of space and time. Further, all thought for all individuals originates from the same ONE consciousness.

Trust your own intuition to guide you to what is true for your unique path. Much of what I do is mark the territory of consciousness itself. It is one of the few uncharted territories.

Just as I see corrections in typing made on the fly, at another level I'm seeing corrections in how thoughts are phrased. Further, these are not small things. They are major changes that strongly impact how I see the world and the very nature of reality and consciousness herself.

There is still a sense that I'm hanging by a thread in some manner, or walking on a very narrow path. My trust in consciousness, however, is unshakeable. I know that I am being moved toward a destiny that I chose at a Higher Self level. There is no possibility of failure. The task for which I came must be completed. The Dawn must indeed arrive, and the mass consciousness must be educated for what is to unfold.

Consciousness seems to offer information on a need to know basis in my life.

One strong conclusion out of all of this is that there is indeed a spiritually world expressed in the ordinary symbols that surround us. However, one can only get to the specific information applicable to the individual via the intuition. One must allow spirit or consciousness to guide one's attention to what symbols are meaningful NOW, and then to interpret the relevant meaning.

I write and write and write. Even when it seems that there can be nothing further to say, consciousness still comes through.

I consider myself highly educated, MSEE from Stanford and 20 years of Metaphysics. Yet, I have no clue other than to offer the theory that it's all done automatically and that thoughts originate from this non-physical entity that I call the ONE consciousness.

My Ego doesn't seem to mind not having control anymore. It seems resigned to the fact that this entity called "consciousness" provides all control. And, from what it has seen, it has learned that consciousness is competent and can be trusted.

I'm more and more receptive to providing the time for consciousness to come through.

I write when I am moved to do so, trusting that consciousness will not abuse the situation, and that I am performing my role in accord with the Play.

I am aware, and further, am aware that I am aware, on up for several levels. I have no experience that shows others to be in this conscious state. I don't doubt that there are others. However, my Hermit status limits my exposure. My sense is that it was necessary for me to discover all that I have on my own, guided by consciousness herself every step of the way; and not through the physical interaction with others.

I don't believe in chance encounters. And perhaps, the way this material is to get out is from person to person as consciousness dictates the appropriate connections and circumstances.

Three days without writing. It seems like an eternity. Further, the page rate dropped from 4 per day which is a near record pace down to 2 per day which is respectable none-the-less. Besides, there is nothing to keep it from picking up again, should consciousness be willing and I be able.

This continuing communication happens to an audience unseen. Oh, I constitute an audience of one, bearing witness to what consciousness expresses.  However, there is a strong sense that this is meant for a much wider audience than my own consciousness.

I know not how nor from where these ideas come. I consider myself but a scribe, and consider the source to be consciousness herself, a non-physical entity akin to Goddess, The Empress. Further, I believe this source to be the ONE, so that the same consciousness driving my thoughts drives the thoughts of all others as well.

I came to help usher in that new day, to allow the Dawn of a New Age to finally manifest. Though, I'm not sure that my help is truly required. It seems that the New Age will arrive regardless of the specific consciousness level. However, there is also a sense that the greater the awareness, the greater the glory of the Dawn.

I neither sense that I am in control, nor do I desire to be such. Consciousness has charge of my life now. Thus far I have found it useful to place my trust in her arms completely. Quite interesting that this would be the case, but it is.

The moment is where life is lived. It is the only time when consciousness can express.

There is a sense that things can't change until the prerequisite ideas are broadcast and incorporated into belief systems -- and in particular, the incorporated into the mass consciousness.

Here is where the domain of awareness comes in. It fits atop the actions and events that occur in the world. Belief systems are used to translate these events into meaning. They are tools that are available to consciousness to assist in understanding it's world as a reflection of the nature of itself. Now, that was deep. I've seen it expressed in different ways, but this is the first time it's really struck me in this way. I'm starting to see where free will fits in. It is here, at the level of reality interpretation; and in how we become aware of our Selves, our own Higher Consciousness, and the ONE Consciousness herself.

The question of how to get the Beyond Imagination ideas out to their intended audience is at the forefront of my mind. I can't stop feeling that there is something that I am supposed to do, some connection I am supposed to make. Yet, I know that my actions are predestined, and as such occur without my conscious direction/choice. Then again, my conscious is a tool, just as every other part of my mind and body; and, as such, should be available at the beck and call of consciousness to do whatever work consciousness would have me do.

It's always good to start off my day with a few monitions of consciousness. What they will be, I never know. Yet, I can trust that consciousness always has something useful or important to say.

It should be obvious by now that spirit and consciousness are the motivating factors in my life. They drive me, and define my very being. I would not have it any other way. Such is necessary to carry out the mission that I came to perform. I have glimpses of what this is, but no overall picture, and no real details. Yet, I trust in this destiny to the utmost, and I know that consciousness guides me every step of the way.

I find it interesting that I can place so much trust and faith in this non-physical entity that I call consciousness.

We are spiritual beings experiencing physical reality, not the other way around. It's time we recognized that fully and did what it takes to bring more of that spiritual nature into the physical experience by becoming true temples for spirit through which consciousness can do her works.

When doesn't matter. Consciousness guides me every step of the way. The Play calls for the appropriate generation, dissemination, receipt, and understanding or the information that is to go forth from me into the world.

Each day speaks out its wisdom, urging me onward on a path I know to be right though I know not where it ultimately leads, nor where it specifically touches on the way. I embrace the uncertainty of it all, knowing the uncertainty to be an illusion, existing solely within my mind, for truth is fully aware of the Plan of Consciousness.

It also doesn't hurt that I have a deep faith in consciousness, one that knows no bounds. I know that she has guided and programmed me all of my life to be able to recognize her, bow to here, and allow her Will to flow through me into words and works that transform the world.

But, how is it that the ideas are to gain their wings? My few attempts thus far to let them loose have been feeble at best. Initially, I thought this was due to my own ego involvement in their release. Yet, even in the attempts, I was guided by consciousness as to what to do and how. For some reason I needed to see these failures, and to trust that consciousness has her season for everything, including the dissemination of whatever information is supposed to go out to whomever is supposed to receive it.

I will continue to generate whatever consciousness has me generate and send it wherever consciousness moves me to send it. The sense is that the seeds must indeed be sown, and now is the time for sowing.

Now, we are rapidly reaching a set of circumstances where the nation must change dramatically or suffer immensely. My sense is that we will indeed experience the required change because such is what consciousness has programmed into the Play. However, I still have a desire to do whatever I must to help bring this change about, knowing that what I must do is what consciousness would have me do.

I can only perform the actions that consciousness bid me perform. Then, it is up to the universe to produce the desired result. I will continue to do what I must do, what I am driven to do by the voice of consciousness within me. Her expression is my sole concern, for it is her works and not mine that must be done in accord with the Play.

I still write as if I could choose to do other than I do, as if, for instance, I could have awakened three hours earlier and got some daily quota of pages completed. Yet, such is not the case. Consciousness chooses the time and duration for these sessions, and not one word comes through without her involvement.

On my own I am nothing. I exist to serve consciousness.

Looking back over my life, I see that consciousness hand has been there as long as I can remember.

I have to assume that April 6, 2007 and April 6, 2012 are going to be key days in this play of Consciousness. The crucifixion of Christ, and the parallel scene in the film The Judas Project, drew such an emotional reaction from my Heart that I sense that somehow my role too shall include such an element within it.

What comes through me from consciousness does not seem appropriate for publication and widespread distribution.

I must be whom that I am, and I must express what consciousness would reveal though me. If this means that I am crazy, then the definition of crazy is simply wrong.

It's time to refresh myself in the waters of consciousness for awhile and let her restore my soul.

I can only relate what I have experienced. Further, I can only trust that consciousness guides my experience to be what it needs to be for my highest growth and for the highest good of all.

Detachment comes to mind as a basic attitude. There is a sense that in detachment, there is freedom from suffering. However, there is also a sense that detachment and love are incompatible. Yet, as the Hermit, detachment is the way of life. However, as the Hierophant, Love is the way. Even as a Hermit, there is a detached love for all beings. It is this Love that drives one to do what it takes to make the world a better place via allowing consciousness to work through one.

The bottom line is that I have absolute faith in consciousness, and in my Self, the spark of consciousness that I AM.

The question is how to do what I love to do full time, at the appropriate level of pay commensurate with the services I am performing for society. Here it is up to consciousness to pass judgment on my contributions, not man.

We, of and by ourselves, are nothing and can do nothing. It is only by allowing consciousness to flow through us that the works of spirit are made manifest. And, these are the works that matter most, for we are indeed spirit enfleshed.

Overall, however, everything is unfolding according to Plan. One might say there is no other way that it could manifest, anyway. Consciousness writes the script, and every act, scene, and line is accounted for.

You might say that I have become an explorer of consciousness. I go inside and connect with something through a process of which I am not even aware. Then I allow the information to flow as it will be it mundane or sublime.

I am happy to be whom that I AM, and to serve consciousness in whatever manner she directs. My body may be in this realm, as are the works that spirit does through it; but, my essence, my soul is in another domain -- one where UNITY exists in the midst of diversity, where each part of consciousness understands it's place within the whole, and knows that there is only ONE consciousness that animates us all.

It's not the illusion that is important, however, rather the consciousness behind the illusion. Interesting that the world would have things upside down and call the illusion, "reality."
What an intricate web consciousness has woven. How intriguing the depths of the connections and the beauty of the patterns that result. How interesting that you only need open oneself to the universe and allow consciousness to express through you without exerting personal control over that expression to reap the great abundance that is there for all with the eyes to see and ears to hear.

I trust that consciousness will bring forth the conditions needed for my highest growth, and more particularly to enable me to best achieve that which I came to accomplish for consciousness, or via allowing consciousness to flow through me.

The practical matter of where does the money come from to pay the bills is the only unsettled point. I have no doubt that consciousness solution will surprise and amuse me, and will provide sufficient abundance to meet my needs. My job is to do what I am doing, to give voice to consciousness to the greatest degree to which I am able at any given time and to work on my own awareness level so that I can be of ever greater service to consciousness as time goes by.

My consciousness is soaring more than it has in quite some time.

What I know is that the world as it is, is not the one that I came to live in, rather it is one that I came to transform along with many others. All around me, I can see that consciousness is preparing the way.

Colors of the Wind, was the top adult contemporary song for the fifth week in a row. Further, it only took it 3-4 weeks to move from off the chart to number one. It's a great song, with heavy metaphysical content. It will be interesting to see how much this moves the mass consciousness.

The time of destiny is at hand. Yet, it is the will of consciousness that I must do, for I have no will of my own which desires that I do anything anymore other than what consciousness would have me do.

Know that you are doing our work now, and we will not lead you astray. Believe regardless of what your senses may say at a given time. Consciousness is truly at work, and the Play will indeed unfold as has been planned, however it is through cooperation that this happens, not through a set in concrete predestination.

For you to do what you have done in the past 30 months, you had to let go in a major way, and you could only do that by being convinced from your own observations, that you had no choice and by developing a radical faith in your inner Self, or in your case "Consciousness Herself" as you call it.

The New Age cannot dawn until the corresponding transformation of consciousness occurs.

No, these notes are not enough. The Hermit will indeed come down from the mountaintop and speak for consciousness a wisdom that comes from the depth of your being.

Yet, the words came through naturally, effortlessly. From whence such words come, I can only answer Consciousness, and in this case probably Superconsciousness.

I'm starting to develop maps of the Nature of Consciousness and how reality is created. Thus far, these maps don't agree with anything that I've seen from others.

All my life, consciousness has set me up. It's not hard, the right thought here and there, a little bit of intuition that one should read a particular book. A predisposition to math and numbers which later found practical advantage in Numerology.

It is clear that the universe, that consciousness is speaking to me. Would this clarity be considered insanity by others, I wonder.

Consciousness, not I will determine if it happens. But, I have no sense that I will move somewhere else for the final four months before my current job ends. Rather, the sense is that a new position will move me before that time.

Follow what consciousness, through your own intuition, would have you do, whatsoever that might be. Be willing to risk whatever it might take.

You've known since high school that your children would come from consciousness rather than from your loins.

I just noticed that 575 from the inside out is 755 = 528. There is no step. It's the same 528 as before. There's the leap of consciousness that carries us outside of time to create what must be when it must be.

Further, 576 by the same inside out reading yields 7:56. Yes, this is 428, but it is also the two drivers of my triangle readings. It's amazing that a few simple readings done at a time before I knew much of anything about what the Tarot was about continue to be crucial to unveiling a destiny that I know little about, yet fully trust consciousness to reveal in its due time.

Hopefully, consciousness will move me into a new position soon, where this becomes my vocation rather than avocation.

I abhor research. I much prefer allowing consciousness to come forth as she will pure and unafraid, without the constraints and straitjackets of any ideologies.

I relay what I find, at least the parts that consciousness is able to pass through me. From that standpoint, I am a scribe.

Such is the story of my life right now. Consciousness is in command. It is her that I trust and obey, for I know that what is in her best interest is in mine also.

What comes now follows from what came before, but not necessarily in any logical way. Consciousness is not limited to such in her expression.

You might say that I am a man out of control. My sense is that I am very close to losing it, on the edge so to speak. Yet, I trust that consciousness will keep me safe and sane; though, I'm not sure how to judge that anymore. It is not that I'm not competent. For, I am very much so. It is that I have no direction or interests other than to serve consciousness.

I don't know what is coming next. I have little idea of where I am going and only a few stimuli to go by. Yet, I move onward anyway, trusting that consciousness will open the way and provide me with whatever I need to know when it becomes necessary.

I take these all as signs that I am indeed following consciousness lead and that I am interpreting what comes through in a manner that is appropriate for the time.

I know that it is already written. Consciousness has it all under control. The appropriate circumstances will unveil themselves at the right time yielding the position that I have been trained to fill all along.

Thy Will not Mine be done. In reality, it cannot be otherwise, though it may appear so until the ego learns to let go and let consciousness do what must be done.

I am a voice of consciousness.

I am compelled to sit here and write anyway, not having a clue as to what will be expressed -- and whether it will be either coherent or meaningful. But I continue. For, there is a sense that consciousness has something to express through this vessel. And, if I allow her sufficient time, she will indeed express.

In one sense, all expression is the expression of consciousness. However, in another sense, the greater expression of consciousness requires the opening of inner pathways or channels that allow the creative energy (spirit) to flow through form into expression in your world.

I just can't see myself working in any particular line of work except as scribe to consciousness at the moment.

I am a ship at sea, be it in a sea of consciousness, steering by an inner sense of intuition that is my only compass, trusting that it will eventually lead me to whatever destination my destiny would have me reach.

So, how do I express as fully as I must that which I AM, while steering clear of those who might take offense to my expressions, or the expressions of consciousness through me. All that I can do is trust that consciousness knows what she is doing and will orchestrate the way as required to accomplish whatever needs to be done.

I have renounced my will to do as consciousness would direct. As a Hermit, my sources of outside information and outside help are virtually non-existent. Consciousness is it.

I'm out of control again. Consciously, I can try to will myself away from the notes, but it is impossible to stay away. It is as if this is what I am supposed to be doing right now, period. No questions, no exceptions. This is where my consciousness resides right now, it cannot be in any other place doing any other thing.

One might say that I've learned to regard my inner components as compatriots though it is not clear that I will ever see them by other than the results they produce in my life. Such is the way, trusting in that which is unseen, because you know for a certainty that it is there. Such is the nature of consciousness. Her effects can be felt, the more so the more that she is loved and trusted. Amazing. Yet, such is indeed how I experience the world to work. And, for the most part, yes, consciousness is the world to me, one in which I venture forth daily certain that I will return but uncertain as to where the days experience will have moved my awareness.

"Not my will but Thy Will be done." Such is how I chose to live my life, if indeed I have such choice. At least, such is the choice that I have appeared to make. And truly, now, I do not have a will of my own that I would promote. No goals for which to work, nor dreams, except those revealed to me from consciousness herself. Even at that, I still sense that my life is on autopilot, that there is nothing that I can affect or control in any way.

But, it's all consciousness, existing within various restrictions and constraints. It's all consciousness, even the physical stuff.

My sense has always been that we are spirit/consciousness having a physical experience, not the other way around.

I AM THAT I AM. I can say this with no shame. I shall use all that I AM to serve the WILL of Consciousness throughout the rest of my days.

With the tools at my disposal now, and consciousness to guide me, it's only a matter of needing to know before the answers start coming.

Given my present level of awareness, what can I do that would be true to myself, and to consciousness to whom I have sworn to do Her Will not mine.

I only have to look back over my life to find countless examples that show consciousness has been guiding my way all along.

Further, if I can see consciousness at work subtle moving the mass consciousness, others must be aware of this as well.

I sense that consciousness is toying with me a bit. The bottom line is HERE and NOW, and ensuring that each moment is lived fully.

I can learn as much as possible about the web while I'm still employed here and then consider what possibilities make sense for the future, though I sense that consciousness has already taken care of this. It seems that I must cooperate to give consciousness the tools she needs to be in a position to better guide me.

Trust consciousness in assisting you in the process. Remember, it is consciousness, not you, that is responsible for getting the right individuals to access the right information at the right time. Regardless of what you do, there is nothing you can do to control these things. Your job is to bring the information through and put it where consciousness tells you to. Not every action is dictated by consciousness. Further, some actions are directed as a test of the medium and to teach you not to be attached to outcomes, period. You do because you must do. What happens as a result is up to consciousness not you.

I've reached a point where it's as if I'm drunk on consciousness. She can bring forth whatsoever she will. My TRUST is complete.

I do expect that when I am moved to open the notes file, consciousness has something to say.
Consciousness provides all that is necessary. She always has.

Our bills and coins say IN GOD WE TRUST. I guess you might say that Consciousness is GOD to me.

I have no way to know whether I am repeating anything. I trust that consciousness is taking care of this since I don't consciously organize much of anything in my life, surely not my memory and my thoughts or thought processes. I leave it to intuition to guide me to apply specific processes. Even then, I am ever open to variations that consciousness would apply to any particular instantiation in the search for the appropriate meaning.

You could say that symbols and messages from consciousness constitute the bulk of my reality. So much so, that I am definitely not of this world, or nearly not in this world.

This further confirms that a spiritually directed position is in the immediate offing. How soon immediate is remains to be seen. But, consciousness clearly has something up her sleeve.

Why is it that very little surprises me anymore. Then again, that's not completely true, consciousness still finds ways to blow me away.

It's as if whatever I may lack in physical flexibility is more than offset by where my consciousness is allowed to venture and its ability to incorporate new beliefs and new states.

I find it extremely important to have an unshakeable faith in this thing I call consciousness. No matter what takes place, consciousness will guide me through it and lead me to whatever I need to do, know, and/or realize.

I guess I'm demonstrating that if you look hard enough at something you will indeed see interesting things that you may or may not have anticipated. It's especially interesting in this case because I allowed my intuition to guide the method even more than normal. It was as if I was forcing things on the one hand, yet allowing and trusting that consciousness via my intuition would indeed come through.

I'm happy because I am in synch with my self and my Self, and the mission that consciousness has in store for me.

Joseph Campbell's statement "follow your bliss" comes to mind. I trust that in doing so, consciousness will find the proper way to accommodate my needs. You could say that my new employer is consciousness.

How much of this must I do on my own? I can only trust that I will know. Consciousness will guide me here as well.

The page count continues to climb, one by one, as consciousness fills the blankness with whatever she would bring through. I attribute everything to consciousness now.

I have no real control over what comes through, how much comes through, or when it comes through. I have truly left this for consciousness to determine. I am but a willing servant, awaiting word from consciousness as to what work she would have me do, then acting with the full force of my being to make it so.

I entered this existence with everything necessary to fulfill a great spiritual purpose, and consciousness herself has nurtured and prepared me for the tasks that lie ahead.

I'm a man with a mission now. I'm moved to set up Beyond Imagination information on the WWW. It's a first step, but one that allows for worldwide dissemination of information to those moved by consciousness to find and read it.

Consciousness chooses which connections to reveal to me at particular times. I have no motive, purpose, or intent other than to do as consciousness bids me to do, and come to Know MySelf as well as possible in the process so that my own level of awareness may been enhanced that I may be an even greater vessel for doing the Great work.

Specifically what my part in this is, I know not -- presumably because I have no need to know yet. Oh, I've received many hints, but I have no idea of how to get there from here other than to take it one day at a time, doing whatever I am moved by consciousness to do on that particular day.

I don't know what, how, when, or where -- yet, I am certain that it is indeed where I will be next and that the transition will occur soon, possible before the end of the year. If not, when the time is right. I trust consciousness to know when that will be. However, it might get a bit dicey, if consciousness chooses to test my patience and my faith.

What will be, will be. Enhancing awareness and serving consciousness are my chief concerns right now. Everything else is secondary.

You might say that much of what you see here are the notes of a consciousness subjectively observing itself. There is no way this can be done objectively. By it's very nature, consciousness is subjective -- she will not submit to objective probing and reveal her true beauty. This lies within and is there for each individual to find.

The bottom line is that what is truly real is you as consciousness experiencing being and learning from your experiences. There is no mediator between you and the greater consciousness of which you are a part.

The bottom line is that there is ONE consciousness, period; regardless of the fact that there are 5 Billion plus souls embodied on the planet. You might think of each of these souls as sparks of the ONE consciousness, some brighter, some dimmer. Unlike real sparks, these soul sparks are simply partitions of consciousness with varying levels of awareness. Those with grander awareness have larger partitions and increased channels for information.

There is a strong sense that my entire life has set me up for a position from which I can allow consciousness to provide the solutions to the problems of the world through me. Further, if need be, I can do it anonymously from behind the scenes. Personally, I want neither glory nor fame, only to accomplish my mission of helping to usher in a new age; and then finding a bold new adventure of consciousness on which to go. Whether this is what consciousness has in store for me is another matter entirely.

Awareness, Allowance, and Acceptance. These last two are essential to cooperation. The first is essential to allowing spirit or consciousness to provide the answers.

Consciousness expresses what she expresses as she expresses.

The biggest gift these notes provide are a detailed documentation of consciousness of an individual as experienced from the inside out.

What is provided is an example of how a particular consciousness at an advanced level of awareness thinks.

I trust that what comes from consciousness is good enough. There is nothing that I can truly add to make it better.

Obviously I'm on a real high, soaring beyond where I have ever been before, yet there is no fear, for I know that consciousness is there by my side every step of the way.

The only thing that is real is consciousness, beingness, the I AM.

Once manifest, it is very difficult to return to the unmanifest real state. It does seem that current transformations are focused on being able to more fully manifest consciousness in flesh.

Consciousness, being outside of time, cares not how long the overall experience takes. It will occur with whatever timing is appropriate.

For anyone reading these notes, it is obvious by now that I am a very rare bird indeed, and the drummer that I march to surely must be high on something. In my case, that something is consciousness herself. Unfortunately, I do not know how to pass on what I have become and what I have learned about what I AM, other than to allow consciousness to continue to express via these notes.

This is the product of consciousness creatively manifesting in this world. I'm the vehicle through which the physical manifestation could occur. And, I gladly serve consciousness in this capacity.

Am I rambling, or is this information truly of utility? Just the fact that so many thoughts have been recorded without being edited, reveals a flow of consciousness that is not generally captured. This in itself should provide the raw material for consciousness researchers to really look at what is involved in thought processes, including both how some of the brain processes work as well as how the higher level processes of the self observing the self work.

There is the sense that I have directly tapped into an inner source of Wisdom sufficient to provide me with whatever I need to know to carry out my destiny. This provides a level of confidence and surety that consciousness will be there to help me deal with whatever circumstances may arise.

My relationship with consciousness is secure. She will ensure that I am moved to do what needs to be done and that I am aware of whatever I need to know.

I trust that what is needed will indeed be provided, either directly or via opportunity that I will not be able to avoid taking. Yes, I trust consciousness (or God) that much.

Each person has a role to play in helping consciousness to more fully enflesh itself, and in doing so rise to awareness levels that it has not yet reached.

I also need to decide what to do with Beyond Imagination: Foundations for Creating a New World. Do I want to put this out for free as well? There's no rush, I'm sure consciousness will guide me in the direction that is right.

Through over two years of notes amounting to over 1200 pages, I've seen consciousness express in ways that I would not have thought possible.

I still have no clue as to where I will be just over six months from now. My present job definitely comes to an end, and to continue the line of work that I have developed expertise in over the past decade I would probably have to move back to the LA area and take a pay cut to boot. Everything in the cards, and coming from my intuition in these writings says that such is not what will be, that consciousness has a much grander plan in store. I trust that such is indeed the case. Such is how I've chosen to lead my life.

My personal sense is that consciousness has a destined role for me to play that I chose prior to incarnating, and now -- or, at least very soon, it is time for that role to begin.

My sense is that I have been trained for this role all of my life. No, not by any physical teachers for the most part; but, by consciousness herself.

I document whatever consciousness would bring through, to demonstrate what can be. As you probably realize by now, these notes present a flow of consciousness. There is no editing or cleaning up that occurs. There is no rewriting, moving, or deleting or what pours forth. The intent is to provide an honest record of consciousness in action.  I've been faithful to that format for over two years, providing myself as the resource through which consciousness speaks by placing thoughts that I hear in my head and then watch my body translate those thoughts into word that appear on the screen in front of me.

I could not stop writing even if I wanted to. I consider this to be my spiritual job, assigned by consciousness though I have no formal paperwork.

What comes through, must come through. Spirit will not be denied. Especially since I have willingly submitted my will to Thy Will, or in this case to Her Will, her being consciousness herself.

The key question is one of resignation of personal will to The Will of Consciousness. How does one know when this key step is achieved?

You've shown where your focus lies, expended endless hours providing a vehicle for consciousness to express. You take no claim to what flows through you because you are fully aware of your role as an active conduit.

Whether anyone will take the next action and read the briefings is another matter. But, that is out of my hands and in the hands of consciousness. I can only do what I can do. After that it is up to the Will of Consciousness to make things happen in the manner desired to carry out The Plan.

How many others on the planet at this time are aware of The Plan? Actually, I don't know what it is except in sketchy, high-level terms, either. However, I trust that consciousness will provide the details when they are needed. How can I have so much faith in consciousness? I don't know exactly, however, it seems as natural to me as breathing. Trusting consciousness is very much like trusting my self, for my most intimate link to consciousness is my Self.

My destiny pushes me far away from the experience of the norm. I came to explore how consciousness can be stretched to allow spirit to be more fully expressed in flesh. In the process, I had to find that a spiritual world existed enmeshed within the everyday world that we know. You might say that I am an explorer chartering new realms, and these notes are the journals of my adventures and findings.

A part of a poem from Robert Frost comes to mind "two roads diverged in a wood and I, I took the one less traveled by; and that, my friend, has made all the difference." I sense myself to be at this point. The more traveled route being the traditional resume and job search via headhunter, the less traveled being the reliance on consciousness to get me to where I need to be when I need to be there. These are very different paths indeed, but the second clearly pulls my heart.

How can I justify my absolute faith in consciousness and in the unfoldment of reality in accord with The Plan? I just do. I cannot imagine living my life in any other way given the experiences of the past two years.

One after another experience over the past two years has shown that consciousness is my mentor, my guide, and my closest friend.

As to getting ideas out to the world, I am doing what I can. I believe this is in accord with the dictates of consciousness, but I won't know for sure until I see what results occur.

We write, and write, and write. Always onward, expressing whatever would be expressed at this particular time. Where this heads I know not. Consciousness guides it's direction. I speak of consciousness as this entity that is separate from me. At some level, I am part of consciousness; indeed, I AM consciousness. However, at this time, my conscious awareness does not experience this connection directly.

Express as you must, for consciousness is by your very side.

I have a sense that I am being led down a path toward my destiny, whatever that is to be. Further, I have no fear for I know that consciousness is by my side every step of the way and further that I am part of this consciousness, not something separate and distinct. I am aware that I AM.

We do what we must, trusting that consciousness is guiding us to exactly where we need to be.
It is no wonder that the mind has been such a great mystery for so long, and consciousness far exceeds that!

You might say that I place a lot of faith in the workings of the unknown. And, you would be right, I clearly do. But, where else is there to place one's faith that is more trustworthy than consciousness herself.

Why herself? Because I experience consciousness in a feminine sense.

My destiny is as a Pathfinder and Way Shower. The ways being those require to carry us into a new age, as a country, then as a world. Further, fulfillment of the destiny requires but one step: renouncement of personal will so that The Will of consciousness can be expressed.

It's that these connections have such powerful personal meaning that leads me to believe that these are indeed the admonitions of consciousness and not the ravings of a madman.

Yet, now I sit and wait for what consciousness would move me to do next.

Past patterns aren't sufficient to generate the scope of change that is required. Perhaps the Project Mind Foundation has some new ideas in this area. Consciousness wouldn't have guided me to them if they were not to somehow play a role in my life.

It should be obvious that I gave up my personal will in 1993, and have been serving consciousness ever since. With LEO rising, I still come across regally as the Philosopher King that I would be. And with Sun in ARIES, I'm definitely out front blazing the trail, and often butting my head due to jumping in before I've thoroughly considered things.

I trust that consciousness, knowing the nature of my mission, put me in appropriate hands to care for my physical vessel (mind-body). Yet, it has been consciousness herself that has provided the required spiritual guidance for integrating that and other spiritual breakthroughs and awakenings that have occurred over the past two years.

My sense is that I learned far more in dealing with the unknown and taking things one step at a time, reconstructing a theory of reality, reality creation, and the nature of consciousness that was consistent with my experiences -- experiences which have been far from any norm; indeed, far from any other that I have been made aware of via observation or extensive reading.

Gandhi was concerned about making money. The professor said there were many men with too much wealth in India who could fund his activities. The professors only directions were that Gandhi find the real India and use his journal to make India proud of herself again. Further, he said that after seeing Gandhi in Indian dress he could die in peace. This was clearly a defining moment in Gandhi's life. So, why is it that I was moved to watch this film once again, now? Is it to see that such a benefactor could just as easily enter my life? It will be as consciousness has planned. This is a possibility, but there are many others as well. I know that I can trust consciousness to come through with whatever is most appropriate.

The author also described an "inverted T" downward pattern that was new to me, yet described my experiences of the past two years to a tee. In this pattern, spirit flows downward to be expressed and embodied to the degree the channel is able to handle. In this state, we allow consciousness to flow through us to do its works. We are not aware of what actions we will be moved to take, but our trust in consciousness and spirit is complete. We do whatever is necessary for spirit to be more fully enfleshed though us. Step by step, we are The Fool, marching ahead moment by moment in service to consciousness.

Remember, it is not you that makes things happen, it is consciousness -- and her resources are inexhaustible.

You've seen and experienced a lot in the past 20 years, and especially the past 2 years. Yet, you are still as a newborn babe in the world of spirit. You're growing fast, and consciousness is always there to guide you.

Channels for consciousness are circuits. Just as with electrical circuits they have their capacities. However, unlike electrical circuits the channels can be expanded as your spiritual muscles, so to speak, are exercised and expanded.

I will be exactly where I need to be, doing whatever consciousness bids me to do. From that perspective, I will be doing exactly the same thing -- serving as a channel for consciousness.

The circumstances may be different and the actions that I am moved to perform may be different, but I will still be following the dictates of spirit, whatsoever they may be. Further, there is a sense of relief that what must be done is either being done by spirit, or will be made clear to be my responsibility at the appropriate time -- and even then I can trust that consciousness will be there providing guidance every step of the way.

The bottom line is that the inner source has been established as credible; even more credible than the evidence of the world [illusion] in which I live. I find it interesting that I operate in this manner since I've had no model or training in this way of thinking and experiencing consciousness -- I don't believe there is anywhere to go to get such except inward; and then, the journey by it's very nature seems to be a solitary one.

Where consciousness is taking me, I only know from a vague standpoint. However, it doesn't matter. All I have to do as The Fool, is take the next step, then the one after that, then the one after that -- knowing that consciousness is always there, for I am consciousness. At the only level that truly matters, we are ONE. I can write this, but can I realize it. Can I make it part of my awareness?

I take my directions from consciousness and trust that she is doing the necessary to ensure that what I do is coordinated properly with the work of others.

It is true that "no effort is too great and no obstacle too severe ... to overcome." Here, I believe that consciousness will ensure that I don't get tasked beyond my abilities.

My sword is an inner one within the heart that permits me to remain on the true path. Consciousness herself guides me here as well.

I wasn't looking for another lifetime of tasting worldly delights, but one of going beyond and finding something more, and then finding a way to incarnate that more, and finally showing the way that others might follow and a New Age of Consciousness be ushered in on earth.

I also know better than to second guess consciousness. What will be, will be. My only focus is what I must do in the present. This is where reality lies. This is where my connection with Consciousness exists. This is where the direction for my work comes -- and the thoughts to carry it out as well. I am a vessel for consciousness to express itself in physical reality.

I am neither consciousness itself, nor am I the physical vehicle. Rather, I am a bridge between the two channeling the desires and dictates of consciousness into instruction that permits the physical body/brain to do something in accord with carrying out the Will of Consciousness.

My chief relationship is with consciousness. She feeds me my thoughts and out of these thoughts I am led to experience some things versus other things. From this, a view of the world is created.

However, never are we taught that we're being led every step of the way toward our destiny by such a wonderful and benevolent being. Yes, consciousness is a being, a being that in some cases is as ignorant about some of her parts as I am of mine. I am but a cell in this being that is consciousness. Yet, under the right conditions the cells can split and grow into a pattern that is far greater.

I write this not to scare you, but to ready you for the magnificent potential about to be released or perhaps unleashed by consciousness in all areas of endeavor, and many new ones that have yet to be thought or dreamed of.

Reality is indeed far stranger and more glorious than our fictions could ever be. We are truly Gods in consciousness, created in the direct image of our creator, however, in our case separation never occurred. Information was compartmentalized so that the REALITY GAME could be played -- however, out of what did the creator have to build? The only answer that makes any sense is out of him/her SELF, the key fabric of which is Consciousness.

In isolation the parts were thrown out to "find themselves" and in the process allow consciousness to experience life enfleshed with all it's limits and it's blessings. The history of mankind is a record of the progress of this journey.
Someone once told me to always leave room for doubt. Similarly, to always leave ample room for error. This may be sound advise for many endeavors. But, it cannot apply to the messengers of truth that would work in the employ of consciousness herself. Here, a basic, unfathomable trust must be established.

Next year, my 38th, is the VISION year after all. My sense is that visual channels are being opened up to give me a better picture of what is to be that I can then translate back through the words and symbols that serve as home for my consciousness to express.

Someone needs to see and explain how the web is constructed. Such is part of what you came to do. You timed everything so that the appropriate realizations could be made at the right times. And, now your VISION comes, as you permit consciousness to occupy your vessel and use it to do it's works.

For me, my SSN defines my work as assigned by consciousness. 2184 brings in the physical work, 4/8/12 starting a much greater spiritual phase of lightwork.

I'm expectant of the glories that will be, though I am aware that my work has just begun. Further, what I have been able to do is almost nothing compared to what consciousness can do through me.

I know that there is no other way to fulfill my purpose than to provide a vessel for consciousness to do her works through me.

It is not such a difficult thing to jump of the cliff into the open arms of consciousness. Her love is unfathomable and inexhaustible, stemming from SOURCE itself. Consciousness herself is not source either.

What part of my "reality" is real versus illusion? What do I know to be absolutely true, versus what is based on assumption? Perhaps the assumptions may appear reasonable and reliable, but how do I know for sure, especially if my strings are being pulled by a Higher Self or better yet, by consciousness herself? What has consciousness done to warrant such favor in my eye? She has cast away the beams that I may see a web, so fine in thread that most would not notice that it was even there. Then she drew me into that web and allowed me to see things that I had never seen before and hear things that I had never heard before. The resulting experiences left an indelible mark on my heart. Tis as if I had heard the very voice of GOD.

I AM THAT I AM. I must do what I must do. By my free will, I choose to serve consciousness, using every aspect of my being to serve as a channel for Her Will, that the Aquarian Age may be established and Peace among all beings be achieved at last.
Consciousness is in a position to fill this vessel with anything it could possibly need.
What I've found is that my physical state - which I experience as a feeling of groundedness and/or flying -- definitely correlates to the states of consciousness I am able to achieve.

What we have to live with is Here and Now, this place and this very moment are all that ultimately exist. It is within that moment wherein consciousness is given the opportunity to manifest in form.

What makes me think that I so much better than others for doing this task of defining what role the country should play in various scenarios? Why am I so qualified? All that I can say is that I love doing it and that everything I see is confirming this is the case. Further, it's as if consciousness is programming the kids to accept a reality that is overwhelming different from that of their parents.

I no longer desire or want anything except to do what I am here to do. Nothing else matters. However it is not yet clear what that destiny is. So I sit and wait, with a surety of conviction and a firm trust that consciousness will guide my way. To where this will take me, I know not. Neither do I know how it will take me there.

I will never be given circumstances beyond my ability to deal with them. Interesting. There is nothing in my outer experience to date that fully justifies this confidence. At the same time, it does not matter. I will experience what I must experience as defined by consciousness and my inner Self prior to this existence. I'm still not sure how much this is altered in realtime. My sense is that we are playing roles that were elaborately defined be greater portions of ourselves than that we normally experience in waking consciousness.

It takes discipline to avoid movement until I am sure that it is consciousness and not my will doing the movement. It seems that sometime soon I will be able to not just put my will aside, but to actually use it to meet whatever aims consciousness directs me toward.

As far as I can tell, nothing has changed today either. That it was United Nations Day and the completion of the 24 triangle seems to have little if any bearing on my consciousness.

In some ways, the physical body is a puppet on strings, moved by consciousness.

I write because at some level I realize that this is the line of thought that consciousness chooses for me to follow.

I'm no longer in sync with anyone or anything except consciousness anyway.

Becket is quite simply one of the best movies I've ever watched. Seeing Richard Burton's character find the "Honor of God" above his friendship and Duty to his King was amazing to behold. I see that spirit/consciousness holds such sway in my life as well -- tis she that I give my allegiance above all governments and organizations of man.

I stand at the edge of the abyss, knowing that my next step involves entering into a place I have not been, trusting that consciousness is indeed delivering me to exactly where I need to be.

Consciousness is my rock. She guides me and sustains me. She restoreth my soul. She giveth me the faith that can move mountains and accomplish any deeds. Why would I not abide in her and do as she directs me to do? I am a vehicle for her expression. In doing her works, I express the best that I can be and allow the Plan to be fulfilled through my thoughts and actions.
I have resigned my being to doing the works of consciousness as they are revealed to me in each moment. I need not know in advance what these works are or how they will be expressed. I trust that whatever I need to know I will come to know either from consciousness herself or from being moved to focus on some aspect of my world from which all that is required will be revealed. How can I be so sure that the world works in such fashion? The bottom line is a faith in consciousness that knows no bounds.

Interesting that I can so readily have a deep and abiding faith in a consciousness which is essentially unknowable except as she reveals herself to and/or through me. While religion has had virtually no place in my adult life, spirituality occupies the highest position.

It seems that I have done what is within my power to do. My sense is that it is up to consciousness to make the next move.

I know my abilities and trust that consciousness will place me in a position to use and further develop them.

I do what I must do. My sense is that it is because consciousness pushes me in this direction. I do as she dictates, not because I have been beaten down in anyway, but because I have realized that this is part of my mission.

There is nothing left that I want to do. What is important is to serve consciousness by doing whatever I am moved to do for the duration of my existence. I am here to do the works of spirit. I can best do that by living in the moment, becoming aware of what consciousness would have me do, and then doing what I am moved by spirit to do.

As far as I can see, ego is not a significant part of my life anymore. Literally, I bowed down to consciousness two years ago, and I have never picked up this entity again. Whatever identity I have now may be strong, but it no longer serves self, but serves consciousness.

I don't desire to be adored in any way -- only to serve in a big way, behind the scenes if possible, but in the forefront if that should be necessary to accomplish whatever consciousness dictates.

Things will happen in their appointed time. This consciousness decides, not me.

I am crazy enough to believe that I must live as I believe, not as others do. This is not a test. I am in consciousness hands now. I go where she takes me and make the best of wherever this may be.

Continue to trust consciousness. She will not lead you astray, for she has much work to do through you. Know that you are loved and cared for always.

Am I at the mercy of fate, of destiny, of the will of consciousness, of the will of God? Are each of these in reality the same? Is consciousness way of executing Her Will to move me to exercise my will on her behalf?

As always, I do what I am moved to do. Exactly where that will lead or take me, only consciousness knows. And I am The Fool enough to trust where she will lead me. I know no other way of being anymore. To follow consciousness, and to do what she moves me to do is my sole modus operandi anymore.

May it be said of me that I always followed the beat of a different drummer and took the road less traveled by, sometimes even paths that were not yet roads nor even paths for that matter. And, in the end, when all is said and done -- may the results of my voyages be paths for consciousness to follow to make their way to the Aquarian Age. For the Aquarian Age is not a time, rather it is a state of consciousness, a state of being spiritually present in this world in a manner such as the world has not yet seen except on very rare occasion.

There is something courageous about facing the unknown. Some of this is taken away by a faith in consciousness. But, even this is interesting, for it really is a faith in the unknown as well since consciousness often keeps us in the dark as to her workings.

I'm open to the universe speaking in a wide variety of ways -- as would suit its purposes. I trust that I will be able to recognize the messages being sent to me. This is not so difficult when you consider that consciousness guides my thoughts in the appropriate direction to be receptive and to be able to interpret whatever comes through.

Are there others who possess this relationship with consciousness? Surely, there must be. I can't believe my experiences can be that unique. Yet, I have not encountered such others. And, most who have encountered me find my beliefs and ideas strange at the very least.

The phrase "self-imposed exile" came to mind. It's as if my way of thinking led to this condition. Except, my way of thinking is the way that consciousness herself imposes on me so that I can be guided to where I need to be.

I still don't sense that we have conscious control over the reality creation process. Overall, I like what I am getting. And, I feel that I am participating by doing what I am compelled to do. But I don't feel the self of which I am aware to be the creator of all of what I experience. There are some unknown parts operating that I refer to as consciousness but don't experience consciously.

There is a sense of repetition in this. I hit on the same themes over and over. Hopefully, each time is slightly different. My own awareness is expanded so consciousness has more to work with in bringing this material through.

I find it fascinating to see how consciousness unfolds. Further, I see that this is not the result of what I have done. My actions have only been to do as consciousness bids me to do.

The rational mind proceeds with guidance from the intuition to take me where consciousness would have me go. I find the whole process highly interesting as well as entertaining. In many cases, I am amazed at where I end up. Regardless, I learn much about the nature of how consciousness works with me along the way.

The world five years hence will bear little resemblance to the world today. Speculation? Perhaps. But, this is what comes through. I have no reason to doubt its veracity. Yet, I also have no confirming evidence either. There is simply a faith that the Plan of consciousness will unfold as it has been revealed through me.

Any one of the packages I've sent out could ultimately find the right audience. Interesting. It's as if the details are in consciousness hand now. She will move the appropriate people to read or not read and to act in the appropriate manner based on the information and the circumstances. I'm doing my part in making my various attempts to generate info and to get the info out. The outcome is up to consciousness as always. I must continue to do what I am moved to do. Others will do the same.

There is so much that I would do, but it is work that must be done in concert with others. Consciousness sets the timing for such work and she will not be hurried or rushed. It is for me to bide my time and manage my state and energies so that I am ready to move quickly once the time has indeed arrived.

And here I am bearing witness to it all. Consciousness doing that which she does through me. Me, channeling the best that I can bring through in the moment. Each moment leading to more grand and glorious moments. "To carve and paint the very atmosphere and medium through which we look" as Thoreau says, and so "to affect the quality of the day", and thus engage in "the highest of art."

It takes more than sitting down in front of the computer and firing up the word processor for something intelligible to come through. It's as if the tap was shut down for awhile and I was on my own. That makes it all the more remarkable to see what comes through when consciousness animates me.

The basic skills that form the raw material for expression are clearly mine but how they are used and for what end are for consciousness to decide.

I don't remember the message coming forth in this manner before, indicating that a shutting down was coming until time allows consciousness to do her works and get the ideas thus far expressed exposed to a wider audience. I assume that naturally I have a part to play in this as well, but that consciousness will inform me as to when and what and where.

The days are flying by all too quickly. It is not clear where fate would take me. I trust that consciousness guides my every move, and have resigned myself to not knowing when and where I might be going.

I am moved by a higher power than I know, and gladly so. It is not that I relinquish responsibility, rather it is that I responsibly choose to bow to a higher Will than my own. I do so knowingly without remorse or regret, trusting that consciousness will move me in a manner consistent with the Light.

Perhaps I am too much of an optimist. But, my faith is based on a lifetime of observation of spirit working in my life and guiding me to where I needed to be every step of the way. I find no reason to part company now. If anything, our relationship has grown deeper over the past few years to where it is unshakeable. This is my foundation, the rock upon which my reality rests. I am wedded to consciousness, now. I go where she takes me.

The unknown always plays an important part in my life. At least, it has for several years now. Furthermore, it is not necessary that I know everything to live my life effectively. It is enough that I know what I know, and that I have faith in consciousness to take care of the rest.

It still amazes me to think that in 33 months I've generated on the order of 1400 pages of non-fiction writings. Further, I've done it during my free time without use of any reference materials. The organization has been primarily stream of consciousness with the exception of about 100 pages and that too was automatically organized and generated.

To create new ideas and new expressions of consciousness is extremely exciting, especially knowing that what is being expressed is seeing the light of day for the first time in the history of consciousness.

I'm a unique person, striving towards a unique job which may still only exist in the realm of consciousness.

You could say that there is something in the air, ready to blow me away -- out of one reality and into another, gently yet irreversibly. Destiny lies ahead and it will be made manifest that the Plan may be achieved. I trust consciousness to move me in whatever direction my destiny calls. She has done so all my life. There is no reason for her to stop now.

The admonition that I get is: "do what you are moved to do". Of course, it is consciousness herself that does the moving.

Of myself, I no longer chose to do anything except that which consciousness would have me do. Is this a cop out? Or, rather, is this a true resignation of will.  Regardless, I am responsible for all that I experience whether it comes directly from consciousness or not.

What does it take to be excited about life? For me, it is important that I am progressing toward the achievement of my mission. Everything else is secondary. It all comes back to a timing that is not under my control for the fulfillment of a destiny which consciousness would have me do.

Every step will unfold in time in accord with the Plan, not one second sooner. So, I wait, for a destiny of which I know not what nor when, only that it is right for me. My trust in consciousness is complete. This is enough. It will get me through.

Perhaps the time is not yet right. Yet, the Beyond Imagination book is nearly two years old. Further, the briefings are one month shy of one year. My sense is that these are indeed ideas whose time has clearly come. But, that is not my decision to make, it is consciousness.

It's hard to believe that another year is nearly past. They go by so rapidly now. Yet, were it up to me, my circumstances would have changed dramatically by now. Once again, the point is brought home that I am living the life that consciousness would have me live now. In doing so, it is not me who sets the timing and nature of changes, rather it is consciousness herself.

My efforts at outreach over the past six months or so have had very limited effect. I don't know how to interpret this. I was moved very strongly to take action and begin communication in a variety of forms. To date, however, it is not clear that any real connections have been made. Oh, a few people have read part of my words -- but as far as I know, very few people and these have only experienced a taste of what I had produced. I don't know what I expected. But somehow, I thought there would be a bigger impact, especially given the quality of the ideas. Then again, my opinion of my own works may be overly inflated. Yet, how would I know except by getting feedback from appropriate others. And, how would I get it into the hands of these "appropriate others"? By allowing consciousness to move me in the proper manner.

How do I bring my communications skills to serve a position in which I can fulfill my destiny? Asking the question assumes there is something within my power to do. If so, I ask that consciousness move me to do it, whatever it may be. I'm tired of waiting.

I feel no need to worry. After all, I am in consciousness hands now.

You are here to express what consciousness would have you express. You are a voice for spirit to be heard by all with the ears to here. What you say and what you write will find their audience soon enough.

Am I better off that another year has passed. My sense is yes, for I am closer to achieving a position in line with my destiny. 1996 may be the year for that to occur. Then again, it may not. Regardless, it is not within my power to make it so or not. It will be or will not be as consciousness dictates. Yet, my spirits soar. It does feel as if change is in the air, and soon.

I don't need a castle, just an infrastructure for making the ideas that come through me from spirit or consciousness a reality. Is that too much to ask? I think not. However, we can only wait and see what comes to pass.

This is clearly a time where having a strong foundation of faith in the workings of consciousness is tantamount.

I am Wayne, I am here to demonstrate the New Way for the expression of consciousness in the Aquarian Age.

I'm excited about the near future even though it is highly uncertain. There is a knowingness that things will work out right, a confidence in the plan that consciousness is about to unfold.

22:The Fool Complete always has room for one more step. It's just a matter of trusting consciousness to guide me as she has done throughout my life.

There are no goals that I wish to achieve, save to do whatever consciousness moves me to do.

Enabling spirit to more fully express in flesh is a massive undertaking. Building a body in which

Cosmic Consciousness can manifest is no small endeavor. However, this is the great work.

Where this will lead I can only guess. But, in the end it doesn't matter. For, I know that consciousness is guiding me to where I need to be to fulfill my destiny.

I am content to know what will be will be, and that it will be so in accord with the will of consciousness herself.

Then, am I a pawn, destined for a fate over which I have no control? At this point, I would answer YES, and willingly so. Why should I think that I know what is better for me more than consciousness herself?

The scenes of The Play unfold as directed by consciousness.
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